THE LITTLE QUEEN'S SUFFERING
At the Airport

While Steven who had just finished attending an important meeting in his office, he just checked his phone again and his eyes immediately widened when reading a short message from Zidan, Steven was furious and he tried to call Zidan but unfortunately Zidan's number could not be reached.

"Steven I'm sorry that I had to go to the central company and take turns in leadership with my mother, our cooperation will still work even without me, please pick up the Queen at the airport at maybe she's still there when you see this message, keep her like I've looked after her before, I just trust you" fill in a text message from Zidan that makes Steven immediately run to his car and go to the airport right then and there.

"Bas with that damn kid, he just left without telling me and he left the Queen at the airport alone, aishh just watch out for you Zidan until you get back I'll beat you to satisfaction!" Steven grumbled in annoyance.

Along the way Steven continued to grumble with annoyance even he had hit the steering wheel several times to vent the frustration in his step until when he arrived at the airport he immediately ran quickly inside and searched queen's Existence.

Until not far from where he stood Steven began to see the Queen who was crouching while looking down to hide her face between her knees.

"Queen, I've finally found you" Steven said, and a little run up to him.

Because of the pain felt by the Queen he was not even aware of the arrival of Steven and when he stood before the Queen initially Steven intends to greet him and immediately drive the Queen to return home but when Steven look how bad the Queen is.

And how sad the Queen was over Zidan's departure she couldn't bear to teach the Queen away from there then, so Steven decided to stand there and wait until the Queen started to feel calm.

During his stand there Steven occasionally asked people to walk with their hearts and keep the Queen from being hit by many people who pass by there.

He was always quick to guard the Queen until before long the Queen began to feel calm and stopped crying sobbing she raised her head and saw in front of him there was a pair of legs that stood upright.

When the Queen turned her head up she saw the smiling figure of Steven looking at her and Steven immediately reached out to the Queen but the Queen did not take a hand from him, The queen immediately stood alone and ignored Steven's hand.

"When are you here?" The Queen asked with a pretty swollen face from crying for too long,

"It wasn't long for about 30 minutes" Steven replied honestly,

"Stupid!, why didn't you tell me" the Queen said in a cold voice.

This was the first time Zidan had heard the Queen put out such a invisible word with her cold eyes and expressionless face, before the Queen had never been like this she was a kindly and meek beautiful woman, Steven was quite shocked when he heard the sentence and the change in attitude towards the Queen back then.

"Don't papa I just don't want to bother you, I know you're sad there's no way I'm making you sadder right" Steven said with an awkward smile,

"Stop looking at me I'm looking bad, I don't want you to see me in this sad state" the Queen said as she lowered her head in a sluggish manner.

Finally Steven realized that the Queen's previous rude and cold attitude was only to cover up the fragility within him, he did that just because he was embarrassed to look sad in front of Steven even though Steven did not mind seeing him under any circumstances.

"The queen doesn't have to feel awkward with me, don't assume I'm a stranger anymore I'll take care of you like Zidan did before, so you don't have to pretend in front of me" reveal Zidan with an empathetic and serious look at the Queen.

"Don't protect me, don't love me and don't get close to me everyone who loves me always ends up not good and they always leave me in the end, I don't want to lose more people after Zidan" reply the Queen while wiping away the rest of her tears on her cheeks.

The Queen couldn't hold back her tears anymore and she didn't want to look more miserable in front of Steven she was afraid Steven would feel sorry for her and be nice to her and in the end the Queen was just afraid of her will lose Steven like before or will even lose Steven just as much as he lost Zidan at the moment.

That would make it even more painful and difficult in her next life and the Queen was just trying to avoid it, he ran quickly and ignored all the pain in his leg that started bleeding and was injured quite deeply.

Steven picked up the high heels that the Queen left behind and he immediately ran after the Queen but unfortunately the Queen had gone first by entering a taxi and Steven did not manage to catch up with her.

"Aishh.sial where the taxi went, I can't let the Queen herself be in this state" Steven said anxiously and he continued to search everywhere for the Queen.

While the Queen who was sitting in a taxi she began to pour out all the cries she had endured before, again she again cried again even her face was swollen quite badly plus her legs were full of wounds, a taxi driver dared not ask the Queen because she was afraid of offending her.

The Queen went to the lake where Zidan always took her when the Queen was in trouble, it was very painful when the Queen walked over with her handcuffed while holding the end of her clothes tightly.

The queen tried to hold back her emotions that continued to overflow, until when she saw the lovers who boarded the boat to the middle of the lake, she recalled her memories with Zidan, again, The Queen imagined the time when she had once boarded the same boat with Zidan to the middle of the lake and she felt very lucky at that time to be able to doubt such an incredible sight.

"I was in the woman's position too and I didn't realize how precious the moment was" the Queen said with tears in her eyes.

The Queen's chest felt increasingly claustrophobic and she sat on a bench by the lake that had been painted in black, whereas the last time he visited this lake with Zidan the bench he was sitting on was pure white and Zidan was happy to sit beside him while staring at the vastness of the lake that lay before them.

"Zidan had I not rejected you back then, maybe this wouldn't have happened, had I chosen it wrong?, or had I just loved you too much as a friend?" The Queen spoke to herself.

The queen felt she had lost Zidan so badly and so sad, she said, long enough the Queen sat speechless with a blank gaze staring towards the lake and noticed some couples who came there to enjoy the beauty of the lake and saw the sun sinking from the middle of the lake.

The Queen rented one boat and she boarded the boat alone even the Queen continued to row the boat she was riding alone even though the officer there had previously offered help to help her paddle.

The Queen refused it.

"Miss are you sure you can paddle alone?" Ask the committee there to make sure,

"I won't go too far and I will only remember a few memories here, I can do it" the Queen replied with confidence.

Although the committee was anxious because it saw the Queen's condition is very visible that her face had just finished winning but the committee could not force the Queen's desire because she was also one of the regular visitors in the sana.

As a result, with a heavy heart the committee there gave a when and a pair of oars to the Queen and they helped the Queen push the boat slightly to the middle so that the Queen could start paddling it herself.

The hard clean queen wants to go alone because she wants to repeat back the most beautiful memories of her time with Zidan where the first time Zidan expressed her feelings to her.

Even though this time the Queen repeated it alone without Zidan beside her yet that was all she could do in the time when she missed Zidan so much right now.