
Just because of a curse of the husband, Ayas was quite silent and did not have the ability to approach. Fear and shame as if united, the experience of the first night of his brother was too terrible, moreover Ayas' eyes had already been acquainted with Kama's death bells which made him shudder in horror.
Believe me, before going to Jakarta Ayas brain sacred and so innocent. However, after being reunited with Kama the situation was different. How not? The reason is not only the theory that Ayas learned, but the practice.
Yes, even though his hands were not stained, but his eyes and brain were clearly no longer able to be saved after Kama made him a fantasy object in completing his desires. "Ck, how will he tell you to hold? Said Dania if she refused sin, but I'm amused."
They were still far apart, not yet together on the bed, but Ayas' mind was confused. Various conjectures and questions filled his brain, Ayas hopes tonight ends soon.
"Laras, hear me not?"
Ayas' daydream stopped, he seemed overwhelmed and confused how to react. The way Kama looked over the bed made it hot. "I-yes listen."
"Here, sweetie."
Not stopping there, Kama patted the empty side next to him as a sign to ask his wife to go up to the bed immediately. It was no longer the wrong prejudice as before, this time Kama actually invited him to sleep together.
Inevitably, Ayas must be willing and slowly go up. Still with legs that now feel trembling, Ayas seemed to be afraid of Kama. In fact, it had not been anything she immediately pulled out a blanket to cover her chest.
Ayas did it very slowly, and it was clearly not separated from the supervision of Kama who had been supported by his chin for the sake of staring at him. As if to explain, if she was really happy and this marriage was the thing she really wanted.
There is absolutely no look forced, from the beginning knowing to get married is also relaxed actually. Only, there was no way Kama would show how happy she was while Ayas seemed to be falling down to face her.
No need to ask Kama, he knows that now is not the time for the wife to be happy. The sudden departure of his mother was enough to be the reason why Ayas was not as happy as Kama, moreover this morning he got so many insults from the surrounding residents for him.
Given that, Kama immediately felt guilty. He was not resigned at first, but if he refused firmly and helped Ayas defend themselves maybe they would not end like this.
Kama let out a long sigh and was now staring at the ceiling of the room. Presumably he needs to talk about this, to be honest even though it is invisible, but Kama is very afraid Ayas hates him.
"Yes, can I ask you something?"
Kama's voice broke the silence, Ayas who was by her side slowly opened her eyes. Facing towards Kama and being ready unprepared, he guessed what Kama wanted. "Can you ask me what, Mom?"
Kama was closed, trying to refrain from misbehaving because of the call of Mas from the wife who was a little funny in his ears. "You hate me?"
Far from guessing, it turns out that Kama actually threw a question that immediately made Ayas frown. Let alone hate, Ayas had just thought how Kama felt faced with this position.
Intentions just to make sure his condition, but it ended up looked down upon like him. It should have been Ayas who asked, but now it turned around and obviously the answer was no.
Ayas shook his head, he was not angry, nor did he hate Kama. In fact, she was a little more relieved to be married off, not humiliated or beaten up like her sister-in-law.
"Certainly no?" Kama sparkled after hearing Ayas' confession, he suddenly approached and now the two were almost not far away.
Simple, but the answer managed to make Kama sigh with relief. The chain that binds his feet as if released, he had thought far and thought his wife would do a lot of work like a main character who did not accept his destiny.
However, after Ayas admitted, there was still something that made him curious. Actually since it was thought, he had forgotten and this time still thought. After he remembered, the last time Ayas defended himself was behind, and when he heard they were about to be married, Ayas did not look rebellious.
"What's the reason? You can still refuse, right if you want to?" kama asked with the heart she had prepared to accept Ayas' answer, whatever it was.
Ayas did not reply immediately, he seemed to think and sort out the words before he actually uttered them. "You said I was your soul mate .. So I figured that sooner or later you'd still be your wife."
The right answer, Kama gave a smile as soon as he heard Ayas say. Who would have thought the wife would throw an answer that managed to make him fly into space.
No need to bother him to explain that gradually they will still end up being a couple, Ayas apparently understood. "True, you are indeed my soul mate" said Kama staring at the tired eyes of Ayas who now he still forced to wake up.
The longer Kama looked at her, the more heart of Kama became sad. He still could not figure out why there were men who wasted such a sincere woman. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have you this way" Kama said in the end before embracing Ayas' body, which she believed was fragile.
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The fear of Ayas is completely unproven, let alone being forced or asked to do crazy things as he suspected, Kama did not even discuss the right to be a husband on the first night.
Until the morning, Ayas woke up because Kama was shivering in his arms. Who would have thought their position was precisely so turned around, but clearly before going to bed Ayas was hugged, not hugged.
"Cold, Maa."
Kama's eyes were still closed, but her lips trembled and complained coldly this early in the morning. Not wanting my husband to freeze, the woman immediately got out of bed and picked up another supply of blankets because one seemed insufficient.
Ayas was too deep until he did not realize if it was raining all night, it was natural for Kama to shiver made. After enveloping the husband, Ayas realized there was something strange until his smile expanded involuntarily.
"When did he do it?"
I don't know when Kama put on her socks and changed her nightgown. At all Ayas was not aware because his sleep was very comfortable. "Wait, she's just changing clothes, right?" A moment ago he was moved, but at this moment he immediately panicked and guessed what Kama had done to him.
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- To Be Continued
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