The Love Never Loses
Chapter 89 With Papa?

“Saka is awake?” Hendrik knew something happened last night. He came to Indah's room, after spending a drink with Deli and after driving her to the airport. Deli gets a night flight to Jakarta. He offered to drive her, knowing that it was beautiful with Denny. Arriving at the doorstep of the Exquisite room, he did not dare to knock on the door and returned to his room. He did not want to disturb the beautiful mood. The atmosphere of how he did not know either. This morning, he ventured to come, not going to ask just waiting for Beautiful to tell him. Turn around and stop on the bed. There, Saka still hides under the covers. Footsteps lead her to Saka's bed.

“Hey, smart boy. Let's get up, papa will take you for a walk.” Hendrik pulled the blanket, and gently stroked Saka's hair.

“Akhhhhhhhhggggg” Saka raised both his hands up and wriggled tight. His eyelids opened lazily. Drowsiness still hanging, he did not go to sleep immediately after Jesika and Hendrik left the room. His eyes lingered in front of the tablet while waiting for Jesika. He fell asleep before Jesika returned.

“Again, hotshot. Didn't you get a quick nap last night?” Hendrik stared lovingly. Pulling both hands of Saka to sit down.

“Heum, I wait for mama and papa, until I fall asleep.” Saka rubbed both eyes with the backs of his hands.

Jesika sat on the chair watching the two men in front of her greet each other affectionately. His heart was so grateful that Hendrik was always with him.

“So what did you do, while waiting. You must be...,” Hendrik did not have time to continue his words. Saka was busy looking left and right like looking for something.

“What's up?” Hendrik asked to see Saka's behavior.

“Ma, where's my tablet?” Saka did not answer Hendrik's question, instead throwing a glance at Jesika.

“There,” Jesika stands, steps onto the nightstand and picks up the tablet.

“This, looks like there's something you want to show me?” Jesika reached out to Saka and was greeted excitedly.

Saka's fingers danced directly over the tablet screen. Both eyes stared. Hendrik and Jesika exchanged glances.

“Pa, ma , view. I got a message last night, that I passed the school exam. I've managed to deplore the school early.” Saka showed the tablet screen the announcement of his graduation. In country B where she lived and attended school, Saka received her primary education at the age of four. Primary school was completed for eight years. Thanks to his cleverness Saka was able to finish within seven years.

“Wah, you are indeed a genius papa child,” Hendrik hugs Saka and kisses her hair.” Papa's gifts are multiplied. Have you thought about the gift?” Hendrik moved to sit next to Saka, raised his hand and placed it on his shoulder.

Jesika smashed a smile, boundless happiness hearing the news of Saka's graduation. He was so grateful to have a smart son. But there was sadness mixed in the deepest recesses of his heart. The shadow of someone's face flashed across his head. Jesika can only take a deep breath and release slowly calming the sadness in the heart.

“Pa, I've been thinking about my gift. I hope papa meets my request,” Saka looks at Hendrik and Jesika alternately. His face turned serious, and grasped Hendrik's other hand.

“What, papa will try to fulfill it,” Hendrik gently stroked Saka's head. His heart raced fast, he had already guessed something that Saka had thought of at the moment.

“Pa, I finished school faster because papa. I want to go to school in Jakarta and live with my dad. All this time my mom always made my school the reason we couldn't stay together. Mama and I are in country B because I have to go to school there. I am in Jakarta because of work. We just get together, when we celebrate something. I envy friends who can stay with their mom and dad with them. I was a kid and didn't know about adult affairs. Have you separated and kept it a secret from me I don't know. But can you be together for me?” Saka's teary eyes stared at Jesika and Hendrik alternately. He misses the whole family to accompany in his daily life.

Jesika is shocked to hear Saka's words and requests. His hand squeezed tightly onto the bedding blanket. Her tears suddenly became unbearable. His heart was broken hearing his son's innocent request. A request he had never thought of before came out from Saka's mouth.

Hendrik was no less sad to hear Saka's words. His lips are unable to speak. He had already prepared himself for this question, but the strength gathered was less to make his eyes not cry. He could not answer and was only able to pull Saka's body in his arms.

They were silent for a moment. Jesika wiped her tears and raised both hands asking Saka to come closer. Hendrik let go of his embrace. Saka crawled over and hugged Jesika's body. He smelled the scent of the body that had warmed him all along. The distinctive fragrance succumbs to the fragrant fragrances that exist in the world. The fragrance of a mother's body cannot be replaced by any fragrance.

