The Doctor's Little Wife
Grief
Khanzas.........
Slowly his eyes began to open. His head still felt very dizzy and also hurt. She looked around and found Arif her husband. And his father and two in-laws.
What's going on ??
He tried to remember all the previous events but could not. His brain could not recover his previous memory.
“Thank God you're sober baby !!” said Arif while gently peeling his forehead.
“I Why Mas ??” her question doesn't understand.
“It's okay, said the doctor because of the tiredness” said the father who walked towards him.
Tired up ??
Is it not true that this is because last night ?? Oh my goodness how shameful he is to remember last night.
“Khanza want to eat what son ?? let mama Find ??” ask Mom with her smile..
“Let's Ma, Khanza hasn't been hungry”
“But if hungry do not hesitate yes Nak !! later let Papa and Mama find”
She was lucky to have such good in-laws. He simply nodded in response to the words of his father-in-law.
“You are treated first yes dear !! you are still too weak !!” whispered Arif.
“But I don't papa Mas ! I'm just tired!!” she refused because she was reluctant to be hospitalized.
It's his happy day. He was treated in the hospital. Not very much, right ??
“Betul says your husband dear. Khanza was treated first until the state of Khanza recovered”
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Ariff....
He still looked at the beautiful face of his wife who was asleep in her sleep. A few hours ago Khanza was moved to the hospital room.
Although previously Khanza continued to refuse to be treated, but just collapsed when he saw Dad's eyes were already glazed.
Dad is Khanza's weakness.
“Excuse me!!” said Raka who had just entered the room.
“Eh Ka's. Login !!” bring later.
Raka nodded and stepped inside the room where Khanza was being treated. Then sit next to him.
“Others where ??” ask Raka about the pleasantries.
“Again home. You know for yourself today's reception me and Khanza. And it just crumbled because of Khanza. I don't mind the same event that I think is only the health of my wife Ka”
Raka patted her shoulder slowly. Maybe you know what he feels right now.
“Oh yes what is here Ka ??” he finally asked.
“I'm sorry if I have to deliver this news. Especially on a happy day. But I have to say because Khanza should be able to handle more !!”
He was silent His heart was racing strongly. What is this ?? And the shadow when Khanza suffered a deadly disease was again imagined.
“What's the Ka ??” ask her lirih. Trying to shake off all those shadows. Wishing that what Raka was going to say was different from what he was currently thinking.
“Khanza Liver Cancer Disease back”
Duaaarrr.
His heart crumbled dimly, his fear that a moment ago became reality. Why is this the end ?? why did it all come back to attack his wife. The woman he loved so much.
How he should tell Khanza and his parents. Then Dad said what he was going to say to the figure of the man who had made him and Khanza united.
Not one tear fell down his cheek.
“Lo the patient yes Rif !! this is a trial for you”
He shook. Do not know how.God so quickly give the household a trial..
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Khanzas.......
He woke up feeling a soft and delicate touch that kept stroking his hair.
“Mas”
“Hmmmmm”
“Why dear ??” Arif asked again.
But instead he just shook his head, then a moment later he looked at Arif's eyes which were currently swollen. Arif's face was swollen and the remains of tears were still on his cheeks.
“Mas cry ??” he asked, his fingers stroking the jaw of Koko who was currently halal for him to touch.
“Engga”
“Do not lie!!” hardiknya fast “Tu eyes Mas swollen must have run out crying is it not??” continued again.
“No dear” Arif even kissed the top of his head, So deep and loving.
Suddenly he was devastated no longer asking about the face of the husband. He switched to playing his phone and saw it was 10 p.m.
It turned out that he had been asleep for a long time, and now his eyes were not sleepy at all.
“Mas sleep first, Mas must be sleepy, already take care of Khanza from earlier”
Arif went straight up to the bed, so inevitably made it shift a little to give the husband space to be able to sleep too.
Arif's hand coiled around his stomach, making his heart race again strongly even though he and Arif had done more than this. But why was he still nervous when he was touched by the man.
“You are still nervous, even though we have done more than this” Arif's tease makes him upset.
