The Lost In The Ocean
This love

"Now try," said Arya.

"Hold me yes, I'm afraid of falling." said Audy.

"Yes, slowly, first up one foot on the skateboard board and then the other way, so it was first."

"OK.." said Audy and put one foot on the skateboard.

Arya holds Audie's hand to help her balance. Then Audy started walking with one leg while the other man pushed the skateboard to slide.

Audy kept doing that over and over again, as soon as she balanced Arya let go of her hand and Audy slid off alone. Slowly, Audy can raise both feet on the skateboard. Arya looks happy when Audie succeeds. Mika also laughs happily seeing Audy riding on a skateboard.

"Sir Audy's smart!!" yell Mika.

Audrey laughed only softly for fear of falling.

"Bye bye." said Mika walked into the house smilingly waving her hands.

Aamy and Arya waved their hands back.

"Follow me yuk," said Arya pulling Audy's hand.

"Where? It's almost malem.." asked Audy.

Arya takes Audy to a place, a place on a hill. This was the first time Audy had come there, she was amazed by the beautiful scenery at night from there.

From above they could see a sea of stars twinkling from the light of the lamp. It's impressive, right down there like a sea of stars. Audy was unable to say a word to express her beauty.

"Wow.." said Audy, "Good!"

"Lo likes?" ask Arya.

"Well, a sight this cool who doesn't like to try! Photograph me dong,"

"OK okay,"

Audy smiled at the camera with a beautiful background of a sea of stars, Arya also took photos of Audy several times. After that, they took selfies together. They sat on a wooden chair while looking at the photo.

"Gue didn't know there was such a beautiful place" Audy said.

"Next time I take you to a more beautiful place" said Arya.

Audy smilingly looked at her screen.

"Dy, I want to say something,"

"Hm?" audy stopped looking at photos.

"Grand."

"Before you say," said Audy interrupting Arya's speech.

"Hm?"

"Gue as if we're interested, I have someone I can talk to about things I can't tell other people, I don't want that to change, I don't want that to change, and I don't want to lose you either." said Aady while holding Arya's shoulder.

"So you know what I want to say" said Arya looking sad.

"Everything will change as soon as you say, I don't want the atmosphere to be awkward because of that, and of course I also don't want to lose your temper.."

Arya was silent for a moment then she replied Audy. "Gue can't say anything else, if you want it, I follow" replied Arya at the end of the smile.

"Thank you Yes." said Audy smiling with relief.

Time has passed, it has been almost a year Sho lives in LA. During the first semester break she did not come home because she was so busy, Audy had no words left to express how much she missed Sho. They only make video calls about three-four times a month, Audy does not complain because he understands how busy a student is in his first year.

Asaka is going to LA with Mika to see Sho and all on vacation. Audrey drove them to the airport that morning. Asaka hugged Audy tightly before leaving, and Mika looked sad to leave Audy.

"Yes, see you, Audy." replied Mika.

"See you later." replied Audy.

"I go yes, please take care of my house, restaurant and art shop" Asaka said.

"Yes, heart of heart..."

"Audy is also heart-hearted" Asaka said and hugged Audy one last time before leaving. "See you later..."

"See you later." said Audy waving.

Audy desperately wants to meet Sho, but there's nothing she can do, sometimes Audy thinks, does Sho miss her like how she misses Sho?

After closing the art shop Audy goes to Sho's room. Audy looked at Sho's book which was neatly lined up on the shelf. Audy picked up one of the books, the book was titled "The Emipire of Ashes". Audy felt interested because the book had a cover that impressed like the Harry Potter book. Audie sat on the floor under the window, and she read the book. A moment later Arya came.

"Gue knows you must be here" said Arya.

"What's wrong?" ask Audy.

"Gue thinks you need someone,"

"Hhh Yes,"

"Gue just want to nemenin lo because I know you're sad again, but I won't make you like me anyway, I also won't hope to be lo calm."

Audy nodded then Arya sat down next to her.

"Read what?"

"Story book,"

"Ohh... I wonder why you come here so often when you feel sad, so it turns out that this is why.."

"Huh?"

"Lo came here to calm down by reading a book, right,"

"Yes, you can say that."

"Lo want a story?"

"I don't know where to start,"

"Start from what you think about now."

"Yes, I want to tell you something."

"What?"

"I used to have a boyfriend, he was my first love. I really did not expect it would be the same him, it was the happiest time, but it turns out I was just an outlet." said Audy told me while occasionally smiling.

"Events only?"

"Hm.. He really loves his ex, yes understand that they have been dating for almost 7 years. I know how much love he has with his ex but I close my eyes, pura blind, hoping someday he will fall in love with me. I will do any business so that someday he will see me and return to like me. But it was in vain, it's my biggest mistake to think like that, I'm the one who likes him too much until I don't want to accept the reality if I'm just being an impingement."

Audy took a deep breath and Arya rubbed her shoulders.

"I don't think I can fall in love with anyone else. I have been in love with him for over 12 years. At the time I was really fucked. I want to fall in love with someone else but I can't, which comes to my mind every time it's just him, not to mention I keep dreaming of him, he said, I'm afraid I won't be able to fall in love again" Audy said at the end of her tears.

Arya could not bear to see Audy sad, she grabbed Audy's shoulder and leaned Audy's head on her shoulder.

"Gue's afraid I can't like other people... He keeps showing up all the time and it makes me go crazy!" scream Audy.