The Destiny I Didn't Expect
I'M WHERE...?

~ all your shadows are the first to appear in my mind. I admit I can't get through it without you guys~

Cilla ;)

a speck of light enters forcibly into the retina of my eye. To distract me from my deep sleep. I gathered strength to try to open my eyes, neutralized my vision and found myself in a room full of beautiful decorations.

"where am I...?" my inner.

I try to remember what happened.

"ohhh..gue remember, now I must have been in the afterlife.." I said lirih.

I spread my eyes across the room.

"ohh..so here's the afterlife..gue just know, everything is complete. there are cabinets and bathrooms everything.." I said amazed.

A knocking sound came from behind the door.

"ahh...maybe it's an angel who will ask me.. but is my charity not enough to enter heaven...?" ask me to myself.

"I'm ready to go in. Come in.." I shouted.

the door opened revealing an athletic man, tall and white.

"waw.the angel is very handsome, O God" my heart.

the man looked at me in astonishment, he walked towards me, then sat in front of me on the bed.

" Alright, I'm ready.just start to the first question father angel.but please don't speak Arabic, because I'm the most stupid in religious studies.but not stupid very sihh..." I said at length.

the man continued to look at me with a face that was arguably flat plus cold.

"lohh.kok father angel just mindingin me sihh. emang something strange yaa in my face.." I said.

the man still remained silent until a while later he raised his stocky hand to my forehead.

"astaga o Allah.please forgive your servant.." I said.

after his hand touched my forehead, one word I wanted to express was comfortable.

"loo..no sick kannn....?" tanyanya.

"duhhhh.the father of this angel is very considerate" I said embarrassedly.

"father of the angel who do you mean...?" his hands with a flat face.

"yes.bapak lahh.." I said while pointing at him.

"father angel kann.." call me again.

He looked at me in astonishment.

"angel.you mean what the hell" he said.

"i'm dead, and you're here for my nanyain kann.." I said innocently.

"gue did not know you mean.had taken a shower later we talk again" he said and went out of the room.

"wait..if he's not an angel.so he's who dong.." guamamku.

"ahhh..bikin pusinggg" I cried in frustration.

"ALWAYS...NO NEED TO SHOUT CEPET MANDII.." shouted the man from out there who I believe was the man earlier.

I hurriedly went inside the bathroom and performed my bathing ritual.

after about 15 minutes, I was ready. With a white T-shirt and training pants that I got in the closet.I was forced to wear it because it was the only thing I felt comfortable. in addition there are only knee-length dresses and various clothes that are very far from my taste.

now I was sitting at the dresser combing my hair, an argument popped up in my brain.

"what could be.gue was kidnapped and now is enslaved.." I panicked.

"o Allah what trials are you giving me.” I see.

after I finished, I ventured to get out of my room earlier, which I believed was the room. when the door opened, the, my eyes were immediately presented with a room that was so beautiful and large with so good architecture on the lower floor, while the room I occupied was now on the second floor.

"waw..great.." I was amazed.

I began to go down one by one stairs.kulirik on the right is a living room marked there is a sofa there and on the left is a family room and next to it there is a dining room.

I walked around the room one by one until the last I went to the dining room and found the man cooking in the kitchen.

"you've come down." he said glancing at me with a flat face.

"already, this sitting cepet already want to be ready" he continued.

I just nodded and I said, I sat myself in the dining table chair facing directly into the kitchen.

"all the place and architecture of this house is exactly like the house of my dreams" I thought.

I used to draw my dream house in the future, and everything was exactly like this.

"maybe this is a dream.."I think.

Shortly afterwards the man came with two dishes of fried rice.

then sit facing me.

"pett eat.." he said coldly.

"later you passed out I was also the one who bothered" he continued.

"hmm. attention is also attention" I thought.

I also put a spoonful of fried rice into my mouth.

"wahhh..enakk bangett" I said.

the man just looked at me with a flat look.

