The Doubtful Sanctity
episode 94

The day still looks dark and the sound of chickens is only a few crowed. But now Aira and William are still on the bed with a thick cloth blanket. William still closed his eyes while Aira, he had been awake since just now only he had not moved from his bed at all. Aira was thinking about last night when she made love to William.

''O Allah, why do You make this situation more complicated. Servant had no hope of William's love but how can you now make William love servant as well, what if later servant really can not release William,'' aira muttered in her heart as she recalled how last night William treated her gently even William always said that he loved her very much and William would never let go of any Aira at all which happens.

Aira closed her eyes because right now she was really very much in a dilemma by the circumstances that made her feel confused. Aira picked up her clothes that were scattered on the floor, then she put them on and as Aira got out of her bed, William suddenly held Aira's hand.

''Don't go, Aira. I really love you very much, I want you to always be by my side, William said with his eyes closed and Aira was sure that William was delirious at this time.

Aira let go of William's hand slowly, she knew that William's sleep was not calm so she stroked William's face slowly and then William's expression immediately turned calm. When he saw William's face that had begun to calm down, Aira also moved from her bed and looked out the window that still looked dark.

Aira sighed heavily then she lowered her head, she looked towards William who was still fast asleep.

''Mas, why are you making things harder for me? I'm used to it when everyone thinks I'm a bad woman. I'm used to the things that insult me, I'm used to living without love with the people I love. I only get love from my family but why do you love me now, Mas? Why is all this happening? Wasn't it just a charade from the beginning for you. You don't really love me, do you? Hiks hyks, Aira cried with tears as she was tired of being a strong woman.

In the morning, William opened his eyes and felt beside him. William was looking for the whereabouts of Aira but he did not feel at all that someone was beside him. William was quite surprised when he did not feel any Aira beside him at all. William instantly woke up with a shocked facial expression as he really did not see Aira beside him.

''Where, Aira? Why isn't he next to me? Or maybe he left me again. No, I won't let that happen, I have to hold Aira back so she doesn't leave me, '' William said, rushing to find Aira with her panicked face.

Right now William is running to look for Aira and how surprised William is when he sees Aira who is currently sitting in the dining room while eating her breakfast.

''Anira?'' william muttered with a look towards Aira.

Feeling very happy when he saw that Aira was still in his house, William immediately ran and hugged Aira with a happy feeling. Seeing William's attitude, Aira was really very surprised because she did not expect that William would suddenly hug her like this.

''Mas, you are nothing at all? Let go of me, I am having this breakfast, Aira said, trying to release the embrace of William who was hugging him.

Hearing how William who looked very happy when he saw that he did not go to make Aira's heart become touched but immediately he threw away the feeling because he still did not fully believe in William.

''You take it easy, I will keep my promise to you. I will not leave before one month and before I am completely proved that I am not pregnant, Aira replied by trying to release the hand of William who had hugged her since.

Hearing Aira's reply William's heart became sad because it turned out that Aira still did not want to be next to him but at this time the most important thing for William is that Aira is beside him and it has made himself calm. During these few weeks William will try to make Aira sure that she loves him very much.

''Aira, I know why you're acting like this to me. You just still don't trust me but I promise you that I will prove that I really love you and I will make you sure that I really love you. Now all that matters to me is that you're next to me so I can see myself every day. You know, you know, every time I see your face my day will definitely be more colorful especially if added with a smile on your lips it will make me very happy and it feels like this world is only ours,'' william said by sitting next to Aira saying romantic things.

''It's both of us? Then the others contracted it?''

''Of course, all of them in this world are just hitchhiking and we are both owners, William replied and he re-embraced Aira.

Callista who saw how the two of them were making out made herself feel extremely angry. Then he went downstairs to hit them both.

''William, you are nothing! Why are you acting like that to Aira, William remembered that the woman you love is me and I am your first wife, Callista said, scolding William's attitude towards Aira.

Seeing Callista at this time might be an opportunity for William to tell Callista the truth that in fact he had never loved her at all and only Aira was in his heart.

''Call, maybe this is a good time to talk about what I really feel for you. From the beginning we were married, I never had any feelings for you. I've been trying for a few years but I've always failed to love you and now I want to tell you the truth that the woman I love is Aira. Only he is in my heart and I want to live together with Aira, sorry I Call because I really disappointed when I failed to love you,'' william says he told Callista that he loves Aira, not her.

Aira was quite surprised when she heard what William said to Callista. Aira did not expect that William would tell Callista the truth about her feelings.