The Journey of Love of Santri
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Aleysia who read the message felt like a dream, how not yet enough an hour she and Rayyan finished chatting but suddenly she received an order if Rayyan was gone.

Aleysia's tears could not be contained anymore, she still kept a chat Rayyan who said if she loved Aleysia very much and wanted to meet, but what the power of it all remained memories.

Throughout the night Aleysia kept crying considering Rayyan, she did not understand her current feelings, so hurt her feelings in staying current again unfortunately.

Aleysia's current feelings are difficult to describe. A lot of chat came in from new numbers who said condolences to him. In addition, some chat inquired about his presence at Rayyan's funeral. The question made Aleysia's heart sliced, it felt like Aleysia would attend the funeral, but what a distance was not possible.

In the morning, Aleysia's feelings were still mixed, fortunately today the campus was on holiday so she could calm down at home. Just some homework that she had to finish after that Aleysia returned to her room in tears. Actually, Aleysia had a lot of college assignments but because she was still plagued by grief she could not concentrate on doing those tasks.

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The days passed, Aleysia had returned to her routine of college, but Aleysia's feelings this time were different she was still in a blanket of grief, as long as at the Aleysia campus was not as lively as usual, she was more silent. Aleysia felt very lost after Rayyan's departure, her phone had now been deserted. There is no longer anyone who always gives news and asks about the circumstances and activities of Aleysia. Ayunda friend of Aleysia who saw the attitude of Aleysia asked what happened to Aleysia. Aleysiun also told if his lover who he had been telling Ayunda was now dead. Ayunda who heard the sad part did not even believe, but he tried to entertain Aleysia even though the entertainment was like meaningless.

For months Aleysia lived her days without enthusiasm, sometimes she tried to contact Rayyan's number which turned out to be still active, Aleysia still continues to hope that everything that happened was just a dream. One night Aleysia called Rayyan's number and Rayyan's mother picked up the phone from Aleysia, heard from a distance the sound of Rayyan's mother and did not forget Rayyan's mother advised that Aleysia no longer call Rayyan's number and forget Rayyan because she had calmed there.

Without a word Aleysia immediately turned off her phone, Aleysia actually felt sad by her mother Rayyan's attitude that seemed to dislike her, but she tried to understand the feelings of a mother who was losing her child. Aleysia likens Rayyan's mother's feelings to her current feelings, she is only a lover who has only known for about 3 years has been very lost, he said, what about her mother who had been caring for Rayyan from infancy until she was in XII High School must have felt very lost.