The Marriage Pursuit.
221. Letterbox.
HAPPY READING'S...
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I was broken once, and I accidentally broke it too...
I was once made sad, I was also a reason for others to be sad...
Maybe I'm too selfish, asking for happiness but sometimes I'm still the reason other people lose their happiness..
GALIH'S.
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Galih was pensive with a piece of paper in his hand. Ink scratches from someone began to distract Galih from anything.Did not even notice that many rooms in his apartment were still dark because the lights were not turned on.
Carefully, Galih began to read Tiara's handwriting.
"Gue didn't know where to start, how and what had happened.
it all felt like a dream to me. The moment you came suddenly in my life, reached out when I was in trouble, helped when I was devastated by the loss of my mother, I was still confused for it.
No one knows that you have such a warm nature.maybe I was one of the people who knew it after your family...
although sometimes it still sucks, even to this day...
But Gal, I've been happy through it all with you laughing and sharing a lot of stories.
Crying and being claustrophobic when hearing Lo's past stories...
although I have no right to do that but, I am really upset by the injustice you have ever felt.
I also do not know since when I feel strange.often expect you to stay near me. a smile that used to be rarely seen, often, maybe that's what makes me more curious and want to see it again and again.
And thank you for everything you've done for me. I won't be able to repay you until anytime.
but being near you, the more days it makes me tormented Gal...
A little selfish indeed, but I want everything from lo. love, attention, I want everything. But I'm not entitled, am I?
Yes.. I know enough myself. That's why I chose to step down. because many months that I have been through with you, hoping you can be a little more assertive.
but in fact, everything is just a dream that I can not hold.
I am a jealous person when I have occupied a heart, for I have lost to treason, and I am numb to overconfidence.
*And this is my decision Gal. Because with you, I am no different from pel*cur. who want and obey all your requests just because I like the same self lo*.
For the future, no longer. don't look for me, because I will be able to live after this. Whatever ever happens to us, never forget. because after all, whatever this relationship, whatever, you were once a happy part of my life...
Be happy... Thanks for everything.." TIARA'S.
The tile squeezed the paper in his hand into a formless circle.
his eyes turned red along with the muscle strokes on his face.
In the next second, the paper fell to the floor. Galih covered his face with both hands. resisting the grief and anger of losing someone. With a single move, the cold water bottle in front of him fell and broke into the floor.
broken bottles and water washed the floor of the room.
What Galih could do if he did leave was Tiara's own will. It was even clearly written in his letter that Galih did not need to look for Tiara's whereabouts.
making Galih more injured because of the hadith he hoped, the girl he had tied up so far actually suffered because of it.
And the pain in Galih's heart, much more painful than it used to be when it left Alya. The way Tiara left him re-opened Galih's old wounds.
Unwittingly, the existence of Tiara in his life was able to observe Galih's trauma, but in fact, the girl also left.
The rope that had been tying the Tiara, seemed to have slipped off.
You should have endured a little Tiara... a little patient... but in fact you are also the same, go leave me... how am I after this? how can I dare to face it all?
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The night is getting late. Tiara was already lying on the bed. The atmosphere looked so unfamiliar to her. because tonight, from tonight more precisely the girl will get used to it in a new place.
the boarding house will be home to Tiara for some time to come.
Although there was nothing he thought, his chest felt tight.Even to sigh it still felt heavy to be unable to prevent, the corner of his eyes again let out tears.
Normally, at this hour Tiara would have been sitting on the dining chair. enjoying dinner with someone. But tonight, Tiara didn't even come out at all. Even he just filled his stomach with a piece of bread that was not completely spent.
As hard as eating a tiara like lost somewhere.
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At exactly 10 p.m., Galih rode Dion's motor sport to split the streets of the Capital. With a leather jacket complete with a Galih helmet heading somewhere.
After 30 minutes, Galih arrives at the housing complex where Bella and her parents live.
Put his bike in the carport and walk while observing around.
Usually this house also sounds crowded when Bella laughs with Mom and also Tiara, but tonight, the atmosphere of the house also looks lonely.
Even when Galih stood in the doorway, there was no figure he was looking for.
Yes.. disappointed indeed, because Tiara was not there. whereas along the way, Galih hoped there was a girl here. gathered together with her parents and Bella.
Until the existence of Galih was realized by Mother. the woman berdaster rose and said, "Galih.... why are the nights like this?", until Bella and Dad both turned their eyes to look at Galih.
Also surprised because it was night but Galih just came.
Galih still did not make a sound. His gaze was still directed into the house. sweeping the entire room there might be a miracle that Tiara appeared from inside there.
Yeah, that's how big Galih's expectations are right now.
Until a while later, the man sat on the living room couch without saying anything. Makes Dad, Mom and also Bella increasingly do not understand.what has happened to the family's first child?
"Sister.." call Bella to be the first to dare to speak.
Approaching his older brother and sitting next to Galih.
"He's not here" Galih said softly and even his lips revealed a strange smile, not like a happy smile but a smile full of sadness.
"Who?" ask Bella curious.
No answer came from Galih's mouth.
"Want you make some coffee?" replace the mother who voiced. because every time Galih came, he always asked for the concentrated drink.
"No need to Buk.." replied Galih and immediately rose from his seat.
How not? Galih looks weird. Come nights without news and also be silent without saying anything.
"Return home instead." said Galih and immediately turned to the door and came out with shaky steps.
Just before riding on the bike, Bella chased after him. "Sister...".
Touching the bike so that his brother doesn't leave first. "Is there something that's happened?".
Maybe everyone can be lied to Galih, but not to Bella. The smart girl is very sensitive about all the things that are happening around her.
"You guys fought, right?" search Bella. Because that was the only possibility that had happened to Galih.
Asked like that, Galih did not answer at all. make Bella increasingly believe that something happened to her brother.
"What the hell is your brother doing?" bella asked annoyed, even though he was the first supporter of the relationship between Galih and Tiara.
"He's gone..." Galih.
"What?" Bella had no idea about her brother's answer.
Gone off? Tiara left the apartment, brother? wh why?
"Sister... What did you do? why can Tiara leave? didn't you like it? must have been a bad sister to him." urged Bella.
However, everyone knows about Galih's behavior which sometimes sucks and stubborn.Bella knows how Tiara's nature, the girl always succumbs even not good to anyone.
If Tiara leaves, there is only one reason Galih must have done bad to Tiara. Yep... Bella is sure of that.
Accused Bella like that, Galih was speechless. Yes. I have been so evil...
"Is it because of that woman?" urged Bella again.the woman that Bella meant was Galih's ex-girlfriend in the past.the woman who had been so evil and destroyed Galih's life.
"Bella...".
"What's crazy brother?" yelled Bella. annoyed because her guess is indeed true.it turns out everything that happened was indeed because of Alya.
With great courage, Bella pulls her brother's hand away from the yard of the house afraid that her parents could hear their conversation later.
And here they are. Across the street under a shady tree.
"Son't you fight with Tiara because of Alya? what the hell does sister want?" ask Bella.
Disappointed, that's all that's in Bella's heart at the moment.bella always supports her brother.be his role model all this time.but this is what makes Bella upset, Galih sellau act stupid.
"Bell-,".
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