
That night Clara entered her house with shaky steps. It feels like the world is completely destroyed when it knows the real truth. He did not expect Farel to be so willing to meng*sanya silently silent. His brain was too tired to think about it, he chose sleep to calm his mind.
The next day Clara decided to go to Bogor. He hopes that going there can make him a little calmer. He was reluctant to tell his friend what happened to him now because he knew the true nature of the four friends. Although he hated Farel, but he did not want Farel hurt because of the tantrums of his best friend.
Arriving at Clara in Bogor, he immediately booked a hotel near the top of Bogor.
Clara enjoyed her solitude all day. He did not activate his phone so that no one would disturb him.
All day Clara did something positive to cheer herself up. Although the reality was hard, but he did not want to just because it made his life stop. He had to get up because as Reyhan said, the video is not necessarily true. Moreover, he did not feel any pain in his feminine area when he woke up in the hospital that night. That made him doubt the truth of the video.
The next day Clara called Tomi.
"Tom, where are you now?" Ask Clara.
"In office. Why why?"
"You can meet me now. I need friends, it's too quiet here" Clara said.
Tomi, who feels Clara is not okay, immediately asks what happened to the woman.
"Gue is okay. I happen to be in Bogor. You meet me yeah, I'm at the top"
Tomi at the top. He soon met Clara at the hotel where he was staying. He immediately approached the girl who was sitting on a chair under a tree.
"Ra, what's going on?" Tomi asked sitting next to Clara.
"Nothing happened. I just want a vacation here. Tired of calling you to come here. I'm sorry if I made you skip work" said Clara. He felt hesitant if he had to tell Tomi.
"Tell me if you have a problem. That's also if you still think of me as your brother" Tomi said staring at the expanse of tea plantations in front of him.
Clara just smiled bitterly. He tries to divert the conversation by inviting Tomi to walk the road.
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While in jakarta. Reyhan keeps trying to find Clara. He asked Clara's friend if Clara was with them, but they all said no.
"Rey, let's take a break. Let me be the same Nio who's looking for Clara. You also need Rey's rest. Look, your face is pale because there is no rest from last night" said Dimas staring at his friend who looks pale.
Reyhan is in Dimas' office. He had already told Dimas all his problems. Starting from the video that made him and Clara broke up and Clara who had no news after seeing the video. She was afraid that Clara would do something bad to herself.
"But Rey, I think this is weird. Clara's time to such a shock just saw the video. He should have known everything. That's if the video is correct. Looking at her reaction, I'm sure it's a hoax. Why do you believe it immediately? Why not investigate first? As a girlfriend, you should have believed in Clara. You know Clara, there's no way she's that low" Dimas said.
"Lo's right. That's what makes me sorry now. I shouldn't hunt. I should have been looking for the truth of that video from Farel. The video must have been untrue, or when Farel did, Clara was unconscious. And I easily accuse her of being a cheap woman. Though he does not know what" Reyhan said, from his eyes looks so deep regret. He could only close his eyes and take a deep breath to calm himself down.
"Prophe Rey, Clara will meet. He might just calm himself down somewhere" Dimas said patting his shoulder.
'Gue hope you're right Dim. But still, I had to look for it so that my heart would calm down because this was all happening because of me. I have to be by his side, strengthen him as before'
"Gue go first" Reyhan said, then leaving Dimas.
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Afternoon in Bogor. Clara and Tomi were sitting on the mat while enjoying a cup of warm tea. Clara was seen chewing on the bread she had bought. His eyes looked down.
"Ra, are you sure you're okay?" Ask Tomi.
Clara nodded weakly. His eyes looked at the sun that was beginning to sink. The light so beautifully adorns the afternoon sky. He finished off a packet of bread.
"Ra, if you still think of me as your brother, then tell me. I don't like to see you like this. Don't pretend to be strong, Ra. Sometimes we have to tell our problems to others, so that our burdens are reduced" Tomi cupped Clara's cheeks.
"But I'm ashamed, Tom" Clara said. His eyes began to glaze over. Head lowered.
"So why? You don't have to be ashamed of me. We are brothers... But if you don't want to tell me that's okay, I'm not forcing" Tomi said, releasing her hand from Clara's cheek. His heart sliced as he said if they were 'brothers', only brothers no more. He hopes for Clara more.
"I'm dirty.." Clara said softly after being silent for a long time.
Tomi who heard it seemed to frown. He did not want to ask, he wanted Clara to spill all the turmoil in his heart.
"I'm a dirty woman... I'm not a virgin anymore... Hix.. Five years ago it turned out I was on someone's perk*sa and I just found out now" Clara said. He lowered his head in shame. Tears kept flowing down her cheeks.
Tomi's eyes were perfectly rounded when she heard him.
"Who did it?! I'll teach him a lesson! How dare he do that to you! Does he have no heart? Damn animal! Ra replied, who did it to you? answer my question, Ra"
"...CLARA REPLIED, WHO DID IT TO YOU?!!" Tomi gripped Clara's shoulder. His face flushed showing he was so angry. Her jaw hardened with teary eyes.
Hearing Tomi's words made Clara even more sobbing. The pitying Tomi immediately hugged her and calmed the woman down.
"I really don't believe... I think he's been accusing me for no reason. I was wrong, she was right, I was a dirty woman" Clara said.
"Ra, enough! Don't hurt yourself, Ra!" Tomi held Clara's hand.
"Here you go, don't cry anymore. I know it's hard but don't hurt yourself. I promise to avenge the man" Tomi said, wiping away Clara's tears.
"Ra, why did you just find out now? You said it was five years ago?" Tomi asked when she saw Clara had calmed down.
