
Today Safira makes many mistakes in his work. The woman seemed unfocused as her mind was still fixed on the incident last night. Guilt still haunts the mother of the two children. She wanted to come to Cakra's house this morning, but her sense of ego still overcame her guilt.
"Fira, are you sick? or are you having a problem?" reprimand Alena with kindness.
Sapphira who was daydreaming shrieked in shock at Alena's sudden voice.
"Eh, Alena. No really," Safira replied with a forced smile.
"Ah is right? looks like you really have a problem. If you have a problem, you can tell me. Because if it's kept alone it won't be good,"
"I really don't have a problem, Al. Just relax!" Safira was still trying to cover up what she felt.
"Yes, then." Alena shrugged her shoulders and twisted her body, about to pass away. However, Alena was immediately shocked by the presence of Arend who suddenly stood behind her.
"Haish, why are you here? you made me hang to know! if I have heart disease, I could die suddenly" Alena grumbled, stroking her chest.
Arend did not answer at all. The man was used to Alena's bad-ass attitude. The man's gaze was now focused on Sapphira.
"Why are you here?" asked Alena who could not bear to focus in which direction Arend was staring.
"I'm here, wanting to see Sapphira. Because I know that this place is the right place for me to talk to him. If I meet him where he lives, it will cause slander," said Arend who feels ambiguous to Alena and Safira, so that looks wrinkles on the forehead of the two women.
"You mean?" safira asked who was taken in by Alena's head, because the woman also wanted to know what Arend meant
"Can we talk to each other in Alena's room? because it's too open here, and the place isn't comfortable. There'll be a lot of people who can hear what we're going to talk about,"
Alena bit her lip. There was something unaccepting feeling appearing in his heart. "Did Arend fall in love with Sapphira? does he want to express his heart, so that no one can hear what he wants to talk about?" inner woman while getting ready to go.
"Where are you going?" Arend restrains Alena by pulling the back collar of her shirt.
"I'm going there. You just talk, I won't interfere" said Alena with slightly trembling lips holding back tears.
"I don't want you to think anything. So you better come with us too go inside!" arend said as he grabbed Alena's hand and held the woman's hand.
Alena brushed off Arend's hand and stopped stepping.
"Who thinks anything? do you think I'm jealous? if you want to express your feelings to him, I__" Alena suddenly fell silent and complained because Arend suddenly touched his eel.
"Can you shut up? you said that if you don't think things out, you can say that, because what if you don't think things out?"said Arena with a soft tone.
Alena couldn't avoid it because what her husband said was true. He could now only pursed his lips and stepped past Arend who was smiling faintly.
Then the man turned his body, looking towards Sapphira who was still standing in place.
"Why are you still standing there? don't you want to talk to me? Alena's with us so you don't have to be awkward,"
Have a seat, Fira!" arend said after he landed his body sitting next to Alena.
With a curious look on his face, Sapphira also did what Arend asked. The woman was sitting on the sofa not too far away from the couple.
"What's up? why haven't you spoken yet?" safira asked impatiently as Arend had not yet spoken.
"Hmm, look at Fira, what's the reason you haven't accepted Cakra's responsibilities?" Arend open the sound.
Safira did not answer. He breathed heavily enough.
"Because I feel he doesn't need to take responsibility. I don't want to marry someone because I just want to be responsible, because I'm sure that such a marriage will never be happy" Safira replied straightforwardly.
"So just because of that? not because you hate him?" arend. "Don't you already know that Cakra isn't entirely guilty? he did it because he had to. If he's depraved, he won't be looking for you all this time. For two years he lived with guilt, and even refused his betrothal to Kalila. Can't you make that a consideration?"
Safira sighed, with a single stomp and biting her lips.
"It's precisely because of that. Didn't I just say that I don't want to marry people just because of responsibility, even though his love for other women?"
"Safira, sorry if I was too presumptuous. But I think you are too selfish. You only think about your feelings without thinking about the happiness of your children. Look at the two sides of your child. They would definitely be happier if they could live together with both complete parents. You can give them a future, but what about your child's psychology?" Arend paused for a while to take a pause while wanting to inhale the air filling his empty lung cavity with air.
Meanwhile Safira was still silent trying to digest Arend's speech.
"You saw Alena. Do you think we married because we love each other? not at all,"
Sapphira gasps in shock, as does Alena, who does not expect Arend to reveal the secrets of their marriage in front of Sapphira. Alena wanted to open her mouth, but was restrained from seeing Arend's eyes which signaled to her not to open her voice first.
"Why do you think she wants to marry me, knowing that I don't love her? Do you think it's because of treasure? not at all. He wants to marry me for Ivan. So that Ivan can have a definite identity. Alena is willing to sacrifice for a child who is not her real child, do you not want to sacrifice for your child? by marrying Cakra, your two children will have their true identity. Ignore your thoughts first saying that Cakra does not love you, because love will be there because it is used to it," said Arend, wise.
"Sad, learning to love. What about her? he himself still loves Calista until now" Alena whispered to herself, scorning Arend's words.
Meanwhile, Sapphira was not too concerned about Arend and Alena's feelings right now. The woman seemed to flinch at the thought of all Arend's words.
"Am I too selfish to think only of my own feelings? " whispered Sapphira to herself.
"Oh yeah, I heard that Cakra's legs hurt and it's hard to walk. I don't know why that could happen" Arend chirped with a tail of eyes that glanced at Safira.
Safira suddenly stood up, to make Alena shocked.
"Alena, can I not, permission to go home? there's something I want to take care of" Safira stepped out after getting permission from Alena and Arend
Tbc
I'd love to say sorry, but you'll get bored later. I read a comment saying I've been up for a long time. Actually I also want to up a minimum of 3 chapters a day, because it will also give a significant advantage to my work. But my condition is really unhealthy. 4 Days ago, my husband had a high fever and I had to stay up late to take care of it. After the condition of the husband somewhat improved my smallest son was affected as well. Suddenly at the same time my biggest son got a fever too. It made me sleep less because I had to take care of three people at once. Now that I drop, I get a fever, flu and a cough right now. Why could? because I'm also a sweet regular. I wrote one chapter for a long time because of the intermittent breaks. So, I'm sorry if I feel disappointed with the old ups. Please understand ⁇