The Love Never Loses
Chapter 60 Despair

“Tok, Tok, Tok,” sound door knocked. Iqbal had been standing at the door staring at Denny in Hanna's embrace. A smile streaked across Iqbal's face.

“An, leave us,” Denny saw Iqbal step in. Hanna nodded her head and stepped away leaving the two of them.

“Recording that you uploaded, received a lot of praise and not a few critics. The big lady probably won't be happy to know.” Iqbal sat on the sofa and stared at the phone in his hand.

“She already knows and I don't care about her feelings. What did you bring?” Denny approached Iqbal. The map is placed on the table.

“So, why are you doing all this, isn't it to hurt her?” Iqbal grabbed the map from the table and handed it to Denny.

“No, that's not my goal.” Denny's eyes looked at the sheet inside the map.

“Some proof of account transfer belonging to the big lady are all there. All is nothing suspicious, transfers are done almost the same every month in recent years. Initially there was one suspicious proof of transfer, the transaction was made in the last five months. After I investigated it for an orphanage. The investigation is not continued.” Denny listens to Iqbal's explanation with a look at observing sheet after sheet of paper in his hand and throwing it to the floor.

“What's wrong, what's wrong? ” Iqbal was surprised, and picked up the paper scattered on the floor and put it on the table.

“Everything is wrong, my guess is wrong, my guess is wrong, my hope is also wrong,” Denny pulls his fists rough backwards.

“You why Den, I don't understand. Tell me what can I do?” Iqbal looked at Denny who looked frustrated.

“My guess is it's all just a mama game. He threatened me to separate us after thirty days. I hope it's true, he does and I'll look for Beautiful wherever he hides. But my expectations were wrong, Beautiful is gone. He really has been gone from me forever. My hope is lost Bal, I better just die.” Denny dropped himself from the wheelchair with tears in his eyes and ignored the pain in his legs.

“Denny, what are you doing, you want to die? All right, I'll help you, what do you want to die, huh? Drink poison, hang yourself, or jump from a height. I will accompany you, we die together, Beautiful also die because of my carelessness, I am responsible for your loss.

You think you're the only one who's sad. Me too, I can go crazy thinking about your situation right now. If death can help us, well, we do it together,” Iqbal rocked Denny's body lying on the floor, finally he also lay on the floor. Both of them were tears of sadness.

Mr. Jung ran upstairs to hear a loud noise from Denny's room. His steps stopped in front of the door and did not break into the room. His heart stopped the footsteps, letting the two men inside the room release their respective burdens. Mr. Jung again stepped down after the two sounded calm.

A silent atmosphere enveloped Denny's room a moment later. Denny and Iqbal's bodies were still lying on the floor with their eyes fixed on the ceiling.

Bal, are you sure the body is beautiful?” There was something that troubled Denny's mind, but he himself could not reveal.

“Why do you doubt? Do I need to dig his grave? If you order, I will do it now,” Iqbal waits for approval from Denny with the view still staring at the ceiling of the room.

“I don't think you're any more insane than I thought. There's no need for you to do it, I don't want him to suffer by disturbing his body. His departure alone has been very painful for me, let him calm down there.” Denny turned his head and looked at Iqbal with a smile streaking across his lips. She knew her best friend was willing to do anything for her happiness.

“What happened to you and Hanna?” Iqbal's question was full of probes staring at Denny, switching the conversation.

“Be careful with your thoughts, I'm not that easy forgetting the woman I love.” Denny tried to get up.

“I'm sorry, but life goes on. You should be able to rearrange your heart.” Iqbal got up and helped Denny sit in his wheelchair. He hopes that Denny can build a relationship with Hanna. His life does not have to be in wonderful memories.

“You're sure I live alone, don't want me to be with?” Iqbal fears Denny is determined after his departure.

“Hem, I think twice about dying right now. I don't want you to die with me and people will suspect we have a forbidden relationship.” Denny smiled looking at Iqbal.

“Your mood is hard to guess, I guess you've started to come back with your true nature,” Iqbal said in his heart and looked at Denny deeply.

“Alright, I go, if need something quickly contact me,” Reply Iqbal with a smile strewn across the lips.

Denny nodded his head and Iqbal stepped out of the room. Denny's vision accompanied Iqbal's departure. She is very grateful to have a friend who is always loyal to her.

The next few days, Denny was in the hospital, doing an examination.

“Healing your legs, experiencing a lot of progress. If you obey all I say, you will heal faster than I expected.” Aaron stared at the computer screen looking at Denny's foot scan.

“I'm a patient who can very well cooperate, you don't need to doubt it.” Denny grabs the pen from Aaron's desk and plays around on his finger.

“Yes, I can see that, and congratulations on your marriage to Hanna.” Aaron smiled looking at Denny's face

“I did not expect, as busy doctor as you, still have time to open the social media page.” Denny insinuated Aaron with words. The wedding news was only posted on his personal account.

“Wah, you can be angry now, I am your millennial doctor and your personal doctor. So the medical history or the life of the patient, I have to know. To be honest, who deserves to be angry here I am, because no matter what happens I always know the last one. Now I can't help myself anymore, as my best friend and partner, you really don't appreciate me. You didn't invite me and my wife to that wedding.” Aaron put on a sullen face looking at the smiling Denny before him.

“Do not get angry, no need to exaggerate, marriage itself I do not want it. Mama took the opportunity at the right time because I could no longer avoid it under these circumstances. You yourself know how I feel about Hanna.” Denny replied calmly and was still playing with the pen on his finger.

Aaron got up from the chair and stepped over to Denny, took the pen in Denny's hand and leaned against the table facing Denny.

“Den, you must open your heart to Hanna, forget the past. Although the event is still attached to your memory, you can not live on in the shadow of Beautiful.” Aaron held onto Denny's shoulder, looking at him deeply. He wants his best friend to be able to return to a normal life.

“Why does everyone force me to forget Beautiful, not that the past is part of life. Presence of the present, because of the course of the past. How am I supposed to cut that chain? You know, no matter how I try to forget her, she's getting stronger in my memory. Even now that I thought he was still there, he would run to me. I miss her so much, you know that?” Denny's voice was blocked, his tears spilled, he was completely weak in front of Aaron.

Aaron just kept silent staring at Denny's sadness. His mind was carried back some time ago, before Denny arrived at the hospital. Hanna calls, asking for support so that she would advise Denny not to continue to dissolve in grief and accept herself. Aaron doesn't promise Hanna anything for sure, but he will try and not want to hurt Denny's new feelings of loss.

“I'm sorry, as a friend I just want you to live a happy life. Think of my words when you have calmed down,” Aaron gave a tissue to Denny who covered his face with both hands.

Moments later, the car takes Denny away from the Hospital building. The reserve saw the night atmosphere on the street through the windshield of the car. Iqbal watched Denny's silence, from leaving Doctor Aaron's room.

Denny was in the room, his body was very tired and the bed was the place to relieve his fatigue. Denny laid down, closed his eyes and tried to calm his mind. There was the sound of Denny's heavy breathing, and he slept soundly.

Slowly the door pushed open and opened, Hanna slumped her feet toward Denny's bed. Hanna looked at Denny's shady face sound asleep. After looking at Denny, he walked away from the room. Almost like that every night, Denny doesn't allow roommates to sleep. Hanna complies with Denny's wishes, even though she wants to be close.