The Indigo Evolution (Silver Alaska)
The Subconscious (Meeting)

"Why can't I protect her? Why should Deborah always be in danger when she's with me? White cat, I'm sorry, really!"

lirih Rey in her heart. The burly body was still curled up right in front of Debora's nursery door. You need to know that it's getting late. For hours he huddled there, and again some of his comrades came asking him to return to the base and rest.

Rey Arlert is a stubborn human being. A few hours ago, Riley came with her Donburi. With footsteps that began to swallow when his body got close to Rey.

"Rey, are you hungry?" riley asked him, Rey who was still curled up while staring down was only able to shake her head.

Seeing that response, Justice who had just come noticed it. Only they came, while Syena and Mikhail were at the base.

Because Syena also needs potion treatment. The scars from the curse magic still hurt on his body.

"Eat!" justice told him.

But Rey was silent, the two neutrals were still blankly staring down. It felt like seeing their comrades in this state.

For a moment Riley stared at the door where Rey leaned. If you think about it, it's been a long time but Noella still hasn't come out of there and told me. Then Riley's gaze returned to Rey who was still curled up.

Riley crouches trying to equal Rey's height here. Justice still stood watching the two of them. Riley's eyeballs are trying to notice Rey's current face.

It was obvious that this fellow was being hit hard. Seeing that Riley just smiled obliquely, pity, it was a wistful smile. Riley touches Rey's shoulder, while still staring at her. Unlike Rey, he was only able to look down at everything.

"You must eat, because Deborah will blame me if I ignore you! You know, he's the one who cares about you the most here. Deborah loves you more than we do Rey. He is the most sincere in accepting you! So, no matter how sad you are, never torture your body!" riley obviously told him.

Riley placed the container with the food right in front of Rey. They were silent for a moment. Rey just stared at the container. Seeing that, Riley is convinced that Rey is in need of some alone time here.

After putting that down, Riley stood up. He began to approach Justice. The two then bid to return. But still the same, there is no answer that Rey made.

When the footsteps of the two were no longer heard. Rey faintly remembers everything Debora ever said to him. Right, what Riley said. Deborah loved him the most here.

Remembering that, made Rey clench her hands again. Slowly but surely, Rey starts taking the Donburi. Rey started eating it there. It's delicious, for a moment he's enjoying it.

After eating it, Rey also put the container used to eat into the domain. The Barons there were also recovering their mana.

Then Rey returned. However, there was something after eating that meal. His consciousness began to decline, it felt like he was sleepy at this moment. Within seconds, Rey fell asleep in a sitting position.

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"Fleather..."

a soft voice called out Rey's name. That voice made him spread his gaze in all directions. But nil, there was no one there except an infinite white room.

"Who?" ask Rey to the owner of the voice.

The echoes of his voice try to question who the owner of the voice is. A gentle touch on his shoulder made Rey turn her head.

"Are you okay, my son?" sister Agarwa asked Rey who was crying looking at her.

"Why are you crying Rey?" ask her again, wiping every tear that came out of Rey's eyes.

Rey really can't hold this. Without saying much more, Rey hugged her Sister. In that embrace he spilled everything. Of his grief, of his apology, of his gratitude. Noiseless, only with a cry. There Rey was able to feel a soft caress on her head again.

"It seems like what's been going on is hard enough, my son?" lirih Sister Agarwa.

"Suster, I'm tired! I felt stupid, the girl I loved repeatedly protected me. Could it be if all the problems on this earth only involved myself. I'm willing to sustain all things painful, I'm willing to sustain all things dangerous as long as, as long as Syena and all my colleagues are okay." Rey spilled all the burden on her heart to her Sustenya.

Her cries roared so bitterly if heard. Hearing that heartfelt request, Sister Agarwa smiled. Rey began to distance her body from her sister. With both hands, Rey began to wipe away her tears.

"Can I do that sister?" ask Rey for her sister.

But there the sister just smiled. Sister Agarwa walked past Rey without a single answer. That made Rey confused.

"Suster.."he said Rey to him.

Hearing that Sister Agarwa stopped and turned around, still with one beautiful smile.

"Let's take a walk while chatting, my son!" take Sister Agarwa to him.

Really, Rey doesn't mind. Together with her sisters she began to walk among the endless white room. There's nothing there, empty uninhabited. Only Rey is with her sisters.

"My son, regarding your desire to save the world I totally agree. As for your breath in this life, the goal is for it! But in war there can be no death. Because the fight will produce chaos, and great chaos will produce casualties, then take every life." explained Sister Agarwa to Rey.

Rey who was beside him was only able to sigh while looking down. That's right, there's nothing wrong in her sister's words.

"I know that!" answer Rey lirih.

Then Sister Agarwa stopped, facing Rey. Seeing that, Rey also raised her head staring fully at her Sister.

"Failing at first is hard to do. But with understanding all will be more calming. Every end of a story, will always create a new beginning of a story, as well as a separation. Let those who go let them go, let them rest! For those who live, continue and embrace the hope of the dead who are resting on you. Man is not God, Rey! You don't have the perfection that's capable of protecting all lives. Your job is to use your powers for the devil. Let another life, guarded by God! You just have to trust him and then fight!" obviously Sister Agarwa to him.

Rey bowed, that was the right thing. Seeing that Sister Agarwa smiled, her outstretched hand gently rubbed Rey's head there.

"On that white cat of yours, he is also one of the keys to the freedom of the world. There's one thing you don't understand here, Arlert. Although reality does not match expectations, stay excited. Don't give up and never waste all your dreams and hopes. Regretting fate will not change the situation" explained Sister Agarwa again to him.

But Rey had no idea what her sister was saying. Deborah is one of the keys to freedom, he said.

How could that be? Before Rey asked about it, a gentle kiss landed on her forehead. Warm, Rey misses him so much. Soon Sister Agarwa's body begins to fade and disappears from Rey's presence.

A second later, Rey opened her eyes. The talk that was happening in his consciousness made him a little calm now it felt. Though the regret for Deborah still exists. Rey got up from her seat, and she left.