The Light At the End of Dusk
Chapter 21 (Painful Farewell)
Today Dusk has been allowed to go home from the Hospital, while Alan decided to return to Jakarta first because he had to take care of work at his company which he had left for two weeks
Dusk always wanted to be close to Alan, so he continued to whine unwilling to leave Alan.
"Senja, I hope you understand my work, however I have a responsibility to the Company, you do not want to see the Company that I have built just bankrupt," said Alan who felt annoyed at Dusk who did not understand him at all.
Dusk is very different from the Light that always supports me in work, even I can be as successful now because of the support of Light, the Inner Alan.
"Also don't be like this, pity Nak Alan, you have to learn to understand it, Son Alan also works for your future," said Mama Sita.
"Alright if you want to stay back to Jakarta, but don't be long, continue later if you come here again, Brother Alan must bring Kak Alan's parents to talk about our marriage," dusk.
"Sister will find the right time. Hope you get well soon," Alan said then left.
"Why the hell Brother Alan has no initiative to hug or kiss the forehead of Dusk, as in the film," said Dusk with a frown.
"What the heck does Dusk think, Nak Alan means appreciating Dusk, because you two are still not muhrim," explained Mama Sita.
Alan actually secretly wanted to meet Cahaya first into his room before he returned to Jakarta, and Alan just settled down like a thief.
Alan who saw the Light daydreaming by facing out the window just hugged the Light body from behind.
"Honey, Brother Alan longs for the Light," said Alan with a deep inhale of the aroma of the Light body.
"Sister, don't be like this, how later if until Dusk sees us, the Light does not want if Dusk until sad."
"Then what do you think Big Brother doesn't know that you're sad, and what do you think Alan's happy with all this? Brother Alan is tormented with all this dear, let alone it's been a week more Light always avoids Brother Alan."
"All about us is over Brother, at this time Brother's partner is Dusk, and the Light is only the mass of Brother Alan," said Light with a sad bow.
Alan now turned the Light's body, then Alan stared fixedly at the face of the woman he loved so much.
"Don't cry baby, we can definitely get through this, even if we're not meant to be together, but Brother Alan will always be there for the Light."
"I'm sorry if the Light has forced you to love Dusk, Light knows that all this is not easy for Brother, as well as for Light. However, if Light does not try to avoid Brother Alan, then Light will be heavier to release Brother."
Alan re-clutched the Light body tightly, Alan was not willing to release the Light.
"We should now both go home to prepare for our wedding which will be held next week, but why does everything become like this, Brother Alan is still not willing to love."
Even the Light is more unwilling, Brother, but for the sake of healing and happiness of Dusk, the Light must do all this, the Inner Light.
"Sister, please convey the Light's apology to Mama and Papa, sorry Light has not been able to go home, and also sorry because the Light has canceled our marriage," said Light by holding tightness in his chest.
"Is this the end of our love story?" alan asked with a fixed look at the face of Light, then Alan shed tears, let alone see the Light who just kept crying.
"Sister, the problem of a mate no one knows, if indeed we are paired whatever obstacles we face there will certainly be a way for us to be united. Brother be careful yes, send greetings of Light to Mama and Papa," said Cahaya, and Alan just kissed the Light forehead with a long time.
With a heavy heart Alan released his embrace of Light, then Alan said Greetings before he left.
The light immediately cried, especially when he saw Alan driving his car.
"Sorry Light Brother, sorry Light," said Light by continuing to stare at the car that was boarded by Alan, until finally the car disappeared from the view of Light.
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After arriving in Jakarta, Alan just went straight to the residence of Mama Indira, because Mama Anggi was waiting for Alan there to explain everything.
"Assalamu'alaikum Ma" Alan told Mama Indira and Mama Anggi.
"Wa'alaikumsalam Son, how's Alan doing, all right?" ask Mama Indira.
"Alhamdulillah Ma" replied Alan who looked lethargic.
Mama Anggi just hugged the body of Alan who looked limp.
"Darling, patient Alan, I know this must be hard for Alan, but Alan has to be sure that Light is Alan's soul mate, and we'll help you unite," mama Anggi.
"But Ma, Light remains at his stand that will sacrifice anything for Dusk, and Alan can only respect the wishes of the woman Alan loves."
"This situation is indeed very difficult, and Mama believes that Sita is still not honest with her Husband and Children" said Mama Indira.
"Yes Mama was right, until now Mama Sita is still hiding the true status of Light," said Alan.
"Hopefully Dusk can be healed soon, and he can accept the relationship of Alan and Light," said Mama Indira who was in Amini by Mama Anggi and Alan.
"Pity of Light must be very sick heart because it has to release Alan for Dusk," said Mama Anggi.
"Yes Ma, even Light willingly gave our engagement ring to Dusk so that Alan could propose to Dusk."
"My poor son, had the Light not known all the truth about Sita, it probably wouldn't have happened like this" Indira said with tears.
"All this has happened Dira, and as parents we can only pray for the best for the happiness of our children." Mama will definitely do anything for the happiness of Alan and Light, hopefully later Dusk can accept everything, continued Mama Anggi in his heart.
"Yes already then we go home now Ma, Alan also cape want to rest," asked Alan to Mama Anggi.
"Honey, if Alan cape, Alan should rest first in the Light room," said Mama Indira.
"Can I Ma?" asked Alan who looked enthusiastic.
"Of course, son, there Alan can see a portrait of Alan's happiness and the Light that is always Light on display and keep it well as a memento for both of you," said Mama Indira.