
The cold dawn rattled my skin. It was cold and pierced my skin through my pores, waking me up.
I began to realize from the beautiful dream earlier, I patted my chest and asked in my heart,
" I am a strong boy, I am great, Whatever obstacles I will face with all my might!!! The spirit of Ulan, the spirit of.....!".
I cried out in the morning loudly.
The kuseret steps wake up my sisters who are still in the other world asleep. We perform congregational prayers led by Dawn. Indeed at first he was reluctant but after the understanding he wanted to too. After that, we got ready for school.
I fought in the kitchen preparing their breakfast. After that, I took a step into my room to take a shower and change clothes.
The morning was so bright the sun greeted us warmly. His light greeted every human being on this earth. Even without parents, I took steps to bring Fajar to school after that I just went to campus.
Today I took the IAD (Basic Natural Science) exam today. The exam is not difficult for me just like making up an alias for the Report, and that is my expertise.
After the break I put for Wa my sister just tell me ๐ฌ
"Dek, go home to school and change clothes first to the hospital. Bring me a change of clothes, will you?. You leave together, if you have time to wait for the dawn of school also kasian he deck! Ready for the exam sister also immediately followed, bring your lunch. Okay honeyku, muuuac......ch!!!!. I love you ๐!!".
Fill in a message from Wa ku to them.
My heart is chaotic and do not know my face is also flat since. Someone noticed me earlier, though,
" Hey beb...!!! Why tangle it up your face, bent like a grapefruit. Bauk and ugly, I was very wry from earlier...?".
While Natanael my classmate D
come and embrace me.
"Again bad beb...!!! You know where the world is fucked? Aihs... My brain is almost Eror because of this test. Understandably, we're the same exam?!!".
I said to avoid Nael so he wouldn't suspect me.
" Back we want to eat meatballs with them, come with beb? Let it disappear a little untrue and upset in this heart....!!!".
Nael said as he pointed at the other friend while laughing broadly at me.
"You guys are. I'm not feeling well anymore, 'cause my mom's in the hospital...!! Huh?".
I insisted on her with a soft and flat look.
"Ah...!!? Is that true, beb? Hanger me you make, don't dress beb? It's not funny you're kidding...! I am so scared, beb......! Seriously this?!!".
With a rather high tone Nael glared and stroked his chest.
I watched Nael's face begin to change and panic as soon as I listened.
Just natural....
"Don't panic why, I'm afraid you're doing it. Shrink your tone know, more hanging I see your panicked face!?".
I said with a heavy breath.
"Patience to beb! May aunt recover quickly. Shall I bring you later?".
He volunteered, as usual he was so kind and considerate of me.
" I don't have to bring my own bike. Is it...?!!!! That safe...!?".
My smile is small while pulling his nose pointed while clamoring and growling.
Nathanael was a handsome, white, kind and rich boy.... Yes, he is the father of the Medan District Court Prosecutor. Crewed in a car, he was also kind and easy to join. He used to like me but I rejected class reasons so we're friends. He is a big tall person and his body is saying, pleasing to the point. Nael likes to joke with me. He was spoiled and hugged me a lot and I used to think he was a kitten, how could he not? Pampered not playing? ๐
Sometimes he follows me wherever I go and jealous is not clear if I approached a boy, because he said he was afraid I do not love him anymore after having a girlfriend. Huh huh? Fuck and squeak, right? Every time I'm in discussion with another classmate he's there, I'm uncomfortable. But I know he never had any ill intentions on me, that's what kept me calm.
Oh yeah because I'm the most beautiful in my room because I'm the only girl in the engineering class.
Yup is right....๐๐๐
I majored in Computer Engineering, cool right??? I got into engineering because I love high school and my dreams from a long time ago.
In my room there are 40 students, Lecturers often say I am a young Indian because I am only a female student.
Finishing the exam I hurriedly ran the parking lot and looked for where my parked motorcycle was. From behind was a hand that patted my shoulder and managed to surprise me half to death.
Yup....!!!๐ฑ
Who else if not my girlfriend who I secretly hid it for almost a year more we made.
Cie...cie...I am also me....!!!!๐
H.ha....๐
If Nael finds out maybe he'll be rebellious and stickier with me while he's on the campus. We often met secretly in Musollah while praying together, that's when we often joked and met.
Haidir. His son is not handsome but sweet, kind and royallah in my opinion. He's always been the financial solution and the chores in my college, how not?
The writing is neat as sequential writing. Neat and beautiful so she often I ask you to do my job related to handwriting. Often also Lecturers protest and wonder I made, Yes my writing Chicken Claw can be neat and good. Yes, I'll answer honestly, I didn't write, but that was the thought of my brain. Just a different writing, the lecturer did not protest. Because he knows that my answer is always concise and concise.
" Deek in a hurry? Where the hell are you going? Busy yourself from earlier Brother noticed?".
Said Haidir astonished to see me.
