The Lost In The Ocean
Prologues

"It's still unexpected, it's really like a dream." Audy muttered smiling as she continued to write the diary, "gue Audy Leeanna finally dated Aditya Yanan, who was dating her, first and only love I've liked since I was a kid."

Yanan came from the bathroom and peeked at Audy.

"What's that saying?" yanan looked at her from behind Audy.

"Well.." said Audy closing the diary.

Then Yanan slept on Audy's lap while playing the game.

"What the hell? Be spoiled." said Audy trying to wake Yanan but Yanan refused.

"Just a minute... It's most comfortable to sleep here..."

"Geekk!! Womb!"

"Seriously," replied Yanan.

A few months earlier.

Leeanna Audy or commonly known as Audy Leeanna is a girl who really likes people named Aditya Yanan.

Long story short Audy has liked Yanan since grade 4 SD. How she disliked because Yanan was the idol of the female students. To Audy Yanan was the most handsome boy in his class. Audy and Yanan have a family relationship, namely Yanan's grandfather and Audy's grandmother are brothers. Knowing they have a bond, Audy often deliberately shows off it to make other children feel jealous. But unfortunately Yanan never recognizes Audy as his cousin, to the point of making Audy feel embarrassed and sound as if she has something to do with Yanan.

They passed SD, Audy still has the same feeling for Yanan. The beginning of the first semester they are not classmates, but because there is a change in the class system they return to be classmates in semester 2 until graduation. But when the third grade Yanan Middle School began dating Sindi, a classmate who is also a close friend of Audy.Sindi is Raka's ex-boyfriend, Yanan and Audy Elementary.

Audy tries to iklash and release her feelings towards Yanan. But unfortunately his feelings can not be eliminated but Audy also tried not to show his feelings.

Graduating High School, they are still one school but different classes, Audy's grades are higher than Audy at number 70 and Yanan at number 71. Yanan was in 10th grade 7 with Sindi and Audy in 10th 6th.

Audy felt that their distance was getting further, seeing Sindi sitting next to Yanan sometimes made Audy feel jealous and sad, but there was nothing she could do but shut up and pretend to be happy. But sometimes Yanan does something that surprises Audy, such as Yanan kisses Audy on the cheek while making an assignment at her house, Audy used to be clumsy (technology stuttering) so Yanan helps her once there is a ICT task. Audiy warns Yanan that he will tell Sindi that Yanan is doing it again but Yanan does not budge, often Yanan does that and over time Yanan dares to kiss Audy's lips. Yanan always forced Audy but Audy always broke up. Yanan knew Audy would not dare to tell Sindi because neither Sindi nor anyone else could possibly believe her. Audy tried as much as possible to ask Yanan for help knowing she would do it again if she saw Audy. Audy in the wrong position was confused, she felt afraid and embarrassed to tell others about Yanan's attitude.

Audy already knew Yanan's true attitude but still she still liked Yanan. Audrey used to talk to God, "God... Why am I falling in love with someone like him? In other lives I don't want to fall in love with people like him anymore, people who make me can't fall in love with other people." Audy can't be in a relationship with other people, possibly because she's trapped in her feelings for Yanan. Audy herself is not sure what the reason is not to be able to reconcile her relationship with others. Although sometimes Audy is dating but their relationship only lasts a short period of about a week. Audy quickly gets bored and sometimes feels that dating is a burden so she can not survive in the relationship.

This continued until they graduated High School. Sindi and Yanan are still together, they are studying at different campuses. Audy works at a new art shop near her home. At first Audy was about to go to college but her father was sick when it was just on her 18th birthday she postponed her college plans because her family needed a lot of money for her father's treatment. He stopped celebrating birthdays because right after he blew out his sick dad's candle after eating a little cake.

After graduating High School Audy and Yanan rarely meet. Audy is always busy working while Yanan is busy in college. It has been 3 years since they graduated High School. Yanan and Sindi break up. It gave Yanan a heavy blow so Yanan was depressed.

I don't know what Yanan was thinking, she asked Audie out on a date. Audy knew Yanan did not really appreciate it and just used it as an impingement. But because her feelings for Yanan are so deep, Audy also wants to date Yanan because Audy thinks that one day Yanan will also like her.

"Dy the water is already boiling." Yanan said as he poured the seasoning into his instant noodles.

Then Audy poured hot water into her noodle cup and Yanan. Yanan immediately closed the two cups of noodles to ripen faster.

"Mama must have asked me why I didn't come home for lunch" Audy said

"He must have thought you were craving again." Yanan laughed.

"Gara lo, why do you want to have lunch together? So tumben!"

"Yaudah next time I'll have dinner together.."

"It looks like it's dead,"

Yanan then opened the lid, and Audy stirred the noodles and started eating.

Yanan often stopped by Audy's workplace, not too far from her home.

In the afternoon around 6 Audy began to clean up the artshop to close the shop. His boss is also not at home, he also closed the restaurant because there have been several months no guests because it is still PSBB.

"Lo go home first, I'll take the bike." said Audy

"Gue anterin.." replied Yanan.

"It's up to you.."

Audy came home on her bike while Yanan followed her from behind while riding her bike. Arriving in front of Audy's house, Yanan rang her bell and continued to go home.

Audy had breakfast with her family, as usual her mother cooked fried rice for breakfast.

"Say Yanan will go to the cruise ship, how are you? Not interested in Sian?" tanya Dance Audy's mom.

Audrey was surprised to hear the news, "Yanan ma?"

"Yes..."

"Sian did not have to go to the ship, just let him work at home." said Agus Audy's father.

"Mama was joking too,"

"I like being asked to go out at home, when I was asked to go outside, what does he want?" sian Sian Audy's younger brother said.