The Journey Of Life
3. the rich are arrogant

Tonight is like any other night. Sleeping in bed reading a book, listening to my favorite song. I idolized him so much, he was handsome and also had a very good voice...

then my phone sounded..

Tring..

I immediately saw my phone, it turned out that only notifications from Facebook were new friend requests.

Who is this asking for friendship? his name is Birong??, I do not seem to know and to make sure I immediately check the profile photo, who the hell ? Wear an orange jacket that is not familiar. But I saw him go to school with me, and get a computer.

But yaudah de konfir aja, add tenmen so much.

He also sent a message.

⁇ ️ hi angeline. want to ask tomorrow we have a test?

⁇ ️ who? Do we know?

⁇ ️ hehe I loh andi

⁇ ️ andi who?

⁇ ️ andi who met at that time in mushola

with the wulan.

⁇ ️ oh you're your name Andi? I suppose

who, yes I am not

look at your face at that time.

Oh, tomorrow is not an exam, next week

⁇ ️ my name is andi, oh that, okay okay

makasii...

⁇ ️read

Da ah males chatan, read ajaan no one should be discussed again, then I put my HP and finish the book and go to sleep.

Good night to the world is boring.

“This is what makes me never have a boyfriend because I am a cool, cool girl, and I am a males chatan especially the same people I do not know. And I also do not give my phone number to just anyone, especially to men who sometimes ask for my phone number even though it is just for acquaintances.

They always approached me very clearly and were very intimidating. And it made me very uncomfortable and I felt that my calmness was broken by those who kept chatting and calling me to get acquainted. I also don't know where they got my number from, but obviously I'm going to change my phone number so they can't bother me anymore.

What a strange girl ..

I also sometimes feel like that.

But actually I just want to fortify myself so that I don't get trapped by all those men, or fall in love with them, because I don't believe in love and don't trust men. I feel all those men are ********.

Maybe it's because I was a little traumatized to see my father hurt my mother by the way he cheated on her with another woman.

Before I lived with my sister in the city field, I used to live with my parents in the Village and when I was in 3rd grade Junior High, my father was caught cheating on me and since then they've been fighting a lot and I feel very sorry for my mother. Sometimes I see my dad breaking things up in our house, like a flower vase or a glass cabinet and sometimes I see my dad hitting my mom. I always sat in the room in the corner of the closet near the door and cried while covering my mouth. While hearing all their quarrels.

That's something I hate so much, and I've hated my dad ever since and I feel like all men are evil.

Then I decided to never trust men, love, date or marry.

Because I don't want to be like my mother.

That's why I made a high fortress to shut myself out of them all. From the bad guys.