the hardened love
nostalgically

**** Flash back ****

in the afternoon, it was seen young people were sitting casually on the terrace of a house there were many cans of liquor along with garbage food and other snacks

Marisa who just arrived immediately joined her friend

while Noah has just arrived, he has just finished auditioning for the talent show

;hi kat; sapa Noah

;hai Noah, where's the audition?;Marisa answered kindly

;it did not work out, he said the feeling was not dapet;adu Noah

;don't despair, I'm sure one day you'll become a famous actor like your dream; Marisa tries to encourage Noah

once they were, all their friends knew that they were harboring feelings for each other but never expressed them

their other friends saw that they also made plans so that their friends could be a couple

;kat, we all want to make a birthday party for Noah, you want to follow?;ask a friend of theirs

; want, where will the party be made?;ask Marisa anyway

;here you are, but don't tell him?the matter is a surprise; the friend replied

;okay deh; said Marisa while making a zip mark with her hands on her mouth

noah's birthday arrived, they were all happy, especially Noah

;sure you don't want to reveal your feelings to Katrina now?if you don't want Katrina for me; said friend Noah

;gue was afraid of rejection, and worse if he would not be friends with me anymore; talk Noah honestly about what he thought

;lo said, about being rejected what is not Katrina's decision and I'm sure he also has the same rich taste lo; his friends are still trying to convince Noah

thanks to the encouragement of his friend, Noah went to approach Marisa who was engrossed with her own feelings

;kat, there is something I want to talk about; said Noah braced himself

;what's up Noah?his rich is serious; ask Marisa to see noah

Noah ventured to hold Marisa's fingers it was witnessed by all their friends

;I love you, will you be my girlfriend?;said Noah

Marisa looked at Noah's face their eyes were on before Marisa nodded

;yes, I want; jawapan Marisa makes Noah quite happy, Noah hugs Katrina Marisa's headband kissed dear

;thank you for accepting me, dear; said Noah

;equally, dear; answered Marisa, replying to Noah's embrace, that night they were happy because their feelings were reciprocated

their first date as a couple lived very happily even though it was just a street in the night market

;I love you forever, Marissa Katrina; whisper Noah

;I also love you, Noah adrian; sincere words of love come from the bottom of their hearts

in others, their love is only monkey love that will fade over time but not for them

;lest anything happen, we shall remain together, forever; that is their promise

one day they were together with their friend,everything is good at the beginning but everything changes when one of their friends who has long held a sense of jealousy with Marisa because she is loved is also respected by all their friends you know, among all the girls there, only Marisa is still holy

;gue brought juice for all of us; said Diana while serving apple juice to all her friends, without them knowing Diana had mixed stimulants in the juice

for the others it was normal but not for Marisa and Noah

feeling that something was wrong Noah took Marisa away from there

;alas, we went out, you promised to go home early; said Noah

Marisa who began to feel strange, just follow Noah out while the others have gone to the room with their respective partners

along the way

both of them try hard to resist the higher desire

arriving at Marisa's house, Noah who can no longer resist immediately hugged Marisa, they kissed and there was unification

Marisa woke up from sleep, it was past night

his eyes were rounded when he saw Noah at his side coupled with their condition that was not dressed and only a blanket that covered their bodies

Marisa wakes up to the bathroom, tears have drenched her cheeks, a poignant feeling down there makes Marisa difficult to walk

shortly after Marisa entered Noah's bathroom awake, she looked around her eyes falling on the bloodstains on the bed sheet

;why is this so?; said Noah

he feels guilty

Marisa comes out of the bathroom, Noah sees Marisa who has difficulty walking start to approach Marisa

seen around Marisa's neck there are many red marks due to her actions

Noah holds Marisa's body in bridal style

Marisa who was embarrassed to ask Noah to decline, but no end to Noah

Noah sits Marisa in the dresser seat and Noah kneels before Marisa

; forgive me dear;

Marisa did not answer, her tears flowed down her cheeks, Marisa knew this was not Noah's fault completely but she was wrong because the sanctity she had been guarding all this time had disappeared before ijab kabul dilafaz right

;you are not wrong, dear, I also cannot control myself; said Marisa, she did not want Noah to feel more guilty for what had happened

and after the incident they were determined to get married but it was not easy for Noah because he had to raise money first

;alas, I got an acting offer; Noah told Marisa the news happily

;congratulations dear, they finally saw your talent; reply Marisa.

;but I have to go to the city, will you wait for me?;said Noah

;that's for sure, dear; answered Marisa, there is actually news that Marisa wants to tell Noah but it seems like she has to postpone it first

Noah leaves for the city, Marisa just sends a message apologizing for not being able to send Noah

with a heavy step Noah left because he could not see his lover for the last time