"Yes to the hospital, I'm sick bang...!!!". I firmly while shedding tears hoping that he pity and kasian me.
Yup... I managed to convince her. His eyes were glazed over and stroking my head gently
" Yes, that's it. Come on Brother accompany, anyways Brother is ready for the exam too!!".
She said gently while giving me her sweet smile.
I hugged her from behind tightly, sometimes she smiled slightly. How is that, a hug on a romantic bike really, right?
Kayak drama series Dilan 1990, ๐
Before we got to the middle of the road we bought rice packs for lunch,
" Brother? How about 4...!? Brother didn't eat?" Ask me with a confused face.
" Later Brother just go home, Brother worried you ride the bike not necessarily afraid of what is with you. Then my brother had to go home quickly because in fact my father also went to the hospital. Sorry huh???".
He said, patting my shoulder.
"Brother didn't say? I feel bad the same bang. What an evil brother is it???!"
My lips are so full and a little disappointed.
Haidir just smiled sweetly while pinching my spoiled cheek, ala-ala princes that. My heart blushed in embarrassment from the red of my cheek instantly. Not far away we rode the motorbike heard the car horn from behind us.
Tin..tin....๐ฅ
The car horn from behind rang loudly,
"Woy! Just fly from above. You rich man...! Don't use your eyes when you walk...!!".
My voice screamed loudly.
So many people were watching us in the middle of the road. It was very upset that my heart was made, Eh not long ago that the car cut our way and confronted right in front of us.
Glee.....gleeek...!!!๐ฒ
I swallowed my saliva again, though,
' I stopped the car dead. I think you heard what I said, huh...? I could have had a car in the past, due to defamation....?!!'.
My mummy while frightened with a deathly pale face.
Duaaa.....aaarโกโกโก๐ฎ.
Bursting my heart seeing people from the car out, I hugged Brother Haidir more and more because of fear of seeing that figure.
'Campus me....Mampus. Die me this time get caught with girlfriend...!!!'.
I muttered again with a pale flat face.
I want the world to end immediately, or my life to be taken away at that time by angels. Naturally I was frightened as caught by a thief who was caught wet, as if I did not move the Earth.
Spooky oooiy......!!! ๐ฑ
The one who got out of the car was Om Jojo with eyes full of anger as if someone was stealing from him. But I don't know what was stolen I don't know??? Because right now my brain and my heart almost stopped working.
Om walked up to us and just looked at me with eyes wanting to kill and swallow me alive right now.
" Have you gone to college? Don't wander, there's no benefit!!!".
Ketus Om while staring with eyes full of anger.
" Yes Om also want OTW to the hospital but I bought a meal for my sister first. Oh yes Om.... Meet this he's the guy I told you last night. Salim Om yes Brother...!"
My love for Haidir is soft.
They shake hands but Om stares with fury and a tight face. Like being caught stealing this crew, but not....!!!
Severe ah.....???๐ญ
' O God, what's wrong with Om? How is he so different? Am I not wrong!? Is he angry I'm boning with Haidir huh? What right is it to be angry, let alone jealous...? Crazy is he. Yes, my heart likes to have a body, I am not him!!! Huh...!?'.
I was angry in my heart.
Om returned to the car and drove fast without saying goodbye. It's obvious that Om is mad at me. Yes where I care is he who is angry with me, he will only be a flirtatious Om, perverted and obviously crazy.
His mind can not be guessed, briefly angry for a moment happy I don't know dizzy I made her. We continued our journey until we were in the hospital. Brother Haidir immediately said goodbye to go home, and I also waited for him to ride the angkot.
Far from it all was a pair of eyes staring at me with anger and jealousy. Who her??? Yes, of course the answer....It is Jojo.
"Damn me first, you,,,! You bad boy. Was he not aware of what I said last night? What lack do I try? What can compare me to that snuff guy? I'm mature, well-established and much better than that snot kid, can't his eyes see my sincerity? Do I have to push him and corner him? Didn't finish thinking I how the eyes of today's children? Huh, I'm sorry....?!!!".
His whisper was slow with a disappointed and angry tone.
Om punched the wall of the glass room, so the Doctor and the person there saw Om with a confused face.
' Shit...shial...shial....! Why should I compare myself to a snot like that. Am I really Ulan? The first time there was a girl who made me shake, my heart almost dropped and I was very happy when near you. Why is it God? Why my cousin's son? What is my wrong love for her? I can't calm down if he's away from me, I can't sleep all night thinking about him. His smile melts my heart, O Allah, give me your guidance. To you I ask for guidance, do I deserve it in his heart? I'm really hurt to see you smile and laugh with her. Why is that so God???'.
His murmur was in a small heart.
Not long wait for Abang Haidir's angkot to pass, immediately he pulled me. And kiss my forehead gently.
Cup......๐๐
Kiss Love, landed on my side and I blushed in embarrassment.
