
Ayas stared at Kama's beautiful bead, she did not expect that Kama would ask such a question. After being busy for a while, Ayas was surprised by the attitude of her husband at the end of the night.
"Do I really need to answer, Mom?"
He is sometimes naive, but that doesn't mean he's stupid to understand how he feels. Talking about love, Ayas is not that innocent and a little bit he understands what he wants and wants to have to how.
Ever since Kama married her, Ayas has made a choice for Kama to even take off her engagement ring with Marzuki without being asked. At first it may be without feeling, to be honest Ayas was forced, but over time he felt a different comfort and never Ayas felt before.
It is difficult for Ayas to say, but he is also confused about how, on the other hand, the woman was actually met with a man who really needs validation about his partner's feelings.
"Need, I want to hear your answer," he said as he continued to look at Ayas expectantly, if the answer was still the same as before, to be honest he was not ready.
"D_"
"If the answer is still the same as back then, better not."
He only received the yes answer tonight, if only asking for time or something, really Kama did not want. Ayas smiled thinly because Kama closed her eyes while waiting for her confession.
"I've given myself up completely, how could it not be love."
Kama's eyes suddenly opened wide, Ayas's answer succeeded in making his vision look bright. "So?"
"There," answered Ayas briefly, for some reason since long time ago it was very difficult to express feelings.
Unfortunately, it just looks adorable for Kama until the man took advantage of the opportunity to mock her. "There? What's there?"
"Yes his love ...." Ayas answered very small, almost whispering while trying to avoid Kama's gaze.
"What's? My ears can't hear your voice, tell me what to try."
"Why be a budeg? There is, there is."
"Well what is there, speaking clearly ... otherwise, until dawn we continue to want to?"
Ayas let out a long sigh, he was sure Kama understood, but was deliberately playing tricks on him. Evidently with Kama who had been laughing non-stop. "His love .. I can't tell you how deep it is, but all I know is that loving a husband is an obligation" Ayas replied.
He knew after he answered Kama would again ask how big and deep it was, for sure. Although not now, but most likely later Kama will ask again.
"obligation?"
"So it's just an obligation? It's not just growing up because it's love, Yas?"
Ayas' answer was very wise actually, but it actually made Kama misguided in deciphering the sentence. The look on his face changed instantly, but as soon as he heard the word obligation, his smile faded instantly.
"It is not so .. One of the reasons is that. I have to love you slowly, but I didn't expect to turn away from Juki's mas."
One second ago frowned, a few seconds later his smile expanded and shifted again until the two were completely not apart. Ayas was confused, it was that close it was still less close as well, in fact, they were as good as this time.
"You don't regret failing to marry him as a result of marrying me?"
How could Ayas possibly regret, Kama's question was too ridiculous, even if he could not want to know Marzuki all his life, not at all.
Precisely, the one who should ask was Ayas, is it possible that Kama did not regret marrying a woman like her? In fact, Kama is able to get a better woman, beautiful and respected than him.
If it is only a cure for the disease, it seems that it cannot be used as an excuse, Ayas thought. Really Ayas was curious, even though Kama might not like him to ask that question, Ayas still asked such a question.
"Why is your question so? Didn't you hear my explanation back then?"
"Who knows .. imagine, if you get well and don't marry me, you might be able to find a better woman ... yes, right?"
There is no answer, Ayas who continues to guess suddenly serious about this. "Yes, right, Ma_ gosh, when's her sleep?"
I don't know when, which was clear when Ayas turned his head Kama's eyes were closed tightly. His breathing sounds regular, even if he's really asleep.
Unknowingly, Ayas' smile expanded after a long time looking at the handsome face of the near-perfect sculpture. Ayas was amazed, honestly he admitted that Kama's good looks did make him intoxicated. Slowly, he who was just looking now dares to trace the handsome face of Kama with his fingers.
"Superficial, Lord ...he was so happy that I became his wife."
"God choose, Yas, mas only live the destiny," answered Kama remained with his eyes asleep until Ayas rushed to pull the blanket to cover his face, for God's sake it was very embarrassed. "So she hasn't slept yet? How can there be a little snoring if not?"
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- To Be Continued