The Doubtful Sanctity
episode 81

Hearing the story of William, Aira became reminded of events in her past when she was slandered to have an affair with another man that made Saif hate her. But Aira immediately threw away all those bitter memories and at this moment Aira really no longer remembered the incident.

''If you don't have feelings for Callista, then why did you marry her until now? Why didn't you tell Callista that you didn't love him?'' aira asked, wanting to find out why William survived the loveless relationship with Callista.

''Aira, at that time I really did not think long. I thought if Callista was the right woman even though I didn't love her then but I thought that love would grow over time but I was wrong. Until now I still have not fallen in love with Callista and I even love another woman, you are Aira,'' william answered and then he walked towards Aira while staring lovingly at Aira.

''Aira, maybe in the beginning I was wrong for lying to you. I pretended to love you just to get a kid, I was thinking stupid because I thought I had a child with someone and took care of that child with Callista. The love between me and Callista will grow but it turns out that God wills another way, I fell in love with you instead. Now that I don't care what my two parents will say, I really don't care anymore about the child's problems. I don't care about having children or not as long as I can be with you, Aira. I really love you very much and I beg you never to leave me, William said by pleading with Aira not to leave her because right now William really loves Aira.

Hearing what William said Aira's heart became sad, he again remembered the incident where he used to trust William and Saif. The two men who once made her fall in love and because the two men also made Aira feel hurt.

''Mas, from the beginning this relationship was wrong. You already have Callista and if you still don't love him, I'm sure one day you'll love Callista. Maybe my presence here is interfering with your relationship with Callista so according to our agreement at the beginning that if I am proven not to be pregnant within this month then we will both be separated and maybe you can start everything from scratch together with Callista and I'll leave by starting my new life,'' aira said by enduring the pain in her heart as she said that she was going to leave.

''No Aira, no! I do not want us to part, I really love you, William replied by rejecting what Aira said to him.

''Mas, you can't hold two hearts that have different love surely one of them will be hurt. Maybe there's a special woman out there who sincerely shares her husband with another woman but I can't be that special woman. I am still too selfish and do not want to share my husband with other women so forgive me, Mas, said Aira then she left her room and William stared at the departure of Aira with his sadness.