
"Can, right?"
Kama knew most likely his wife would only nod in response. Whether because of shame to speak or indeed that is the way Ayas faces the interlocutor, Kama does not know either.
However, unexpectedly this time Ayas did not nod, she even dared to look up and return Kama's gaze. "Could," Ayas replied later, the woman reviewed a faint smile until Kama felt she was dreaming. "Any more, Mom?" tanya Ayas then after venturing out to respond to Kama's request.
Kama who was asked seemed to think, this is an opportunity and obviously he will not be wasted. "Loved whole and deep as well, can you?"
Ayas nodded, although he did not expect that the second request was even deeper in meaning. "Just to love me takes time, Mom."
For this time he hesitated a little, worried that Kama would get angry, but that was the case. Ayas needs time, although know gradually it is still Kama who will be the filler of his heart, but to be at the point of loving deeply, obviously will not be that fast.
Kama nodded, a little disappointed actually, she hoped Ayas would not answer that truthfully. Namin, back again he understood it was not easy to put someone into a substitute, moreover Ayas had pinned his hopes for many years on other men.
"I know about it, and I'll wait."
Kama said softly as he let out a long breath. The husband no longer teased her, the man even rushed into the bathroom. The first time they spoke was serious, and Kama's response was also serious.
Not wanting to drown in the guesswork, Ayas passes out after preparing clothes for Kama on the bed.
Without Ayas guessing, if in the bathroom Kama was contemplating staring at his reflection in the mirror. Since then he had been silent, the splashing of water from above his head did not seem to make his soul feel cold.
I don't know what caused him to get angry, but Kama's chest suddenly tightened. As if not accepted, when it is so the risk. "So she really doesn't love me?" tanya Kama turned to look at the bathroom door that was deliberately locked because her intention was to lock herself up.
Kama was grieving, she gaped in disbelief and looked at her now soaked face in the mirror. Though it has officially become a wife, but Kama feels as if she is being rejected many times. Yes, more or less like that, he had never expressed his feelings before.
Never asked a woman to accept it. Kama has always been in a position of being chased, not the other way around. Obviously when he found Ayas' response he was surprised.
"A little bit not? Why could? Damn, does my charm not apply to him?"
Kama monologues, he had high hopes that Ayas had fallen for him even a little. It is not without reason that he thinks so, because in fact Kama is able to make a woman fall in love in just seconds.
Since the school age has been famous for its charm, if he wants maybe his ex can build a village. Wherever Kama is, he is so valued by many women even since sitting in college there has been someone who willingly offers himself, without self-esteem in order to have Kama.
Only, none of them were able to make Kama interested. After there was Anya who was desperate to kill herself because she could not be with him, from that moment on he closed himself up and never hugged anyone without caring even though the woman had swallowed to get her love.
Not only was he imperfect, but Kama knew he would not be able to give the women what they asked for. Unfortunately, after he found Ayas, things seemed to turn around.
Instantly Kama felt that what he received was karma, but when there was no sentence Ayas refused, he only needed time. No scene was answered ketus or considered wind and then after expressing his feelings as he often did before, but still Kama felt like the worst man in the world.
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"It takes time, how long does it take?"
"How long can a woman forget her past."
The first question that was quite curious, Kama waited and read the search results carefully. A few minutes looking for him already shriveled while sighing deeply. "18 months? Long time."
He continued reading, the time is long, but Kama can still accept it. Until, the longer he searched, his anger erupted as soon as he read the sentence quotation that made Kama's heart more agitated.
A woman loves only one man, the rest just move on. Sounds simple, but managed to make Kama angry so much that he threw the phone carelessly, immediately Kama traumatized to find out such a thing.
"Basic crazy, it could be that such an article was released," his grunts dressed in original clothes, without caring about Ayas' phone lying on the floor after looking for an irfomation that turned out to be better not known it.
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Kama's frustration turned out to be more and more, he looked careless even Ayas who asked had not answered. Kama's face pouted since then, Ayas must have misunderstood.
"I helped Madam Ida, she's allergic so I have to cook for her later."
Without being asked Ayas to explain the reason, it is true Ida was allergic since then even embarrassed to meet anyone. The current vision is getting worse and inevitably Ayas must intervene because it is not hearty.
Kama just nodded despite not actually wanting to know too, he understood Ayas was just giving an explanation so that he would not get angry.
"Where are you going?"
"Apart Samuel, can you?"
"May," answered Ayas softly, for it was clear he would allow it, where it might not.
Not just kidding, Kama really left again. Although his heart was not that calm, Kama still kissed his wife's cheek before leaving. Without showing her dislike, and Ayas also felt that there was no problem.
Until, arriving in the chest room Ayas made a great beat as soon as he saw the towel lying on the floor of the room as well as the pillow and blanket. He was confused, most likely Kama was angry to show his form of protest in this way.
Slowly, Ayas picked up all who were scattered with a questionable heart. Is it possible that he made a mistake? Or Kama there's a problem out there until the rampage is exactly like this toddler.
"Huh? How come?"
Not finished confused Ayas, he was again made surprised when he realized his cellphone was lying in the corner of the room. At all Ayas does not remember if Kama had asked for his phone before leaving. "What makes him angry? Is there something here? But ... As I recall I erased all."
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- To Be Continued