“Saka, you're right baby, you're still a kid and adult affairs are very complicated. Mama's sorry you can't get your papa's affection.” Jesika fell silent, her voice stuck in her throat. He was unable to say explain that the man who bestowed affection on him during this time was not his biological father.

“Ma, now papa is here. Ask him to take us to live with him. I really want us to be together,” Suara Saka is heard asking by pleading. The plea of the seducing little boy touched the heart.

Jesika is crying more and more, Saka's request contains ambiguous meaning for her. Which papa should he answer to Saka. Papa is real but he does not know him or Hendrik who is considered as papa but for Jesika only as best friend.

Hendrik approached embracing both. He felt the sadness of Jesika and looked at Saka. She cannot fulfill Saka's request, because Jesika cannot accept her. Jesika is a beautiful person who changes his identity. In Jesika's heart there was only Denny whom she could not forget. Denny is irreplaceable in the heart of Beautiful who has fallen in love and must be heartbroken at the same time.

“Hey...., don't cry. We should celebrate this happy day. Saka's request will papa think. Papa really wants you back. Maybe it's time, how's mama Jesika?” Hendrik looked at Jesika raising both eyebrows, he hoped Jesika would agree.

“Hen, we should discuss this later. I can't make a hasty decision. What about aunt Ira and my job?” Jesika let go of his embrace, pulled Hendrik away from Saka and whispered in Hendrik's ear.

“Ma, please, I heard it. We just bring Oma Ira together and mama moved to work in Jakarta, How Pa?” Saka raised his hand and united in the face of his wish granted.

“Alright smart child, the discussion will continue. Now that you're taking a shower, papa wants to take you for a walk before coming back home. Okay?” Hendrik pulled Saka down from the bed. Saka lazily stepped into the bathroom and put on a sullen face. Hendrik smiled looking at Saka's cute face.

“Hen, don't promise anything that can't happen. I will not return to Jakarta.” Jesika stood her back to Hendrik looking at his face in front of the mirror. Going back to Jakarta is not the right choice. He doesn't want his life to be connected to Denny's.

“Think of Saka, I'm sad to hear of desire..” Hendrik did not continue his words.

“Don't mind, he's a kid. Later also he will forget,” Jesika took a deep breath and took it off violently.

“You're sure he'll forget? Saka's a smart kid, you listen to him graduate school early because he wants to go back to Jakarta. Is that a coincidence, I don't think so. He planned and tried, it worked. You can't let her down even if you say she's a kid. But his feelings are not the same as other children. His mind matures at a young age.” Hendrik held onto Jesika's shoulder. His words were just thinking about the feelings of Saka who missed the affection of a father. It was not the affection from him that Saka had to get, but from Denny, the real papa.

Jesika brushed off Hendrik's hand and landed the body on the chair. He was unlikely to fulfill Saka's request. Return to Jakarta and gather with Hendrik to become a family. Hendrik was only a friend, his heart could not accept another relationship.

Elsewhere, at the same time.

Denny and Nia get out of the hotel and enter the car. Slowly the car walked and disappeared from sight. The car is traveling at medium speed. The road is empty in the morning, the vehicle does not pass much. The streets of Tokyo are more widely used by pedestrians.

A few minutes later, the car reached its destination. Denny was holding Nia after getting out of the car. The atmosphere at Tokyo Disneyland has not been many visitors because it is still morning. Denny deliberately chose that time, avoiding the crowd.

Nia is excited to enter the Disney complex area to see statues of Disney cartoon characters, Mickey Mouse, Donald Duck, Gufy, Winnie the Pooh, Bambi, Beast, and Pluto standing in front of the entrance. Denny takes Nia on a double-decker bus to surround the Tokyo Disneyland area.

Along the way his face beamed watching the sights of the Disney complex arena.

The number of rides available, Denny chose Fantasyland, because Nia really likes to watch Disney fantasy cartoons, one of which is Cinderella. They visited the Cinderella’s Fair Tale Hall castle. The castle-like building where Cinderella lived with Prince Charming. After entering the elevator to the second floor, the eyes were presented with paintings of Cinderella story pieces attached to the walls of the castle building. The two feet continued to walk through the room. Nia did not miss taking pictures with Cinderella's glass shoes and tried it. In the corner of the room Nia eyes noticed glass boxes containing Cinderella figure dolls in the play of story pieces. Also do not miss landing your back on the throne seat immortalized through the snapshot of his smartphone.

