The Journey of Love of Santri
26

Some days already Dhiafakhri always monitor the activities of Fahira, he does not want to make a decision based only on the information Zayyid.

As long as he monitored Fahira's activities and the male friends Zayyid told him were suspicious, they were just like an ordinary friend nothing more.

Dhiafakhri did not want to ask who the male figure was to Fahira, he wanted Fahira to explain to him because for Dhiafakhri if he asked that it would offend Fahira.

The night after the activities at the cottage had been completed, Zayyid again invited Dhiafakhri to tour the city and Dhiafakhri agreed. While waiting for Zayyid change clothes Dhiafakhri ngechat Fahira to just tell if tonight he and Zayyid will go out of the way. But until Zayyid finished changing his clothes, Fahira never reply to Dhiafakhri chat.

After Zayyid changed clothes he immediately invited Dhiafakhri to leave, they also walked around the city. While he was walking around, Zayyid suddenly stopped his steps.

Zayyid: antum try to pay attention to the women and men who are sitting in the city park there, it seems familiar ana.!

Dhiafakhri: Where and which?, because there are so many men and women who are sitting together.

Zayyid: Men wear red shirts and women wear maroon blouses, as Fahira tries to pay close attention.

Dhiafakhri: Hmm he looks like Fahira, try to get closer to make it clearer.

Zayyid and Dhiafakhri tried to approach the woman sitting in the park who, according to their vision, resembled Fahira, and how surprised Dhiafakhri because it turns out not similar but indeed Fahira who was alone with a man who a few days ago told Zayyid.

Dhiafakhri was very disappointed and hurt to see Fahira alone with such a man, He alone and Fahira never sat alone how could Fahira go to sit alone with other men. Dhiafakhri's feelings are increasingly not because, immediately he invites Zayyid to return to the cottage.

All the way home Dhiafakhri's heart felt tight and very sick. He has loved Fahira very sincerely and Fahira is also the one who can make him move on from Aleysia but turns out to be having an affair behind her. Throughout the journey Dhiafakhri continued to babble to vent his heartache but there was no response from Zayyid.

After reaching the Pondok Pesantren inn, Dhiafakhri still continued his chat, but this time it was different, now he had received a response from Zayyid.

Dhiafakhri: Ana did not expect it to be like this, had ana known from the beginning it would be in duakan like this, ana better not dating for life.

Zayyid: Patience, at least God has shown the truth, it is time to draw near to God. Leave everything related to courtship, if antum seriously do ta'aruf and get married, it is better because it does not make antum hurt and in accordance with sharia. Antum already knows that dating brings us closer to adultery, and God has warned not to approach adultery but still antum do, now God reprimands antum with such should be unconscious.

Sorry not to want to lecture antum but just remind.

Can't wait until tomorrow, the night after returning home from the park Dhiafakhri immediately beat Fahira because he doesn't want to meet again.

Dhiafakhri: Assalamualaikum... Deck apologize if as long as we have a relationship brother Fakhri is not being so kind and considerate, brother Fakhri is always disappointed deck and also can not be the best lover. Brother Fakhri does not want to linger maintaining this relationship, hopefully Fahira deck can be happy with his choice of deck.

Fahira who is still in the park, not reading the chat from Dhiafakhri, he so enjoyed meeting with his boyfriend that he did not have the opportunity to just see his cellphone.

Fahira and his friend have been in the park for a long time, so without realizing the night is getting late Fahira also invited his friend to go home.

Arriving at home he took a mobile phone that he had stored in his bag. There were 4 incoming messages from Dhiafakhri, Dhiafakhri, after reading all the messages from Dhiafakhri he was a little shocked and also felt sad because the relationship they had been living for so long ended tonight. Though Fahira has not really loved his boyfriend, he often with his friend because he was bored with Dhiafakhri who only had a little time for him. His only male friend he made the impingement because it was saturated with Dhiafakhri attitude that is not so sensitive.

Actually Fahira was very surprised, because Dhiafakhri did not know if he played fire in the back but the rice had become porridge, all had happened. Although Fahira sadly realizes his mistake, he does not want to force Dhiafakhri to be with him again, he realizes that Dhiafakhri is very disappointed with him.

At the cottage, Dhiafakhri tried to relieve his heart pain by busying himself with various things, he took some books to make reading materials, and, tired of reading he cleaned his room and proved that the way managed to make Dhiafakhri forget his love problems.

He has committed himself to no longer dating and that commitment will continue to be maintained until the time comes.

Dhiafakhri has told Fahira that he no longer wants to date, if Fahira still loves him, that he is not dating, he hopes Fahira can wait until the time comes he will propose to her and Fahira agreed even though Fahira was still in a relationship with his male friend at that time.

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In a different place Rayyan continued to be shrouded in turmoil, he was no longer able to communicate with Aleysia, his cellphone until now was still confiscated by his mother.

Rayyan vented her frustration by not returning home, she left the house early in the morning and did not return until nightfall. Rayyan did not want to go back home because it only made her hurt, being alone in the room made her heart restless while when she was hanging out with her friend a little made her heart calm and out of the mind of Aleysia.

At home Rayyan's father and mother feel uneasy, Rayyan's father does not know the cause of Rayyan run away from home because his father is rarely at home, Rayyan's father is not aware of the cause of Rayyan's escape because his father is rarely at home, because Rayyan never came home Rayyan's father asked about what happened so Rayyan behaved like that, because Rayyan is not usually like that.

At first Rayyan's mother was reluctant to tell her about what happened, Rayyan's mother only invited Rayyan's father to look for Rayyan but until midnight arrived they did not meet him and Rayyan had not returned until the morning, finally Rayyan's mother told him everything, she also gave an excuse to confiscate Rayyan's phone for her good.

Hearing his wife's explanation Rayyan's father no longer asked.