
HAPPY READING'S...
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In the end, everything we want is not all achieved.There are times when what we really want to achieve, is just a dream. Able to be seen by both eyes but not once can be held.
His presence is just a stopover but not a place to return home.just a tranquilizer when the heart is injured but back away when no longer needed.
He who occasionally crossed my mind, only became wishful thinking in the silence of my night.
hoping to be real, but his memories become solace.
He who was once my future dream was a beautiful part of every dream.
am I the one who is too hopeful?
I don't know...
but I never regretted loving her.
never regret being a part of his life that eventually disappeared never returned.
Because, his memories will continue to be with me. along with my last breath.
------------------ ALYA ----------------------------------- ALYA
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Blowing beach breeze hit, making the child's hair occasionally fluttering and cover part of the face.
The waves roll towards the land, breaking the rocks that are ahead there.
A person's footsteps are clearly visible along the shoreline, leaving footprints for a while until the roar of the waves erases their tracks.
The sky above there looks cloudy. seagulls flying like worrying that rain will soon fall soaking the grayish white sand of the beach.
The song of seagull as if humming melodiously in the ears of everyone including women who are currently in someone's arms.he is Alya. and now who is still able to bang his body weight is Galih, who is still able to carry the weight of his body, the man who was none other than his first love.
While far away from them, Tiara stood staring from a distance with a heart that was hard to decipher.
It was never thought that God again tested his relationship with Galih. again oscillated like a ship in the middle of the ocean.sometimes afraid, anxious and also think whether it was time he gave up. but when despair comes, then the hope of a beautiful future returns to the lure that Tiara wants to reach.
But before all that, Tiara tried to recapitulate for a while. Because she knew, there were things more important than her ego.
that is why Tiara allowed Galih to make Alya happy a little, before the woman left for all eternity.
One of them was to let Alya enjoy the atmosphere of the beach this afternoon.along with Galih without the slightest disturbance.while Tiara, he was quite happy to see the scenery from a distance. although Galih looked at Tiara a few times, hoping that she would also walk behind him.
"It has been a very long time that I can no longer come to this beach." said Alya clearly heard from Galih's ears.the pale hand tightly hugged under the neck of the man who was carrying him.
"Am I so heavy Gal?" ask Alya again.It may be that Galih objected to holding her for even longer.
Your body is so light Yes.Galih inner without carrying it, Galih already knows that Alya really lost a lot of weight during illness.
"No.." answered Galih, "Not at all...".
Galih recalled their memories a few years ago.carrying Alya along the beach is exciting.
They both laughed so loudly that the whole world was envious of their romance.
"Am I so light?" Alya asked back.
making Galih momentarily speechless confused to answer what.
Until at last Galih replied, "Eat a lot.lo will quickly recover.
"You know, last night I had a dream." Alya.
"about?".
"I don't know if it's a dream or real, I kind of crashed but not also fell.my body feels like a cotton swab that is so light.." explained Alya. I remember that strange dream last night.
"Maybe it's because of the fever." because usually, when someone has a fever they will have nightmares. like being in a white room alone or chased by a white ball that is getting bigger and bigger that wants to roll towards us.
"No. It looks like I'm going to die Gal...".
"Don't talk like that.Who do you have the right to decide when to die?" galih's nagging despite the fact that he was also afraid that Alya's words really came true.
"Gue hates hearing such stupid things!".
"Are you scared?" alya asked, hoping that Galih would say yes.
"Everybody would be afraid of losing someone. Am I not supposed to be in it?" ask Galih.
There are many ways to leave, why should death be the way you choose?
"Come to heal.." - Pinta Galih.
Their footsteps moved further away from Tiara, until Tiara stepped in, making sure that Galih did not take Alya too far which would be troublesome if it rained soon. Alya will be rained on and affect her health.
But in fact, Galih rotating direction. along the beach that has no footprints earlier.
"Gal.." call Alya again.
"Hm,".
"Do you really hate me?" alya. asked from so many questions, Alya chose that question.Did Galih still hate him as much as the last time they separated at that time?
"Never.." answered Galih. because from the beginning, Galih never put hate on Alya.
perhaps, what he had felt all along was disappointment alone. His ego was deliberately harmed by Alya.
"Why? and I was so mean to you. I left you just like that..." Alya could not continue his words.Her tears suddenly fell down considering what he had done to Galih.
"We have discussed this Yes.forget it all..I never hate you, revenge or want to avenge your actions at all.." explained Galih.
"Look, the sky is sad when you are sad." - joked Galih and made Alya smile even though he had to.
