
Khanzas...
In the evening he and Arif go down to dinner together, this will be his first dinner since marriage, although their marriage was 1 month but their time was spent in the hospital room.
Therefore she was so grateful to be given the opportunity to be able to feel the night with her husband.
“This vegetable for Non Khanza.” said Bik Sri while serving a vegetable bowl SOP in front of him. What he himself knows is that SOP vegetables do not taste bland alias.
But he still ate it quietly, no rejection at all. As soon as his eyes glanced at the other dishes look so delicious and appetizing but he held it because his desire to heal was so great.
“I'm asking for her SOP baby!!” arif said while looking at him.
“But this is not good Mas” subtly reject it.
“Try Mas tasting first, where here ??” Arif is still pushy.
“Tapiii”
Without caring for himself, Arif immediately took the bowl of SOP and moved it into the plate. His eyes continued to stare at Arif's activities especially when Arif began to put the SOP into his mouth.
“Enak kok” says Arif with full mouth.
“You can't force Mas if it's bad to say !! I don't want you to get sick” reply later.
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Ariff...
Of course he had to eat SOPs that taste so bland. He did all that because he wanted to plant his wife and make Khanza more eager to heal.
Not that he has promised to do anything for the recovery of Khanza. In this way he does it.
“Alhamdulillah” said after spending the food on his plate. His stomach feels like vomiting because it eats food that has no taste other than the taste caused by vegetables in it.
“Kok got you haven't finished deck??” ask her again kesang wife where rice and side dishes are on the plate Khanza is still so much.
“Udah full Mas, Khanza not strong to spend his”
“But weukan still eat a little dear, he said to heal” he forced Khanza to return to eating.
“What does your husband say son, eat again so you recover” said Father
Finally Khanza back to eat his food though not exhausted. That's enough because at least Khanza has eaten and stayed to take medicine again.
After dinner he and Khanza went straight into the room.
“Drink medicine first darling !!” pinta is soft.
“Later Mas, Khanza is still satiated in”
Huuuu.
He took a deep breath, had to be extra patient in facing Khanza. Maybe at this time he is not used to taking care of Khanza but over time everything will get used to it.
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Khanzas...
The next morning he woke up first. Looking to the side where the husband still sleeps in his sleep. Looks so tired even though they didn't do anything last night.
He had offered to Arif if he wanted to ask for rights, but Arif refused on the grounds that he did not want to be tired.
“I want to get pregnant soon. So that Mama can love me again” murmured her slowly while staring at the ceiling of her room.
Her thoughts returned to light on the incident one week ago where the mother said something that was most painful.
Flasback..
“You must get pregnant quickly because if you arrive in the near future you are not pregnant Mama will ask Arif to divorce you”ucap Mama while looking at her sharply.
“Khanza will strive Ma”
“Must be it !!” Mama pointed at her face “You must give Arif offspring, yes at least as long as you are Arif's wife there is a little happiness that you give”
“Iya Ma” is all she can answer.
“Good. Mama wait for the good news”
Off Flasback...
So she tried to get pregnant quickly. He will try his way to get Arif back to touch him like that night.
“You've woken up baby ??” asked Arif with a typical hoarse voice of waking up.
“Good morning my dear husband” he did not answer Arif's words but instead gave the word good morning.
“Morning is also my beautiful wife”
Arif kissed her forehead gently. He smiled back.
“Mas I want” he said in a spoiled tone.
“Ingin what ??” ask Arif again.
“Iss. Basic insensitive”
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Ariff...
He is not insensitive to the words of the wife, only he could not bear to do that.
Ever since last night he held back his desires desperately. Since Khanza offered himself to him. But he immediately refused and more to sleep alone with a chaotic mind.
He even fell asleep so late at night, because it cooled the already passionate desire, another style of sleep Khanza that increasingly made him unsettled. Because last night Khanza only wore a short-sleeved nightgown to see Khanza's smooth thigh that was not covered anything to make something that was in his pants stand up.
Damn indeed.
If it wasn't for not wanting Khanza to drop back maybe he'd have done it to his satisfaction.
Exploring the body of the wife with spirit. But now there was something he had to consider - Khanza's health.
He did not want Khanza to go back to the hospital just because he obeyed his brutal lust.
“Ayo Mas !!” Khanza went back to fishing.
“Let's go baby, you just got home from the hospital.”
“But I want to get pregnant fast.Mas.if we are lazy to do his Khanza will not get pregnant-pregnant”
Arif is still silent every Khanza discussed the problem of pregnancy. Not that Arif does not agree that the wife is pregnant just that Arif is too worried about the condition of Khanza.
But to explain everything to Khanza Arif is also confused where to start so that Khanza can understand about Arif's feelings.
“Mas” hardik Khanza
“Iya Darling” replied Arif is still trying as gently as possible.
“Let's do it so I can get pregnant”
Khanza continues to force.
“But deck, Mas is not ready”
“But not ready what is Mas anyway ?? Why so gini anyway at that time you OkOk aja pas ngelakuin why now so this” said Khanza angry.
But Arif remained silent. He looked at Khanza's face that was already wet with tears.
Arif's hand was stretched out to wipe out Khanza's tears.
“Honey please dengerin Mas !! mas is not not unwilling to do that just because I am afraid you are back drop like that time. Please understand !!”
“Khanza promise not to hurt again Mas. Just let Khanza return to serve Mas Arif.
Khanza wants to give birth to offspring for Mas” Khanza still sobbing.
Arif is still with his stance not to have a husband and wife relationship with Khanza. In this case Arif was so tormented because he had to endure his desires as a man.
“Mas understands dear, Mas also want to have children but your health is more important for Mas”
Arif holds both shoulders of Khanza. Gently rub it so that Khanza calms down a little.
“But Mas Arif also do not stop Khanza to conceive Mas” children said Khanza.
Arif immediately pulled Khanza into his arms. It was so painful to see Khanza suffer so much. Same with Arif.
“Pardon Khanza Mas, sorry for not being the perfect wife for Mas” Khanza said still sobbing in Arif's arms.
“Mas is also not the perfect husband dear” reply Arif with tightening his embrace.
Until this morning stained with crying, haru's crying is so heartbreaking.