THE LITTLE QUEEN'S SUFFERING
Talking With Zidan

Zidan stopped his work and he stared at the Queen with a fixed gaze of Zidan which made the Queen become even more nervous.

"A.ahh.it...Zidan you don't have to look at me like that either" the Queen said, looking down,

"Quickly tell me what you want to talk to me my time is not much" Zidan replied with a serious face,

The queen took a deep breath and she revealed all the questions in her heart right then and there.

"Zidan why did you stay away from me and why was it cold to me?, I want you to be nice to me even though I don't like you the way I like Mr. Randi" said the Queen just came out of her mouth without pause.

When the Queen asked the question, Zidan immediately fell silent and he just continued to look at the Queen with a serious face and quite gripping eyes.

The Queen also felt shocked by the sharp gaze she gave him at that time but because the curiosity within the Queen was greater than her fear she continued to dare to ask loudly to Zidan.

"Zidan I know maybe you're upset and disappointed in me because I can't accept your feelings for me and I'm sorry about the file problem this morning, so can you forgive me for everything?" The Queen said with a pleading face,

"Sorry Queen but it seems like we are out of bounds you should not dare to talk casually with your boss in an office environment like this, you should go out right now or I myself will drag you" zidan replied with a serious look of expelling the Queen.

The queen widened her eyes by reflex and she really did not expect Zidan to be able to turn this fast into a cold-hearted man to her, The queen could not accept all of that and she was still clean hard to continue asking for an explanation from Zidan directly.

Even when Zidan had already expelled him with words threatening the Queen still challenged Zidan and did not want to move a bit from his position at that time.

"I'm not going anywhere and I don't care anymore about everything, if you haven't explained why you've changed then I'll continue to stand here" the Queen said with strong determination,

"Although you will drag me out I don't mind getting such treatment from my own best friend" the Queen added with a listless bow.

He had already prepared himself for the worst possible outcome when he opposed Zidan's remarks back then.

Whereas Zidan who saw the Queen was so stubborn and still did not want to move on from her, Zidan immediately stood up and he walked up to the Queen while continuing to urge the Queen until she was knocked against the wall there and could not run away from Zidan anywhere else.

Seeing that the Queen became panicked she was afraid that Zidan had completely changed and was unlike the Zidan she had previously known.

"Zi..Zidan what do you want to do to me, can you stand further than me?" Reveal the Queen while pushing Zidan's body slowly away from her,

Zidan turned his gaze a glance then looked back at the Queen's face fixedly.

"What queen do you not understand how devastated I feel when I know you prefer lord Randi over me who is always there for you ha!" Zidan said with an uncontrolled face.

The Queen also felt even more panicked back then and she couldn't do much more than follow the game Zidan had done, when that moment arrived Zidan poured his complaints on him like someone who was out of control.

"Queen do you know how much I feel about you?, why don't you ever give me a chance to hang out next to you?, why did the Queen, quickly answer me!" Snapped Zidan while gripping both of the Queen's shoulders tightly.

The queen kept trying to calm down so that she could think clearly and escape from there before Zidan got out of control.

Slowly Zidan released his grip from both of the Queen's shoulders and he sat on the sofa bowed languidly and pitifully.

The queen could not bear to see the state of Zidan so chaotic just because she also felt very guilty because it seemed like all this time as if giving hope to Zidan, making him even more sick at this time.

"Zidan please forget me, I am not a good woman for you you can get another woman who is much more perfect and better for you. Please don't hurt yourself like this" the Queen pleaded and appeased Zidan.

When the Queen only intended to calm Zidan by holding his hand arrived Zidan instead dropped his head on the lap of the Queen.

"Ehh...What are you doing?" Asked the Queen in surprise,

"Let it be like this for a while, I just want to feel the calmness of sleeping on my lap so I promise I'll act like normal to you again even if it makes me love you more" said Zidan while closing his eyes.

The Queen could only be stunned to hear the confession from Zidan who could always listen to her heart and felt even more guilty for not being able to accept her feelings even though as hard as Zidan had tried and sacrificed a lot for her.

"I'm sorry Zidan I'm a bad woman to you, you don't deserve a woman like me" the Queen murmured in her little heart.

The Queen allowed Zidan to continue to fall into a deep sleep for a while in her lap at that time, the Queen considered all of it a form of revenge to Zidan and to atone for his guilt during this time.

Long enough for the two of them to be in that position until the ringing of the Queen's cell phone woke Zidan up and he immediately confirmed his position.

The queen tried to confirm her phone call but upon seeing that call from Mr. Randi she became nervous and confused where if she turned off the call it was certain that Mr. Randi would be furious at her while if he picks it up now he's with Zidan.

The queen was just afraid that it would make Zidan's condition worse and instead went back to keeping his distance and behaving like before again.

The queen simply stared at her phone, which continued to ring until Zidan told her to immediately pick up the call.

"Thank you I don't mind, I'm fine, and go back to your room" Zidan said, standing up and returning to his chair.

"Well, let me go first" replied the Queen as she hurried out of the room.

When he was in his room the Queen immediately picked up a phone call from Mr. Randi with a little nervous feeling because Mr. Randi who immediately hit him with a tone that was quite annoying for the Queen.

"What queen took you so long to take the call from me!" Snapped Mr. Randi with a loud voice that almost made the Queen deaf because it was so hard to clash from Mr. Randi.

At that time the Queen immediately kept the phone away from her ear and she just let Mr. Randi babble alone without getting a reply from her at all.

"Aishh.why did he become such a hassle" the Queen grumbled in annoyance.

Although the Queen does like Mr. Randi but Mr. Randi's attitude to him is indeed quite annoying so far even until now the Queen also still has not decided well whether she will really accept lord Randi or not, especially when considering Zidan's condition as it is now, it makes the Queen dizzy and confused to choose one of the two of them.