the hardened love
Marissa katrina

one quiet morning in a big modest house,a woman is cooking breakfast for her family she is 24-year-old Marissa Katrina has been married to Rashid for 4 years but has not been born yet

;Mas leaving first there will be employees who want to come to check the fields;

;well, yes,;

she said kissing the back of her husband's hands full of reverence and Rashid kissing his wife's forehead was her routine every day but who would have thought it was Rashid's last kiss before she left for good due to misfortune

;O;AY-ALLAH!!!!;

sirens of ambulances and police patrons could be heard saying Rashid was being put in an ambulance

in the hospital

tit.tit.tit.

sound of breathing assistance machine

;Mas.I know you are strong.Conscious soon yes, I miss your laughter Mas..;

that is how every day Marisa will take care of her husband who is still unconscious

after two weeks of treatment, Rashid left for good, leaving Marissa to face the creator

in the cemetery

rashid's body has survived being buried while at the house of Marisa who is still sad only able to surrender the provisions of ALLAH on her,finally, Kalsum Rashid's mother did not accept her son had died, she blamed Marissa for what happened to her son

a week had not wanted to continue to dissolve in grief Marissa continued to live her life by taking care of her father-in-law Kalsum, as now Marisa was making her in-laws coffee to drink the evening together "would you drink mother;

marisa said gently but Kalsum instead poured the coffee on Marisa

;you're a murderer...

you killed my son I hate to see you here;

kalsum said his chest came down as his emotions stared intently at Marissa's face that was holding back her tears from crying

;get out of this house I don't want to see you anymore ;

kalsum said, Marisa who was surprised by the words Kalsum also began to cry tears that tried to be held since it flowed profusely wet her face, soaking her face,

;my mother will remain here.this is my husband's house.I promised Mas Rashid I will not leave this house; said Marisa.

angry at what Marisa said a hard slap Kalsum lay on Marisa

;plaque!!;

;out!!!;

kalsum screams while dragging Marisa in front of the door Marisa refused to fall down in front of the house

Marisa who had been expelled was only able to stare at the door that had been tightly closed and locked by Kalsum

in Marisa's memory of the memories between her and Rashid at the house, Marisa closed her eyes

;forgive me Mas.I have to go;

marisa said in her heart

with a heavy heart Marisa stepped out of the yard

just a few steps Marisa walked suddenly he felt a headache

marisa's vision slowly blurred

Marisa is losing her consciousness

a burgh!!Marisa passed out

everything went dark

slowly Marisa opened her eyes her head still hurt

he looked around this room foreign to him

when Marisa tried to get up, the door opened

the cheque!

a girl approaches Marisa

;the child is awake; said the girl

Marisa smiled she knew the girl Hani son of the judge of one of the villagers

slowly he remembered that Kalsum had driven him away

her tears fell quickly wiped with her fingers.

;take a meal first yes, it is already night, just stay here; said Hani while putting a well-established meal on a bedside nightstand

;thank you Hani; said Marisa

Hani just smiled as she closed the door of the room Marisa occupied

marisa's heart is sad

he held the necklace he was wearing

;Mas, I miss you; lirih Marisa

morning arrived after making the bed Marisa went down to the kitchen to help Hani and Anis, the wife of the judge, to make breakfast

after arriving at the kitchen, Hani was struggling to make fried rice

;good morning Hani, who can help you?; ask Marisa to Hani

;no papa mbak, it is done!; said Hani heard that Marisa was not happy

;sorry, wake up late, said Marisa

;no problem kok mar, lagian kan still sick; said bu Anis who was making tea to drink that morning

;ayo mbak, we have breakfast fried rice already NIH;

;yes come; said Marisa following Hani and bu anis

to the dinner table for breakfast

:where is the judge?;asked Marisa Kerna since not seeing the judge where

;her magistrate had gone out early in the morning so he did not eat breakfast; said Anis, Marisa only gave a small nod of understanding

after breakfast Marisa sits under a mango tree next to the judge's house

accompanied by Hani

while Marisa was chatting with Hani, the judge's car entered the house

seeing Marisa and Hani there the judge walked up to them

seeing his father approaching Hani immediately stood up and greeted his father's hand kissed respectfully

;what are your plans after this?;ask the judge to Marisa

hearing the judge's question, Marisa did not immediately answer Marisa's appearance like thinking, seeing Marissa was silent, the judge said

;don't misunderstand, don't you want to drive you out;

;I want to find a job in the city sir; marisa answered

;are you out of your mind, son?;ask the judge to be sure

;yes sir; answered Marisa confidently

;okay, when are you planning to go to town?;ask the judge again

;to be honest I do not know for sure sir, about it I have to collect money first; answered Marisa honestly

;if the matter of money, you can help, it happens that you have borrowed money from your late husband, just consider the father to pay the father's debt to the deceased

hearing that Marisa felt relieved and grateful

;then I leave tomorrow sir; marisa said to the judge

that morning Marisa went to the city on the bus, before leaving Marisa saying goodbye to the judge, Anis's mother was also Hani; be careful, son; be careful; boy;

said Anis ma'am was taken by the judge, Hani hugged Marisa tightly

;take care of yourself yes mbak; said Hani before divorcing her embrace Marisa smiled sweetly returning Hani's embrace

;you too; said Marisa

they delivered Marisa with eye-lights from the beginning of Marisa on the bus until the bus was invisible to them

in the bus Marisa was sitting thinking about what to do in the city