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Noah sat staring at the tomb, which was still red

tears flow without being able to hold anything when rubbing the tombstone

;why do you have to go so fast?; noah moans

his chest felt tight remembering the words Safia had said first when she was newly married

;my greatest hope is that if one day I die first, I will die happy for you until the day I am buried you will not grieve; I will die;it was a speech that revolved around in his memories

Noah feels pain when he remembers the first time when the beginning of their marriage Noah often ignore Safia because he can not forget Marissa

All that was done by Safia he never appreciated but Safia was very patient to face Noah's attitude until Noah began to realize that everything he did was wrong

slowly Noah tried to open his heart to receive Safia in his life especially Safia who never left him regardless of his condition

Marisa who was riding aurora along with her tears she also did not expect to lose Safia which she had considered as her own brother.

aurora was hugged tightly by her red cheeks which Marisa kissed the boy being the only one they could make their longing release on Safia

Dharma just arrived from Singapore directly to the tomb of Safia indeed he asked Noah not to wait for him and take care of the burial of Safia immediately

Marisa and Noah experienced the hand of Dharma there are no words that can be said but sobs that are heard when Dharma embraced Noah

the sudden loss of Safia really scratched the deep wounds in their hearts

that morning Noah prayed the usual dawn prayer after finishing the prayer and prayed Noah heard Safia's voice calling him

; dear I would like to apologize if I am not a good wife to you; saffia said, her tone of voice was slow

;no dear, you have become the best wife for me I should apologize to you because you have been hurt a lot because of my attitude;reply Noah jemari Safia linked with his fingers then the back of Safia's hand was fished

;can you not bacain yasin for me?; safia's question this time made Noah's heart beat violently

but wanted to reject Safia's request as well he could not finally Noah nodded his head and was read by Noah with a voice trembling his heart felt bad

but he tried to calm himself and his mind until he reached the middle of the surah Safia's grip on Noah increasingly weakened Safia took a breath and her eyes slowly closed when the breath was exhaled

; Innalillahiwainnalilbornajiun; said Noah while kissing Safia forehead her chest tight at the same time the aurora who was lena in the baby's bed crying loudly like she could feel the sadness her father felt

Noah picked up the aurora and picked her up as soon as her son had returned to sleep, Marisa had just entered the room because she heard the cry of aurora sitting still on the spot as she looked at Noah who was crying while hugging Safia who had closed her eyes

Marisa ran towards Safia she wanted to convince herself that what she thought was wrong but her cry broke out while beside Safia who was already in her lifeless state

after successfully gathering a little strength then Noah got up and called all relevant parties including Dharma

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;why should you go to saf?while you have helped me a lot, you have not been able to repay me; whisper Marisa's heart while wiping away the tears with the back of her hand