The Light At the End of Dusk
Chapter 16 ( Feeling guilty )

Mama Sita was saddened by the words of Light who had been willing to sacrifice her Love for Dusk.

It turns out that your affection is so great for Dusk, that you are willing to sacrifice for his happiness. Mama regrets because she did not want to accept your presence, son, if only time could repeat itself, Mama would rather not marry in her lifetime, Mama, the important thing is that you can raise the Light with love and affection, Mama Sita said in her heart.

The twilight that heard the words Light just smiled.

"But Brother Alan already has a prospective Wife Brother," said Dusk who returned sullen.

"His wife's candidate Kak Alan must understand really, if Dusk is currently in need of Kak Alan to encourage Dusk to heal quickly, yes Kak," said Light to Alan with eyes full of requests.

What is your heart made of Light, so that you choose to be wounded for the sake of your loved ones, the Inner Alan, by trying to step foot into Light and Dusk.

The light just pulled Alan's hand to sit on the side chair of the Dusk sickly bed.

"Now Dusk eat yes, let Dusk quickly heal," said Light.

"But everything tastes bitter Brother" whined Dusk.

"If you want everything to taste sweet, Dusk just look at the face of Brother Alan, let Brother Alan who feeds Dusk eat," said Cahaya by giving the bowl of porridge owned by Dusk to Alan.

"Ma, we go out first yuk, earlier Brother Alan has also bought porridge for Mama," said Cahaya.

The light was about to set foot to come out with Mama Sita, but Alan blocked Light's wrist, but again Light blinked his eyes as a gesture to Alan, so with a heavy heart Alan released his handhold to Light and let Light out with Mama Sita from the treatment room Dusk.

After being outside the treatment room Dusk, Light immediately shed his tears that were no longer able to Light weir.

Mama Sita who saw the crying Light immediately hugged her.

"Sorry dear Mama, should not the Light sacrifice for Dusk. Mama knows that Light and Alan love each other, but Mama is powerless to say everything to Dusk," said Mama Sita, so that Light now spills her tears in Mama Sita's arms.

"Right is now what matters to Light is the healing and happiness of Dusk Ma, although Light must part with Brother Alan, Light is sincere."

"It's all Mama's fault, son, if you weren't selfish, and didn't leave Light as a baby, surely none of this would have happened."

"Never regret all that has happened, Ma, the important thing is that now Mama is willing to accept the Light, all that is more than enough."

"You are indeed noble heart dear, Mama is very proud of the Light."

"Then now Mama eat duku yes porridge, mungpung still warm," said Cahaya by giving the porridge to Mama Sita, and Mama Sita also directly ate it.

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A moment later, Papa Pras and Andre came to see the condition of Dusk before they left for the office.

"Ma, how is Dusk now?" asked Papa Pras who looked worried.

"Papa take it easy, Dusk is conscious, and now there is Nak Alan who is feeding him."

Andre felt concerned for the Light, especially when the Light's eyes looked swollen.

Light, you truly sacrificed your love for the sake of Dusk, inner Andre.

Papa Pras who heard that Dusk was accompanied by Alan was happy.

"Thank God Nak Alan wants to accompany Dusk, surely Dusk will be quickly healed if accompanied by the man he loves," said Papa Pras who did not know the truth about Alan who is actually a candidate for the Husband of Light.

Andre and Mama Sita were concerned about the Light, but they were both unable to do anything about it.

"Let's go to work, let the Light be here to accompany Mama," said Papa Pras then out of the Hospital.

After the departure of Papa Pras, Mama Sita immediately raised her voice to entertain the Light that currently looks dreamy.

"Honey, sorry if the Light was offended by the words of Om Pras, if Om Pras knew that Light and Alan would soon be married, Om pras would not say all that."

"It's okay Ma, Light is very understanding with the feeling of Om Pras, Om Pras certainly wants the happiness of Dusk, and what Dusk needs at this time is Brother Alan."

"But what Alan needs is Light" said Alan who was suddenly behind Light.

"Sir Alan why are you here? how about Dusk to find out?" tanya Light.

"Senja is currently sleeping after just eating and taking medication" said Alan.

Mama Sita who understood that Alan and Light needed time together, finally decided to go to the treatment room Dusk.

"Mama into first yes, maybe Light and Alan need time to talk together," said Mama Sita then entered the treatment room Dusk.

Alan who saw the eyes of the Light just directly embraced the Light body.

"Why would you lend Candidate Husband herself hemm?" said Alan.

"Senja is currently in need of Brother Alan, so Light must be willing to do all that."

"If it is not strong do not force yourself, surely the feeling of Light hurts because you have to see Brother accompany Dusk."

"The important thing is for the Light Brother, right" said Light who still did not fully feel willing.

"How about Alan's sister falls in love with Dusk because she is often together?" ask Alan.

"Maybe we're not a match," Light said with a tight hold in his chest.

"Is it so easy that you'll forget our love?" ask Alan.

"Not so, but_," the words of the light were cut off because Alan silenced him with a kiss, until the Light felt out of breath, Alan just let go.

The light was still silently pecking, as this was the second time they kissed, even though the first was just a fleeting kiss.

"It's a punishment because you've been naughty" Alan said, stepping into the park.

The light immediately followed behind Alan, so Alan smiled faintly.

"No need to protest, because Brother Alan can do more than that" threatened Alan.

Sorry Brother Alan Cahaya, because again Brother Alan violated the commitment we have made, but brother Alan can not help himself if he continues to be close to you, let alone have to see you cry, crying, inner Alan.

Alan was now sitting on a park bench, and Light was also sitting next to him. The two of them were now both pensive with their respective thoughts, until finally Alan raised his voice.

"Sir Alan will only do everything until Dusk heals, because after all love cannot be forced, so do not ever think that Brother will turn his heart to another woman, because forever none of that will be possible."