The Journey Of Life
25. fuckboy

Now that I have entered semester 3, it does not feel like I will pass soon, but before that I have to face the graduation deciding exam, which is the national exam. And next month we have given a schedule for tutoring every afternoon from school. This lesson is conducted by all schools to prepare all students to face the national exam.

Oh yeah I really don't like math lessons, it makes my head almost break to think about formulas and what that is. So I asked for additional tutoring to my math teacher yono, this afternoon I finished my math lesson with mr. yono and before I went home I sat outside the mosque with the fiy.

Si icky and nia have come home, the fiy has not come home because he is waiting for his girlfriend is the veri. He's got extracurricular basketball. And fiy waits for the Veri to finish extracurricular, then they'll go home together.

Then Fiy decided to accompany me while waiting for the veri to finish from his extracurricular.

When we were sitting, the Fadly computer boy lllA with the candra computer boy lllC and with the nando came to us.

Dih the nando here, I'm a little gerogi...

and I immediately allowed my seat to look elegant, but actually the same hahaha.

The fadly greeted me and they sat with us outside the mosque. Si nando sat in front of me, only this time this close to him.

How come you guys haven't come home yet? Nagapin this hour is still here? Said the fadly asking, yes not yet, because I just finished math lessons. Answer me.

Did you start tutoring? Not next month, right?

Saut the candra. While the nando was silent and just listening to us talk, he was indeed a very calm child. I was also awkward to talk to him.

Yes it is next month, but I ask in a more private teaching with yono sir because I am very stupid in mathematics. huhuhu. I said as I opened my notebook and showed them the task that Mr. Yono gave them.

Then the nando said, eh no hanko, just plain, he answered quietly with a shy smile.

Very sweet, I can melt because I am stunned.

Then we started chatting and discussing my stupidity in math class, I purposely made myself look so stupid in front of the nando, it made him laugh and made him want to talk. It's very difficult to get him to talk, so this style is quite powerful, in the future I already have a way how to talk to him, I will ask him to teach me or well just ask a math problem. Heheheh mode really, hehe

After the incident, me and Nando were one step closer, often greeting when meeting, I also so often gathered with fadly candra and nando, then friends on facebook and Chatingan...

Instantly I did not realize it was rare to gather with the andi and the alex.maybe because I was too excited about the nando people. And the andi people also rarely invite us to gather together, I don't know why.

Until one day I heard a rumour that the nando was close to the accounting major, well that's how in school the gossip spread very quickly, moreover, I have a friend Nia who has an acquaintance where, so to get information is very easy.

I was a little disappointed, not excited.

angel why your fate is always unlucky, well yasudah I would be biasain aja same nando.

I also do not know how I feel the same nando as what. I don't know for sure I'll never be a barrier between other people's love stories, because that's my principle. I will never be a destroyer of other people's relationships, because the destroyer of other people's relationships has destroyed my family. Growing me and my sisters to suffer, and most painful to make my mother suffer. Like a terrible monster.

And I don't want to be that kind of monster.