Satisfied touring inside the castle, Denny and Nia continue the adventure in the Pirates of the Caribbean. Sailing with Captain Jack Sparrow, Denny and Nia board a boat with other visitors. They both sat in the second row from behind. His eyes caught the figure of a smiling face.

“Kak Saka, also here?” Sapa Nia, saw Saka sitting in the third row of precision in front of him. His eyes also saw Saka with his father and mother. Denny drew a glance towards the Dania interlocutor. Her heart ached again, seeing Beautiful and her little family. Denny is upset and pulls Nia's hand, but is held back when someone says hello.

“Om, allow Nia to sit with me can?” Saka stood up and reached out asking for Nia's hand.

Hendrik and Jesika turned their heads, hearing Saka mention someone's name. Realizing that Denny was with them, Hendrik was friendly.

“Hai sir, it turns out this world is narrow, we meet again.” Hendrik reached out and Denny greeted him. Hendrik glanced at Denny's hand wrapped in bandages. Jesika turned away not wanting to look at Denny's face.

Denny gave a nod confirming Nia's request after shaking her hand non-stop asking to sit with Saka.

“Yeyyy, thank you pa,” Nia vigorously held hands and moved to sit next to Saka. As the place was already filled with visitors, Hendrik went up and sat down next to Denny replacing Nia.

The adventure begins, the boat sails and the atmosphere turns dark. Slowly the boat runs take visitors to enjoy the statues of the pirates from the Pirates of the Caribbean movie scene.

“Ihh, serem,” Nia drowned her face and held tightly onto Jesika's body, upon seeing the frightening cut of the scene. Nia's touch replayed her memories with Hanna.

#Fashback#

Seen in the hospital garden, two girls sat looking at each other. Hanna came to visit when Denny was treated and was unconscious. He reveals all the heart of his illness and his desire to spend life with Denny. Lovely Heart rages, Mom Denny's threats and Hanna's requests torment her feelings. He does not want Denny to be hostile to his mother and also requests Hanna at the end of his life.

He put aside love, buried love, and took away love. The decision was made, leaving Denny. The path taken makes Denny able to forget him by way of death. He chose to turn off his memories with Denny. Hanna makes an accident scenario, and borrows the body of a girl to replace Indah. The polish of an expensive paid makeup artist makes her look like her face. Denny's love that is afraid of losing Beautiful, sadness and suffering makes him unable to distinguish the authenticity of the Beautiful face. In the morgue, Denny could not think sanely, his body was trembling, his heart was broken seeing Indah's body lying stiff. The body was not actually beautiful, but she had already lost control. Beautifully witness Denny's plight behind the same room space only separated a single-sided transparent dark glass wall. Then footsteps brought Indah away from the hospital's multi-storey building, after seeing Denny believe her death.

“Hanna, you left behind a sweet memory, while I went to leave a bitter memory. I couldn't come back, raised my face in front of him. You ask me to go back to filling the day after you're gone, it's not as easy as saying. My path is full of thorns and holes with it. I'm afraid I'll lose before I fight, let me keep disappearing.” Jesika gently rubbed Nia's head and tightly hugged Saka's body which was attached.

Hendrik and Denny stared at the warmth of affection before them.

“Mr Denny, do you really not know me?” Hendrik's voice sounded soft but clear in Denny's ears. Denny's face turned and stared intently at Hendrik who threw a forward glance.

“Who are you, how do you know me?” Denny snarled, his teeth tightly speaking.

“Hah, it turns out that you are old, ten years of time passed making your brain senile,” Hendrik singed his lips, mocking Denny with speech.

“You do not provoke my anger, and do not be familiar,” Denny turned his face, his anger stirred. His confidence getting real before him was Beautiful. Disappointment is more hanging than excitement, seeing Indah has had a small family all this time.

The silent atmosphere between the two and the conversation came to a halt. Exciting adventure ends, Saka and Nia really enjoy with a smile can not be separated from the face. Their feet together carry outside the rides.

“How about we find out Pa?” tanya Nia looked up, looking at Denny's tall face.

“Let's go find food together,” said Hendrik staring at Denny. Hendrik kept sticking trying to remind Denny of his face. The footsteps brought Denny forward speechlessly, Hendrik catching up with him from behind. Jesika took Saka and Nia by the hand, carrying a seat on the park bench.

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