THE LITTLE QUEEN'S SUFFERING
Unkind

After deciding all the affairs in the company finished Zidan immediately returned home and informed Oma of his decision, Oma Rika if she immediately hugs Zidan she feels sad because she will go back to parting with her only grandchild.

"Zidan take good care of yourself when you're there well, you should be fatter than today when you see me again and make sure there's a woman next to you" oma Rika said after hugging Zidan for a while.

"Yes Oma, you take it easy I will take good care of myself there" Zidan replied with a smile.

Oma Rika feels touched by Zidan's words and they embrace to let go of each other's affection, maybe after today Oma Rika will also not be able to meet with Zidan again in person and can only contact him only by phone.

To be honest, Oma Rika was very sad and devastated because she had to part away from her favorite puppet but how else Oma Rika thought if Zidan did not calm down abroad and stay away formerly of the Queen.

Maybe his grandson will be even worse especially if later lord Randi has returned Oma Rika just does not want to see her grandson continue to feel sad like that.

Long enough Oma Rika hugged Zidan until it made Zidan feel sore.

"Oma until when are you going to hold me so tightly like this I'm almost out of breath" Zidan said with a smile,

Oma Rika immediately let go of her embrace and she tidied up the suit worn by Zidan while rubbing her grandson's face again.

"Zidan promises Oma that you will live happily there, forget your feelings for the Queen and start a new life, do not confine yourself to grief, it will only make you slump and Oma feel more guilty for always urging you to pursue the Queen" said Oma Rika.

"Yes. Oma take it easy don't worry too much about me I'm already big I can take care of myself, besides I'm not as in love with the Queen" replied Zidan samb smile to comfort Omanya.

Oma Rika also returned Zidan's smile and she helped Zidan to pack his things into the suitcase.

After finishing packing everything Zidan began to rest as well as Oma Rika.

While on the other hand the Queen was just about to go home she continued to stand in front of the door of Zidan's study room and she felt hesitant when she was about to knock on Zidan's door until finally someone told the Queen if Zidan had already left from the company a few hours ago.

"Secretary Queen, what are you doing standing in front of the president?, she's been gone for the past few hours, don't you know?" Said the employee.

The queen widened her eyes in shock and she immediately answered the employee's words with a slight nervousness.

"A..ahh, I may not forget that Mr. Zidan has indeed left, then I'm sorry first" replied the Queen immediately went from there.

The queen walked lethargic back to her residence and she was greeted by Mala who was already cheerful and had a lot of energy back after being cooped up together with Han's secretary for an entire night.

"Ehh, brother you have come home I have been waiting for you since" said Mala who was ignored by the Queen.

The pensive Queen sat on the sofa so that she did not listen to the greeting from Mala, and Mala who saw that she continued to stare fixedly at the Queen's face by furrowing both her eyebrows in wonder.

"Sister..sister...sister Queen..." Mala shouted a little annoyed.

Finally the Queen regained her senses with a dazed face she began to look at Mala and ask again what Mala had said to her.

Mala also patted her own eel she began to feel dizzy with her brother's behavior that has many changes and many oddities lately.

"So you're why the hell, I've been talking to you, but you keep daydreaming about what you're really thinking?" Mala said, questioning,

"Oh.no I'm just tired already yes brother wants to rest first" replied the Queen hiding everything and she immediately went inside her room.

The Queen exhaled a lethargic breath after closing the door, she did not want to get Mala involved with her problem and she also did not want to make Mala worry about ya, either, for the time being the Queen has no intention of deliberately hiding all of that to Mala.

It was just that he chose to keep it for a while until things improved a little, the last time the Queen told about her unrest with Han's secretary Mala bravely confronted Han's secretary without the Queen's knowledge and made Han's secretary almost battered.

If it happened to the secretary of Han, maybe the Queen didn't matter but if until it happened to Zidan, the Queen couldn't forgive herself even if it was Mala who did it, she said, it was enough that he hurt Zidan's feelings, this time the Queen did not want to make the matter even bigger.

The Queen sits on her bed and she stares at a photo she took while riding a boat with Zidan where the photo depicts how the Queen feels good looking at the sunset and the photo it was taken when he was kicked out of Lord Randi's house and was very chaotic.

"Zidan.I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm so b*doh for not being able to love you like you love me" the Queen grumbled as she hugged her phone.

If the Queen could change her feelings maybe she would ask to love Zidan who had accompanied her all this time, but unfortunately those feelings had already grown earlier in others and it was not Zidan.

The Queen also can't impose her feelings on Zidan because she doesn't want to give Zidan false hope if only it would hurt her the Queen would do anything even if she had to pretend to like Zidan to make him happy.

Unfortunately if the Queen does that, the impact will not only hurt her but on the feelings of Zidan who will get even more hurt and may hate her more than now.

"Either why I feel we will be separated, but Zidan has forgiven me a little" murmured the Queen felt bad.

The Queen tried to throw out all the negative thoughts in her and she tried to fall asleep, the Queen cleaned herself first and then began to lay her body on the bed.

Just a few minutes the Queen closed her eyes she could immediately fall asleep soundly because her body was already working hard during the day.

******

"Where am I, why am I in the woods?" Said the Queen while looking around her.

The queen walked slowly in a daze and a feeling of fear until her eyes saw the back of someone similar to Zidan, she immediately shouted to him as loudly as possible.

"Zidan?. ZIDAN WAIT FOR ME..." The Queen shouted as she ran after him.

Long enough the Queen kept shouting while running after Zidan but unfortunately Zidan only turned his head a few times but he did not stop his way to wait for the Queen, until suddenly they came out of the dark forest and the Queen was relieved and confused.

"Ahhh... there's finally light, but where am I, and Zidan why is it here too?" The Queen is getting confused.