
Jordan, step out the terrace of his flat in Tembalang. He took a long breath. He pulled out the earphones he had placed in his ear, then sat down on an elongated sofa bench. His mood at that time, contrary to the bright night sky full of stars that illuminate the night. Just natural. At that time Jordan just received a call from his boss and confirmed about Jordan's plan to approach Nirwana.
His mind drifted into a sky full of stars. So that Jordan was surprised by the sound of a telephone ringing from his parents. Mamma.
“Jordan... how are you, son, when is Indonesia?” ask your mother across the voice. The voice he wanted to hear, made him calm. For a moment Jordan did not think about his work.
“Mam, I have arrived, about eight o'clock at Leiden time,” Jordan trying to explain the time difference to the Mama so that Mama is not confused with the time difference between Dutch time and Indonesian time.
“Thank God Nak” replied Mama.
“You've eaten yet, son?” ask again. It seems like the inner relationship between the child and the mother is very strong between Jordan and her Mama. Mama knows with a mother's telepathy, when her child is agitated and feels a little chaotic.
“Already Ma,” Jordan lied to Mama. Jordan only filled his stomach with snacks and some soda drinks he bought at the supermarket.
“Don't forget to eat healthy food ya Jordan, Mama is not in Jordan's place now, so keep your health” Mama's message to Jordan. Jordan was just frozen, because it seemed like Mama knew that Jordan was lying to her.
“Iya Ma,” the answer is short.
A few weeks stay in Semarang and Jordan began to be able to memorize the road route from his flat and Pak Handoko's office. Especially after several times Jordan went together with Nirvana.
The name was always ringing in his mind, the figure of Nirwana's beautiful face was always reflected in Jordan's eyes.
He took his phone from his pants pocket, and fumbled the numbers on his phone, in the sliding list of names on his phone screen, no matter what he was looking for. Until his finger stopped in the name of Nirvana.
Slowly Jordan exhaled the breath she was holding. Jesus, he's never been this big in his entire life, whether in work or when dealing with any woman. Wearing this one girl always makes her feel nervous, always wondering, always hesitating? It's never been like this. Really, this is not normal. Pressed slowly the number registered in the name of Nirvana.
“Halo, who is it,?” ask for voices across the phone.
“Hai..It's me, Jordan,” said Jordan doubtfully.
Jordan was nervous, and confused for the answer to the question Nirvana had thrown at him.
“There can I help?”
“Nir, how your lecture, have you eaten, take care of your health, do not be too tired,” a barrage of words that say somewhere Jordan speaks. Jordan cursed himself by banging his own head.
“Stupid...stupid.” Jordan's grumbling in his heart.
Nirwana smiles across the phone, although Jordan can't see her, but Nirvana is happy for Jordan's attention to her.
“My condition is good, healthy wal’afiat, my lecture is fine, soon I want a trial, pray yes!!” answer Nirvana one-on-one to Jordan's Long question.
“Sepi it feels like there is no you in the office, bland,” complained Jordan slowly, but his voice was quite clear in the ears of Nirwana.
Nirvana pretended not to hear Jordan's words and said.
“What, what did you just say?” Nirwana asked pretending not to listen.
“Ah!! No, there's no. It's not okay. Okay, see you later Nir, good night.” say goodbye Jordan to Nirwana.
Jordan hung up the phone and put it back in his pants pocket.
“Stupid... How dare you call him these nights, how does he respond to me later.” Inner Jordan was embarrassed. Jordan cursed in his heart.
Nirwana sits on an armchair sofa in the living room, playing his fingers to choose an entertaining tv spectacle. Every day Nirvana felt wrong, her heart flowered. He even smiled to himself remembering his conversation with Jordan a few hours ago.