The Lost In The Ocean
Traumatizing

Audy approaches Sho to her room with a tray of milk and bread. Sho was still asleep when Audie came. A moment later Sho woke up and saw Audy beside him.

"Audy, what's wrong?" tanya Sho sounded sleepy.

"Breakfast first" said Audy.

"Yes later," Sho replied about to go back to sleep.

"Why did you change your mind?" ask Audy.

Sho immediately got up and sat down.

"Why do you want to study at GU?"

"That's because..."

"You're the reason you changed your mind, it's wrong."

"Why wrong?"

"Sho, I know your goal was to study at UCLA a long time ago, and now it's working. Why did you suddenly change your mind? Just because you're dating me, can you keep me the same?"

"I used to think it was the best campus, and now I think college anywhere is the same as long as the people are diligent in learning."

"So Sho, you know how many people want to go to UCLA, and not all can go to college there, while you get the opportunity, why do you want to be in vain?"

Sho just kept quiet while looking at his book.

"You want to study at GU because you want to stay with me, you're wrong. Although we are always side by side but if destiny says otherwise we will not be able to keep together. But if it was our destiny together, distance would be meaningless and we would stick together."

"I'm worried about our relationship" Sho said.

"I understand, therefore we must trust each other in order to survive."

Sho hugged Audy, Sho felt his body as light as paper once the weight of his heart was removed. While Audy despite feeling afraid of the name LDR (long distance relationship) trying to convince themselves that everything will be fine.

Sho had spoken to Asaka and finally Asaka was relieved. A few days before Audy returned home, Asaka and Sho took her on a road to Kyoto's botanical gardens and shopped at Nishikidori. Asaka bought a lot of things to Audy, despite feeling bad, but Audy still accepted it because it was better.

Arriving Sunday, today is Audy's last day in Japan. For lunch Asaka prepared Japanese specialties in the likes of Audy, takoyaki, udon and mochi. Audy felt very happy because Asaka was very attentive to her. After she finished eating, Audy returned to her room to check her luggage. Sho was about to talk to Audy but Asaka came, he went back to his room while Asaka approached Audy.

"Have you finished packing?" ask Asaka.

"Already," said Audy, closing her suitcase.

"I might go back to Indonesia in two months, maybe Mika will come with me, Haruka is busy so it's hard to take care of two children."

"Ohh..."

"Please take care of my home, restaurant and art shop, yes,"

"Yes," Audy replied.

"While Sho will go straight to Los Angeles as soon as the semester starts."

"Ah.. Aye,"

"Then I go to the room first, soon we go to the airport" Asaka said and left Audy.

Sho immediately approached Audy to her room, she wanted to say something but not a single word came out of her mouth.

"What's wrong." asked Audrey.

Asaka had not yet answered, calling Audy.

"Come," said Audy about to take her suitcase but Sho immediately brought her suitcase. Audy smiled as she shook her head then caught up with Sho.

Once at the airport, Audy said goodbye to Asaka and Sho.

"Thank you, I'm very happy while here," Audy said with a happy smile.

"Same, I'm also glad that Audy came here," Asaka said and hugged Audy, "Help me, yes,"

Audy and Sho just looked at each other smiling sadly then Audy waved her hand.

"See you," said Audy staring at Sho.

Sho and Asaka waved their hands together and said, "See you later..."

Audy smilingly looked at them, then Audy looked at Sho before finally turning around and walking in.

Asaka and Sho then leave, but Sho stops.

"What's wrong?" ask Asaka.

Sho was silent for a moment and said, "Toilet!"

Asaka chuckled to see Sho running straight away, he thought Sho must be very peeble.

Sho runs past a horde of people looking for Audy. She keeps looking but hasn't found Audy yet, she's terrified that she can't find Audy. His breath was puffing but he kept running.

Finally he found Audy who had just finished putting the suitcase. Sho immediately kissed Audy tightly, without her noticing that her tears were pouring down her face.

"Sho," muttered Audy serya patting her on the back.

"You're careful, yes" said Sho holding Audy's neck

Audy nodded, "you are too huh." said Audy then hugging Sho.

"I'll try to find you if there's time,"

"Yes... I'll wait for you,"

Sho nodded then stroked Audy's hair.

"I have to go in now, it's time."

Sho nodded back then hugged Audy for the last time, "See you later..."

"See you later." replied Audy and walked in.

Sho continued to look at Audy, Audy turned around to look at Sho several times until she finally disappeared from sight.

Late at night Audy arrives in her country, her family is waiting for her at the airport. Audy hid her sadness and approached her family happily.

"How are you?" audy asked as she hugged her family.

"We're all good, how are you?" ask mama Audy.

"I'm good, too" replied Audrey.

"Where is your holiday in Japan?" ask papa Audy.

"So much pa,"

"I want to go there too" said Dyana.

"Yes later if we can, we go there the same way." replied Audy.

"Where is Dy?" sian asked with a happy smile.

Audy just laughed then pushed her suitcase towards Sian.

"There's in the dalem, take it home first" said Audy.

Once at home the night was getting late, after bathing Audy immediately rested. So did his family because it was night they also immediately slept and agreed to take apart Audy's suitcase tomorrow morning.

Audy can't sleep, she keeps fluttering back in her bed. Every now and then Audy takes a phone to check the clock. Audy keeps trying to sleep but she still can't, Audy also took a phone to watch on Youtube. As usual before opening Youtube he always opens whatsapp first. He saw Sho's contact was "typing". It turns out that Sho can't sleep either, he tries to send a message to Audy but doesn't so, Audy notices it for a while, Sho repeatedly does it. Maybe Sho didn't realize that Audy was online.

"I miss you too Sho." murmured Audy then walked out of whatsapp.

No matter what time Audy fell asleep, she only woke up about half nine. The others had already finished breakfast, Sian and Dyana were waiting for Audy to unpack her suitcase.