He hit Arif in the chest slowly. Of course his behavior made Arif immediately laugh.
“Whatever happens don't ever leave me ya dear !!”
He was shocked to hear a whisper from the husband, Somehow the words were like there was the deepest sadness that he himself did not know what.
“I will not leave you, we will age together.
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Arifs.
He could only faintly smile, responding to a remark from his wife.
It must be so that Khanza must age with her, Khanza must not abandon himself no matter what.
The explanation from Raka this afternoon really makes a sense that is beautiful must plunge freely into the abyss that is deep and full of thorns. So hurt.
He could not imagine Khanza's next life who would undergo chemotherapy would be very painful.
“Lagi see whose photos anyway ?? Focus very much ??” ask Khanza who is so focused on the phone screen.
“Nothing, just look at the photos of friends on IG”
“Oh”
Suddenly silent, Khanza focused on the mobile screen while herself with a branched mind.
“Mas” call Khanza.
“Hmmmm”
“Let's have a child how many ??”
Deggggs.
Arif's heart raced strongly, confused to answer what, he himself now has not thought about the problem of children since knowing that Khanza's liver cancer back. If Khanza is pregnant, it will make Khanza's condition worse.
No. No, she won't let Khanza get pregnant, she doesn't want to lose the woman she loves so much. It's okay if he and Khanza do not have a descendant of origin he and Khanza can continue together. Later he could adopt a child if Khanza really wanted to have children.
“Mas is silent anyway ??” khanza cried for the sake of seeing himself just silent.
“Eh yes sorry baby, did you say what ??”
“Isss” Khanza mendelik upset “You were thinking what the hell again ?? I'm saying so obviously don't sound”
“Sorry darling”
“Tau ah”
He immediately pulled Khanza into his arms, not wanting Khanza to be angry with him.
“True earlier Mas did not focus maybe sleepy effect, now Adek talk again ya !!” he said so softly.
“I'm his old man, later we want to have children how ??”
Repeatedly he kissed the top of the head of the wife, the fragrance of the shampoo that became Khanza's favorite was so attached and perhaps this fragrance that he would miss. Because if Khanza is going to undergo treatment, it will change.
“Later we think yes, for now we just live first”
“Not able to do so dong !!”hardik Khanza again. “The problem of the child should be discussed how much, let me program and later the distance how many years”
He never even thought that Khanza would think. Honest in his heart was so happy to hear that Khanza wanted to conceive his son but seeing the state of Khanza like this he would not bear to let Khanza contain which would make Khanza happy himself.
“Iya dear yes, Mas tau kok but the purpose of mas for a while do not discuss it first. we focus on your health”
“Later if you are already healthy we can determine all of them. You understand do you mean Mas ??”
Finally Khanza nodded, he immediately buried Khanza's head in his chest.
Letting the woman fall asleep again and she can also fall asleep soundly. Hope to forget a little about Khanza's disease at this time.
Of course he did not want to be honest with Khanza, he did not want Khanza sad and become a drop. The plan is to talk slowly with Khanza.
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The next morning he woke up first, when his ears heard the voice of Papa, Mama and Father-in-law. his eyes opened wide and then immediately rose because he felt ashamed to have fallen asleep in the bed where Khanza should have been.
“How is Khanza Rif doing??” father asked while looking at Khanza's face that was still sleeping.
For a moment he sighed violently, took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly.
“Why Nak ?? Did something happen ??” papa also asked.
“We talk outside of Pa, Yah” he told Papa and Dad
Maybe Papa and Dad will be confused but without asking they immediately approve the leech while Mama waits inside to accompany Khanza.
“What's up??” ask Dad with a serious face.
“Khanza liver cancer disease is back Well and has stage 2 to 3”
“Astaghfirullah'AlAdzim” says Father and Papa together.
“Why can I come back again son ?? Wasn't that time already done operation action ??” ask the father with sorrowful eyes.
He could only shake his head, not knowing what to explain. He used to hope that when Khanza was in surgery the deadly disease would never return. But God really wants something else. When he and Khanza are going to have happy days it all comes back..