"it's gone" he said, with a nod of his head.

when I was done, I took the initiative to take over the dirty dishes to wash.

After everything was done, I did not see the man in the dining room.

"definitely she's in the room" I muttered.

I went down each step of the stairs to go up to the second floor exactly to the room I occupied earlier.

Tok.tokk ..doc..

"excuse me.can enter "my words are half screaming.

"just don't get locked in" he shouted from inside.

I went into the room and found the man busy putting the clothes in the suitcase into the closet.

"The rajin are also niii people" I thought.

"why.." she asked.

"none.." I said so.

I sat myself on the edge of the bed watching her make up the clothes very neatly.

"So I ..mau nanya.why can I be here "question me.

he looked at me with a surprised face and approached me.

then he brought his face closer to the distance between us just a few more stops.

it made me shocked and nervous.he looked at me.

I closed my eyes until a heavy hand landed right beside me.

"lo sick." he said.

"g. I don't get sick" I replied.

"don't' lo amnesia because' suck yesterday.cepet let's go to the hospital" he said then pulled my hand about to leave.

"Gue doesn't hurt and when I'm sucked" I argued and then let go of his grip.

"Astaghfirullah's... What is the fault of your servant, God, to have a rich wife gini" he said

"Whatts....ISTRII.."yelling me I can't believe what I just heard.

"What a bad thing...Now we have to go to the hospital" he ordered.

"gue does not want.gue does not need to go to RS, which I need now that's an explanation. How can you be my husband. "I said with emphasis on words of explanation.

He was silent for a moment.

"All right.let's simplify. Suppose klw lo forgot his memory for a while, because of yesterday's shock" his breakup.

"Well let's take it that way.now you're clear on me from the beginning until the end" I said.

He took a deep breath and started telling me everything. He sat in front of me and started talking.

"so gini... We were betrothed to the same'- "he said I cut.

"Whata... being fooled.." I cried in shock.

"kokcu.." I asked.

"eat it don't cut it first" he said lazily.

"ohh.ok..ok" I said.

then correcting my expression became serious as if to listen to a math teacher who was explaining on the board.

"Papa and your father set us up, and only yesterday the wedding reception was held" he explained and I just mangut' understand.

" Where does your father know my father from" I asked.

"hmm.gue also does not know, I know my mother really likes you" he said.

"forget it, the most important thing is that everything has happened, so accept it" he added.

"huff.it's easy that she says just accept it. How to accept, everything is still not digested properly by my brain" murmured.

"explain.klw that'-" he said I cut.

"eittss...There's one more thing I want to ask" I said.

"more" he replied.

"mmm...What's your name" I ask with heart'.

"Astaghfirullah." he said and took a deep breath.

"Give me the servant of the steadfastness of Allah" he murmured.

"gue ALVIN NUGRAHA AL-ZAFARI, CEO and successor of A-zafari group" he said loudly with a tone like proud of him.

I just ber oh ria.

"What is the name of lo also lo lupaa" he asked.

"no..gue remember. My name is NAZWAH SHALSABILA UTAMI "my word.

"Good dehh klw that" he said then moved from his seat to continue his activities earlier. But he turned back his body to look at me.

"And one more.lo no manners' her very same husband, you call me use said LO sih. As long as you know I am two years older than you" he explained with emphasis said LO.

"iyaa.iyaa kak alvinn" I said.

"nahh it's good to be horrified" he said and continued his steps towards the wardrobe.

I took the initiative to help him, but was rejected by him.

"oh yaa..gue denger lo graduates of Nusantara High School" asked kak alvin melt the atmosphere that was awkward.

"iyaa... big brother who graduates..?" askaku.

"sama, Nusantara High School as well" he said.

"pantesan.face sister a little familiar so" said I.

brother alvin did not answer so the atmosphere became quiet and awkward.

now there's a lot of arguments running through my brain.

until a voice call came in from the phone above the nightstand diverted everything.

I was in the room for a moment, staring at Alvin who didn't care about the sound of the phone ringing.