"Is Tiara's speech correct?" ask Alya.
"About?" tanya Galih was curious. a lot Tiara said during the trip earlier. Of course Galih could not remember one by one.
"That I'm the winner...".
For a moment Galih was silent again.His gaze was fixed on Tiara who was standing in front of him with a considerable distance away.feeling guilty because Tiara was able to know that, Tiara, though Galih has been trying to hide the feelings that are still left for Alya.
But, yeah, that's what it looks like. Alya does still have a place in Galih's heart even today.
"Yes, because you are my first love Alya." replied Galih.
Galih's answer really made Alya smile happily, because maybe that's the answer she will remember all her life.
because there are still people who love themselves when everyone hates Alya.
"Thank you." replied Alya.
"Now, I will release you Gal.." said Alya confidently along with Galih's footsteps that immediately stopped right beside Tiara. for the girl to also hear what Alya said just now.
"I sincerely let you go with Tiara. I support your relationship. and I do not want to take you anymore. because you have made me happy simultaneously...".
Tiara was moved by Alya's words, until unconsciously her hand stretched out to touch the head of Alya. caressed him very gently even though it still shook to hold the haru.
likewise with Galih, the man was speechless.his tongue was too faint to just say Thank you.
"Let's walk again Gal.. I can fall asleep later.." protested Alya because long enough Galih no longer stepped along the beach.
"Yes." replied Galih and they stepped back followed by Tiara behind him.
Does this feel like shaking? it felt really light on my chest.
"Gal, what day do you remember?" ask Alya.
"Yes.." replied Galih confidently "The date of your parents' death right?", this morning he accidentally saw the date on his phone screen and it turned out to be the same event that had happened in his past.
"I just want you to remember this date in addition to other dates...".
"Why?" tanya Galih doesn't understand.
"Because now this date is mine." replied Alya. "Maybe this date is the date that will be engraved in my belly button later...".
Degg, Galih's heart seems to stop beating.His eyes began to heat up hearing Alya's words just now.His heart rumbled to realize the premonition that Alya was really going to leave him.
"No... I've asked you to come to my wedding later right? are you on purpose?" nagel Galih's.
"Stupid.." Alya recounted that he had released Galih, but in fact Galih still wanted to see him in the future.
"I'll be able to see you from a distance." comfort Alya.
"But Gal... Can I meet my Mom and Dad up there?" alya asked worriedly, she was afraid that in the end, Alya would return alone in her new world.
"Yes.lo will meet them," entertain Galih.
"You sure?".
"Of course. you will be met. cuddle and let go of longing.." replied Galih.
"Then? tell me again Gal... tell me again to make me feel happy later.." pinta Alya.
"Lo will meet your parents wearing a beautiful white dress and also very beautiful makeup... laughing and being the happiest." said Galih while Alya was silent without answering anything.His eyes were increasingly soft but still heard clearly Galih's words.
"Lo's still listening to me, isn't he?" ask Galih, making sure that Alya is still breathing.
"Hm.." answered Alya.
"Lo will sit all day between chrysanthemums, enjoy the atmosphere and occasionally count how many petals the flower has.." continued Galih.
"And you won't be alone anymore.to see us from up there.and..-," Suddenly Galih's speech came to a halt when he felt the link of Alya's hand slipping on his chest. alya's body seemed entirely resting on Galih's back made the man stop his steps.
"Yes.." call him.
Galih's eyes heat up and the tears pool, disturbing his vision.
"Alya... you're horrifying me isn't it?" asked again, but still did not get any answers from the woman.
While Tiara who had been walking behind him immediately closed her mouth.His face immediately turned red with tears falling down her cheeks.
"Alya.." call Tiara in a chaotic and sorrowful voice.
Still with a standing position holding Alya, Galih sobbed.her tears fell just like that. alya's departure this time was much painful compared to that time.
"If you can choose, I want Lo dead Alya...".
Galih's words a while ago were like a boomerang to him. Galih was once so evil that she wished Alya had died from being too disappointed.
and right now, Galih's words had truly come true. Alya actually died before her own eyes and head.
Goodbye Alya...
Together with the twilight, Alya leaves the world, leaving behind a place that has always made her suffer and alone... Alya realized that of the many people who hated him, there were still people who were so sincerely crying over his departure.
But, Dusk always leads cheerfulness into darkness.
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Sad yak...
Who used to hate Alya... Is it still hate or even pity????
Comment a lot and Sorry was the nabur onion... Lop you guys a lot...