His cargo drove away and disappeared from my eyes.
Kuseret my feet towards the room Mother who entered through the side door, not far from the elevator I saw Om standing folding his hands while glaring at me. I just smiled as if nothing had happened.
Om pulled me into a room and dragged me inside by force. Too strong Om clasped my hand so I was in pain and flushed my hand. I was knocked into the corner of the room and he was still holding my hand very tightly.
"Om please let go...! That makes me sick o...??? Auuu... Ouch!".
I asked him with a grimace of pain.
"ill? Sick huh?".
Om was getting tighter holding my hand and the other hand grabbed my chin forcefully.
"Om sick loh. I can bruise, this blue...!!!! later.... Aaau.....Awwwww.sick om. Ouch...! Let go Om, I'm scared...!!!!".
I was still grimacing in pain from being pierced and my body was docked.
"Oh my goodness! What's my fault with you? Forgive Om...!? Hiks...hiks...hiks....! Forgive Om!".
While crying shed tears.
"Don't cry. I could be even more rude. Listen my...! You are.....!!!".
Said Om angry while looking at me sharply.
" I'm not going to repeat it so listen well. From now on you belong to me... Don't get too close to other men. I don't want you to be touched by someone else because from now on you are mine..!Understand???!. I don't like to see it....!!!". He said firmly and the tone was rather high.
I was shocked and shocked to see him say that to me. I can't believe he said that in such a quick time. But I'm sad why should I?
"lih...! I don't believe Om. Don't lie to me anymore, I'm not an item or a toy to you rich people. I don't want to listen to you... That's my decision". I firmly challenge all Om's words.
As she glared more and more and her face red as if to swallow me, I swear I was scared to death because of her sharp and cruel eyes.
I saw a cold and dark aura emanating from his eyes and all over his body.
" What do I have to do to believe?" Ask Om who is still grimacing in pain.
" Nothing! I hate you...! Untie me. I'll tell Mom that Om was rude and mean to me....!".
My Ketus threatened her with complete confidence in heart.
"Don't test my patience brat!!! My patience has its limits, don't regret it after saying that I hate me. Don't blame me if I'm gonna tie you up so you can't move from my side...! Believe me I can....!!!".
Threaten her with sharp eyes glaring at me.
"I'm not afraid of you, what am I supposed to be afraid of? What will Om do...? I'm not afraid of you....! I hate you...! I hate it so much...! Hates....??" I screamed loudly and made him turn into a tiger who pounced on his prey.
Instantly he quickly grabbed my waist and looked at me so sharply, I could only gulp my saliva violently in fear.
It was cold all around me because I was so scared. I close my lips and my teeth, she grumbled.
He squeezed my jaw firmly while closing his face to my face so I couldn't breathe.
"Keep away from me...! Wicked.....!!!".
I said half screaming.
I held and pulled my head hard. Due to the tightness and pain of the pressure I got, I finally opened my mouth and tried to breathe. Not to mention I finished breathing, Om grinned.
" You're evil, I'm not afraid of you!!".
I said in a weak tone.
Oh no,,,,!!!!
So sick and painful I felt. I shed tears and sobbed in pain, but Om still hugged me forcibly. Because I had run out of strength to fight, I finally resigned my treatment to me. Since I didn't fight him kiss me much more gently and warmly, I was surprised also because of that.
After that Om finally let go of my lips but he wasn't satisfied either. Again Om looked at me sharply and so eerie I was, but gently looked at me again.
I saw sadness in his eyes.
" I don't like you being with any guy, stay away from them. If you do not obey, then you will not blame me if you act rude and as you please dear. Ok?".
He said softly and grumpily to me.
"New....auuw.....! Sick. hicks...hiks...whim!".
I said with a broken heart while stroking my tense lips.
I sat in the corner of the room, while Om looked at me with satisfaction.
"Still not believing anymore? How do I prove it in front of you? I remind you once again not to approach any man. Understood?" Firmly with a high tone.
I just lowered my head while crying, I am so sorry that I know her figure. I thought he was a kind and caring person, he would take care of us too. But what did I get? Just the attitude of wanting to have me somehow, I don't know what he thinks of me.
Where's salahku? What made him so angry with me, I don't know. Why shouldn't I be another woman out there who's more mature and established than me. I swear I can't think anymore clearly, only the pain I got from the bite left on my lips.
" remember that. I can teach you even more great lessons... Understood it?".
Om said angrily and disappointedly, leaving me alone in the room.
My heart is broken and my life is broken because of her actions, I can't bear to complain to Mom about my uncle's actions to me just now. How am I supposed to tell my parents if maybe they'll believe what I say? I don't know...??!
Whatever happens to us is destined and written clearly before we are born into this world. There is no meaning in regretting what has happened, because he cannot be avoided and repeated again. So make him your teacher to live your life in this world, do not cry but behave with a firm and positive attitude. Try that...! Because I've experienced it before you.
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