
Somehow explain it..
My heart is so sad, there is a feeling so tight chest.
I close my eyes deeply but as if they are reluctant to compromise
Tears are not held back either...
I miss my family, when I'm sad, fragile, I'm like this.
Until I typed this writing ,
The sleepiness did not come, either,
There is no burden or cause of confusion
What was so obvious was the longing..
Longing for that patient and affectionate figure.
Even if only in the heart
My prayers might be heard
"May I love you always in Your Protection"
Although my range is blocked by distance, don't forget I asked for HIS hand extension to keep you there.
IBUS...
Slowly and quietly only that word I can call accompanied by tears that unravel.
SINCERE & GRATEFUL
The mature man whose thinking is not just formed, He went through a very long and winding process....
Being PATIENT is not just because the person is good from birth (Not all), He processes through the difficulties he passes, pain withholding anger, holding back exposure, and so on, fighting yourself is much more exhausting than the problem itself.
However, in one body there must be synchronized..
HEART to feel, MIND as logic and ACTION to be decisive, it is not easy!!
There will always be one person who sacrifices...
For that , EGO first thing that must be removed , after that IKHLAS will begin to form by itself...
Theory may be easier, but for an action we must start from it, right?sometimes I have to look strong to myself.
Before the above we can pass do not expect the word IKHLAS and GRATITUDE we can instill in ourselves..
For those who are faced with various difficulties, BELIEVE ME..
You are only going to the two things above , climate and grateful, there will always be good things waiting for you , because the GIFT is always obtained after we pass THE CHALLENGE..
sometimes in the UNDI .
Both her parents had problems before their departure.Women to 3 color their household.And her mother Abi became very tortured and often bickering opinion.The husband was too good to others, and her mother became very tormented, that's why this all happened. The enemy is seeking their destruction.
As far as the betrayal goes, Abi does not know, but one trauma, that the good papi figure can falter as well.
Pain, crying in the arms of the brother, when the problem was immediately thrown out of the mouth of the mother and her papi.
" Who is he, why did you transfer some money to him."
" He needs it."
" You work for me and for my children or for him.If he prays, leave me and my children, happy you are over my wounds and the wounds of my children."
" How far are you with him? your confiding friend, among my shortcomings? or your bedmate when I'm not serving you ?".
" You think I'm that dirty ?".
" You have already provided it, a living money, what is the living of the body also ?".
" I'm just helping her, she's a weak woman."
" Weak and acting, in order to achieve what he wants, cunning like a snake, don't think I don't know, pretend to be your patient, meet you back and forth, I'm sick of you lying."
" Come with me, and custody of the child to me."
" No, I'll never do it."
" Your selfishness is, playing with fire, you razor my wounds on top of happy other women."
" I don't see him anymore."
" Since she's just a trap against your business, your business opponents know you're weak and take advantage of your kindness.You think I don't know.Your 2nd class of women are just shabby clothes and cries, according to your taste."
" And Demian approached you, looking for a chance to get you from me, didn't he?".
" The good man will seek the good woman, the worthy, and if I am indeed a waste, why not, if he will give heaven to me and my son, even if I accept it, why not, I'll be the mistress of her business empire, but saru things you underline, I'm not playing dirty behind you."
" The affair is a choice, accompany the meal, give money without your wife knowing, you've cheated."
" And as long as you know, you have hurt me and my children.You plant, you will reap."
" That's how the man, will get tired of the display in his house, want a new taste, money and money that he can freely use."
Abi still remembers all his mother's words.Indeed there is a truth , the time is now so many actors are proud in the number of the husband's uniting.Luka never they know, they never know, that's why Abi's consideration of knowing a rich man became a very big fear.
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