The Doubtful Sanctity
episode 90's
Aira's eyes fell without her being able to bear but soon Aira wiped her tears and walked away from William's room. Aira ran towards her room, she was crying so much that she let out a pain in her heart when she saw how the two of them were sleeping together even without a single thread attached to their bodies. Aira who looked into her two eyes already thought that the two of them had been having a husband-wife relationship and somehow it all made Aira's heart very sick.
''Hiks, you fool Aira! Why are you crying when you see the two of them sleeping together like that. The two of them are already lawfully husband and wife and indeed they should both be doing that relationship then why are you crying with this hurt feeling, why Aira?'' aira cried while hitting her chest which felt tight as she recalled the incident she had just seen.
Aira walked into the bathroom and vented all the pain in her heart.
''God, why is my life always like this? I hoped that I would never fail for the second time in a marriage but it turned out that I was wrong, I suffered even more from my first marriage. Dear God, is there not a man who truly loves me sincerely? Is in this world such a man all that only takes advantage of women, the hyx. I can't lie to You about how I feel because You're the only one who knows what you feel. Servant loves Mas William, I also try to forget him but why this love is getting more and more day to make the servant continue to love him to make the servant hurt like this, hiks hyks,'' aira cried out by vaporizing everything she felt at this moment.
''I'm a fool O God for still expecting that Mas William really loves me and will let Callista go but now I'm very aware that he doesn't really love me,'' aira said by closing her eyes and those tears kept dripping without her being able to prevent it.
Elsewhere, William now began to open his two eyes due to the sunlight that dazzled his eyes. William felt that there was something strange about him and when he looked next to him William was quite surprised to see Callista who was beside him sleeping with him.
''Callista? What are you doing here?'' william asked with his surprised face while looking at Callista.
Callista muttered softly and then hugged William back.
''Honey, I'm here because you asked for it. I was really very tired last night we had already spent time making love so let me rest for a while, Callista replied without opening her two eyes.
William was trying to remember about last night but he didn't remember anything at all.
''Akkh shit! I don't remember anything about last night, William murmured in his heart in annoyance.
William immediately got out of bed and cleaned his body, in the bathroom William continued to curse himself for touching Callista.
''Stupid, stupid, stupid! How can you even sleep with Callista William! You don't know that you just love Aira and now what you have to say to Aira is that you've slept with Callista. Aira will definitely be very disappointed in you because you have lied to her, aaakhh!'' william yelled ruffled his hair and hit the wall of his bathroom.
Meanwhile, Callista smiled when his plan finally worked.
''Yes! Finally my plan went smoothly, William had already entered into my trap and now I did not take the results of my trap,'' callista said with a satisfied smile as what she planned went smoothly.
Now William walks into the kitchen to get a drink but without her guessing he sees a woman who makes him feel so guilty about her, who else if not Aira.
At this time Aira was preparing breakfast for herself and she was trying to be tough even though her heart was not in pain at the moment. Aira is currently pretending that she does not know about what really happened to William and Callista even now Aira knows that William is behind her only that she is still pretending I was unaware of William's existence.
''Aira, you have to be strong. Never show your sorrow to William, you must prove that William means nothing to you, you must prove that you will be fine even if you are not with William,'' aira murmured in her heart by trying to strengthen herself.
At this moment Aira looked back and Aira pretended to be surprised by William's presence behind her.
''Ah, Mas. You're making me surprised, why are you behind me?'' aira asked in an ordinary tone of voice and pretended not to know about what happened.
''Um, I actually wanted to take a drink but I accidentally saw you so I stood here looking at you making breakfast. Can I ask for the food you cook?'' ask William by asking for Aira's cooking.
''Oh it's okay, this is please,'' Aira replied by giving one plate of fried rice cooked by Aira.
''Thank you so much, William replied, and he took the plate and sat down on the chair.
At this time Aira was acting pretentiously busy so that William did not realize that his heart was actually in a mess. While William looked constantly at Aira, the guilt that William had committed made him feel very guilty towards Aira.
''Aira, can I ask you something?''
Aira looked directly at William as William asked her.
''Just say what you want to say, Mas, replied Aira casually.
''What if I ever slept with another woman besides you? I mean, you were the first woman I touched but after that I touched another woman and I really didn't realize it. Aira, do you still believe that I love you?'' william said by trying to be honest with what is currently happening to him and Callista.
Aira was immediately speechless when she heard William's question, she knew what William meant but why she didn't honestly say that she had slept with Callista.
''I have absolutely no problem sleeping with anyone, before or after me. I don't care at all because for me this relationship is coming to an end and if you ask me if I still believe in your love? Of course the answer is no! Because for me a person who loves me sincerely will never hurt my heart let alone sleep with another woman because he knows that I will be hurt when I see the person I love together with other women, you understand now Mas?'' answer Aira by giving an answer to every question William.