
Arifs.
He did not know how in the arms of the Papa he cried a mouthful. His heart was wounded and he was so sad when he learned that the woman he had just halted 2 days ago had to go back to feeling her pain of suffering.
“You're patient Yes Nak !! You do not be weak because you are a source of strength for Khanza if you are like this what about Khanza” said Papa trying to calm himself.
Yet he is getting sobbing. When a fine pat was made by his father-in-law. He immediately let go of Papa's embrace. And hugged Dad.
“Khanza will definitely heal right Yah ??” ask her with a trembling voice.
“Inysa Allah son !! With the permission of Allah Khanza will soon recover” said Pak Hadi tried hard in front of him.
But precisely the unexpected happened, when he and Mr. Hadi still hugged. Khanza's voice that appeared in the doorway made them all speechless.
He let go of the embrace. Then look back where there is Khanza being held by his mother is staring at him with a difficult gaze to explain.
“You why are crying ??” khanza looked confused.
As much as she tried to smile. Then he walked over and kissed his wife.
“You've woken up baby ??” ask her with a hoarse voice.
“Don't switch the conversation, I'm not asking why are you, papa and Dad crying ?? What are you crying about ??”khanza tanya.
“Nothing Dear” answered lying.
But Khanza could not immediately believe.
Especially when he saw himself hugging while crying with Mr. Hadi.
“Still not being honest ??” hardik Khanza with sharp eyes.
“What do you want to hide from me ??” Khanza yells. Makes him swallow his Saliva many times.
He didn't mean to make Khanza angry. It's just that he hasn't been able to tell the truth. He was so scared to see the woman cry.
“Za please don't get angry first !! Mas did not mean to make any secret from kamu”ia trying to reach Khanza's hand but was immediately tepis by Khanza quickly.
“Indeed what happened ??” ask Mama.
He just looked at Mama with his eyes glaring. From his eyes wanted to say that don't ask anything more. As if knowing what she was signaling, Mama nodded her head.
“Khanza, don't get angry first son !! Let's go in with Mama so you can rest again” said Mama gently. Trying to persuade Khanza who was already in tears.
“Iya Ma” Khanza replied thus.
He sighed because he felt safe when Khanza no longer asked or was angry..
“When will you tell Khanza Nak ?? There is no way that this problem we hide because Khanza needs treatment” asked Papa.
“Secapably Arif will tell Khanza Pa”
“Dad leave everything to you. If you can't tell the truth” said Mr. Hadi
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Khanzas.......
Still sobbing in the arms of her mother-in-law, she felt pain when she found out that something was hidden by her husband.
To be honest, he could already guess that this was his health problem. But can not Arif just talk anyway he will also understand because it has never felt it.
“Udah Yes Nak don't cry constantly !! Khanza will not heal” said Mama-in-law.
But her crying could not be stopped, and when the door opened and the door was passed through the husband, made Mama let go of her embrace. He immediately turned his face reluctant to look at Arif's face.
“Mama get out first. You guys solve the problem well if there is anything call Mama, Mama wait in front of”ucap Mama while back stroking her head.
“Iya Ma” sahut Arif.
After the departure of Mama. Arif sat by his bed. While he was still at home to face the side until their positions turned to each other.
So tragic, isn't it ?? Usually, if the newlyweds will do romantic things very different from him and Arif who have quarreled even though they do not know what the problem is.
“Sorry Mas yes dear !!” Arif broke the silence.
“Iya” the answer is short.
“Mas does not mean to hide anything from you, It's just that Mas has not been able to tell his”
“What is this related to liver cancer that I used to suffer from??” he immediately asked.
Long awaited an answer. Waiting for an answer that might shock her. But he must remain strong, he must continue to run the next life especially now he has become a wife. She has a duty to serve her husband.
“Jawab Mas !!” Hardened it firmly.
He heard Arif sigh for a moment.
“Iya dear, your liver cancer disease relapses again”
Deeegggg..
Why is it so painful when he really knows all this. Why is this sick.
The tears that have flowed are now growing. His shoulders went up and down a sign that he was really shaken. When he felt a warm embrace it even made him sicker.
“You must be strong yes dear !! There is a mas next to you, Mas promises to do anything as long as you can recover” said Arif with tears flowing.
“We went through this together yes dear !! We certainly can. Believe the same"
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Ariff.....
He immediately hugged the body of Khanza who was still sobbing with a heartbreaking cry.
So hurt he saw his beloved wife had to cry like this but he could do nothing but give encouragement and try to find the best treatment for his wife.
“Mas promise will find the best treatment place for you, mas promise dear”
Hiks--Hiks---Hiks.
“Why should Khanza feel all this Mas ?? Why is God not fair with Khanza ??”
He just shook his head not to justify Khanza's words.
“You must not say that, dear God is fair to every servant. Allah will not give trials beyond the limits of his servant” he seeks to win.
“But Khanza is not strong to receive pain like this Mas, Khanza is not strong”
His heart was increasingly sliced to hear every word that Khanza said, so poor his wife at this age had felt a deadly disease.
But he will still try to help Khanza heal. He will work with the doctors to do his best for his wife.
Long Khanza cried finally at this time Khanza was asleep probably tired from crying or because of the effects of drugs that Khanza was drinking.
“I tipped Khanza first Yah” he told Pak Hadi who was sitting on the sofa of Khanza's room.
“You're in Raka's doctor's room briefly”
“Please Nak !!” said Mr. Hadi sincerely.
He left Pak Hadi in Khanza's own room because his parents were coming home for a while and he will be here again.
“Udah at tell your wife ??” asked Raka when she was in the room.
he nodded in allowing.
“What is the condition of him ?? No drop, right??” ask Raka again.
“No, just ya cry continue maybe sad because liver cancer was back again attacked his body”
“Everyone who experiences this disaster will definitely be sad Rif, but we as the closest person to him must provide support”
“What should we do Ka, please give me instructions”
Raka looked at his face “I will try, we fight together for healing Khanza”
“The first step Khanza will undergo chemotherapy is the same in help with drugs”
He nodded, whatever he would agree as long as his wife could recover and regroup with her at home. Back to joking and discussing the household problems that are only a few days.
“And for a while you postpone the problem of pregnancy Rif, same fokos healing your wife first, fear later if your wife is already pregnant will even harm your wife and future children later” explained Raka.
“Iya Ka” answers weakly. Confused what to do because last night Khanza just discussed the problem of children. And most likely for a while she will refuse if Khanza will soon become pregnant.