The Light At the End of Dusk
Chapter 27 (Just want to have each other)

Light continued to think about Mama Anggi's words, Light realized that he was selfish because he did not think about Alan's feelings.

"Sir Alan, sorry, Light has never thought about Alan's feelings. From now on the Light will not_," the words of the Light stopped because Dusk is now coming out of his room.

"Sister, I'm sorry if Dusk has been selfish, but what Kak Cahaya can release Kak Alan for Dusk," said Dusk, so as to make Light feel tightness in his chest, though the Light was determined not to ask Alan to pretend to like Dusk again.

The Light did not know what to do, until finally Papa Pras gathered in front of the Light.

"Light, Om please, release Alan for Dusk, Om afraid if the age of Dusk soon, Om know that Om has been doing evil to you all along, and Om apologized for all that. Om may not deserve the Light's apology, but Om just wants to see Princess Om happy" said Papa Pras in tears.

"Om, Light please do not be like this, Om is not worthy to do all this, however Om has already considered as the Papa of Light himself, and Light will certainly do anything for the happiness of Dusk."

The light is too good, why did everything become like this, when I was eager to say everything to Dusk, but if the situation is like this I also do not have the heart, said Mama Anggi in his heart.

"Senja, if indeed Brother Alan wants to marry Dusk, Brother Light sincerely, but all decisions are in the hands of Brother Alan, because Brother Alan is also not a doll that has no heart," light said withstanding his dead cries Light resistant.

Alan is currently in a dilemma until Alan finally asks for time to think.

"Sorry everyone, please give me some time to think" Alan said then out of the Prasetyo residence.

Dusk was about to chase Alan, but Papa Pras forbade him.

"Honey, give Alan time to think, this must be hard for Alan," but it must be even harder for Light because he has to let go of the man he loves to marry his own sister, papa Pras continued in his heart.

"Honey, can you accompany Mama to find lodging?" mama Anggi asked Light, and Light only answered him with a nod of his head because at this time his lips were too difficult to speak.

Dusk did not want to ask much about his suspicions against the Light that had been seen so close to Mama Anggi, because at this time Dusk was determined to have Alan no matter what his mass, because at this time, despite the fact that Alan and Light love each other.

Light and Mama Anggi finally say goodbye to everything, and now Light and Mama Anggi have come out of the Prasetyo residence.

Mama Anggi now invites Cahaya to sit first on the bench of a Garden, because Mama Anggi needs to talk to Cahaya.

"Honey, if the Light wants to cry, the Light does not hold it, who knows the Light will be calmer after removing everything through crying. You know this is heavy for Light and Alan, but you both need to be strong."

"Light has been considered as Mama's own Princess, so the Light should never hesitate yes. Mama knows that Light will choose to release Alan for Dusk, and if Light does not match Alan, Mama will still be Mama Cahaya," said Mama Anggi who is currently crying with Light.

After Mama Anggi and Cahaya calmed down, they followed Alan to the hotel that Alan had previously booked.

By the time Mama Anggi and Cahaya opened the door of the hotel room, they both saw Alan who was seen sitting pensively, thus making Cahaya feel guilty about their current situation, because the cause of all that happened was the Light who insisted to see Mama Sita.

Light now sits in a chair next to Alan, then hugs Alan's body from behind, Mama Anggi who understands that Alan and Light need time to be together, finally out of Alan's room to his room, so that Alan and Light can be more free to talk.

"Sorry Light Brother Alan, all this happened because Light who insisted on seeking the existence of Mama Sita, if Light was not selfish and listened to the advice of all, maybe the situation would not be like this," the light that came back crying.

Alan who was crying now turned his body, then clenched the body of the woman he loved tightly.

"Light never blame yourself, everything has happened, and Brother Alan will do anything for the happiness of the Light. Brother Alan knows that Light wants to give happiness to Dusk at the end of his life, and Brother Alan will try to grant the Light's wish," said Alan who still shed tears, because he never thought if in the end he had to part with the woman he loved so much.

The light grew louder and louder in Alan's arms, for the Light was too heavy to release Alan.

"Don't cry anymore baby, even though we weren't meant to live together, but forever there will only be Light in Brother Alan's heart, and Brother Alan is doing all this just for the sake of Light," alan said by removing the tears that kept dripping on the cheeks of Light.

"Thank you very much for everything, Brother Alan will always be in the heart of Light, and Light will never love another man other than Brother Alan."

"Sister is not willing if the Light belongs to another man, but Brother also hopes the Light will be happy even though it is not with Brother Alan."

The light looked dreamy, he could not possibly replace the figure of Alan in his heart.

Will I be able to live with another man besides Brother Alan? I don't think I'll be able to do all that said the Light in my heart.

Alan and Light continued to look at each other with longing gazes, and a feeling of unwillingness to part, until finally they are both lulled by feelings of love so great that they make a very fatal mistake. Whereas for five years Light and Alan were dating, they were both dating healthily and never overstepped the mark, but somehow tonight both couldn't resist the desire to have a long-buried one.

Alan and Light both wanted a touch that was more than a kiss, a great feeling of love for both overpowered their common sense, though clearly they both have committed not to do it before marriage, especially now that Alan has intended to marry Dusk.

Alan and Light who were already both innocent ended up having a forbidden relationship without thinking about anything else, which was important at this time they both just thought they wanted to have each other.