"Sir Reyhan?" Tomi asked confused because Clara called her boss 'sister'.
"Actually, Reyhan and I have known each other for a long time. We've even dated, but because someone sent us that video .. because it's a video we broke up" Clara said, sad to remember five years ago.
"Can you explain in more detail? That's also if you don't mind" Tomi said .
Clara told me everything while sobbing. Who did it and what the video was about, as well as what Reyhan said when they broke up.
"Basic jerk! Why did he accuse you? He should have sought the truth first. Times are sophisticated, it could be a lie" Tomi gerutu who is upset with Reyhan.
"But I understand his feelings. If I were him, I would have done the same thing, even more cruelly. I'm sure at that time he couldn't think clearly" Clara said in defense of Reyhan.
"Do you still like it?" Tanya Tomi arrived.
Clara could not answer. He did hate Reyhan, but somehow, there was still a sense of comfort when he was with the man.
Seeing Clara silent, Tomi concludes that she still likes Reyhan. He could only smile wryly.
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"Hello" Reyhan said, picking up his phone.
"Meet me at Harapan hospital" said Farel lirih.
Reyhan immediately drove his motorcycle to the hospital. He wants revenge on Farel. It seems that her retaliation five years ago was not enough. Moreover, he only found out now if Clara did not know anything about the video, even Clara was so shocked when she saw the video. He swore he'd make Farel go away tonight.
When he arrived at the hospital. He immediately contacted Farel in the room where he was being treated. After obtaining the location of the man, Reyhan rushed there.
Reyhan smashed down the door violently making everyone who was in the room shocked. Jonathan hugged his mother tightly and stared fearfully at Reyhan.
Farel sat weakly in his bed. He who saw Reyhan coming with soaring emotions could only smile faintly looking at him. He then told his family to come out so he could talk to Reyhan.
Reyhan immediately smacked Farel in the face until his lips bled. He grabbed the man's collar.
"Basic jerk! Goddammit! Why would you admit that to Clara?! You know how shocked he was when he found out that?! How much he hates himself now! JUST SO YOU KNOW, CLARA'S GONE NOW SOMEWHERE, IT'S BECAUSE OF LO!"
"I'm sorry..." Farel said softly, his eyes glazed.
"I'm sorry? I'M SORRY I CAN'T BRING BACK WHAT YOU TOOK FROM HIM!" An angry Reyhan again showered a blow to Farel's face.
Farel's mother who heard the commotion in the room immediately called the doctor and the security. They immediately arrested Reyhan. The doctor immediately checked Farel's condition.
"I'm fine, doc. Let me talk to him" Farel said weakly, asking security to release Reyhan.
"You better not beat the patient again. He's in bad shape, you can make him go" said the doctor and left them both.
Farel asked Reyhan to sit next to him.
"Look, I know I'm wrong. At that time I was seduced by Vizah. Because I was so jealous and emotional, I agreed with his plan. I don't think about what the bad effects are for Clara. All I had in mind at that time was how to separate you" Farel said with tears. He looks so sorry.
"One more thing, you don't have to worry. The girl in the photo and video I sent to you, .. It wasn't Clara. It was someone else" Farel said, leaving Reyhan shocked to death.
"Gue and Vizah are looking for a girl who looks a lot like Clara. When the thugs I paid managed to make Clara faint, I immediately drove her to the hospital. After that I immediately went to the hotel to meet Vizah and the girl who looks like Clara... I and the girl started acting like it was going to be really intimate and Vizah was the one filming it" Farel said. Reyhan still can't believe it.
"If you don't believe it, you can either meet the girl or meet Vizah. Clearly, I
never touched Clara one bit" Farel said.
Reyhan looked very frustrated hearing her. He was wrong, all this time he misjudged Clara. Clara's a good woman, she's the bad one for not trusting her paid ex-boyfriend.
"During this time, Clara always looked glum. In college, he was never close to a man other than me. When you and Clara broke up in the park, I saw and heard everything you said to her. Clara looks so sad, she looks confused while I was happy that night. He almost got hit by the car I was driving because of the road while daydreaming. In fact, there was not the slightest regret in my heart. I just felt it when I saw the bad effects on Clara. He is in the same sex, abnormal and many more. It was just me and his friends who defended him" Farel said, making Reyhan unable to hold back his tears until they washed his cheeks. It turned out that his words had been enough to make the woman's life ruined. I can't imagine how Clara felt.
"You can give this to Clara. I can't apologise to him because I'm dying here. I hope you deliver this message" Farel wrote in a letter to Reyhan.
"Please take care of Clara, I hope you come back to her like five years ago. Don't make her cry or I'll haunt you for life. I want to go to bed first. You go" said Farel, his voice so soft, he closed his eyes.
Reyhan who saw Farel was closed in panic. He called a doctor to check on the man.
"I'm sorry, but he's gone" the doctor said after checking Farel's pulse. Hearing that Farel's mother immediately cried hysterically full of regret. Jonathan and his parents could not help but cry over Farel's departure.
"What actually happened? What disease?" Reyhan asked, still confused.
"Patients have late-stage leukemia" doctors answered.
Reyhan came out of Farel's treatment room. He stood at the door and stared at Farel's letter. He promised her that he would deliver the letter as Farel's last request to her.
Reyhan remembered Farel's confession earlier which made him so surprised. He misjudged Clara...
Bughhh
Reyhan who was upset at him chose to vent his by punching the wall many times to make his hands bleed.
"I'm sorry Clara. You're a good woman, I'm the bad one. Sorry for accusing you. I regret my past and present actions. I'm grateful we broke up, you don't deserve a jerk like me" Reyhan said, raising his face to keep his tears from falling. His hands were injured and he was bleeding quite a lot.