
The feud between Kahfi and Ihsan continued until noon, where we were all enjoying lunch together
'' move.'' tell Kahfi when he wants to sit on the table.
'' what the hell bang, I've been sitting really gini, even told to move, want to move where else I am, anyway this is my seat since the beginning.'' said Ihsan remained sitting on the bench that he used to sit on
'' you moved Ihsan.'' Kahfi growled.
'' what the hell bang, from earlier the feeling of emotion continued, until I was expelled, this is my seat for a long time..'' Ihsan kept sitting in his place
I who already understand the character of Kahfi can only sigh long, as well as mama
'' just move Ihsan.. Here tukeran same place brother.'' I said to Kahfi.
Choose to mediate to his two so that they do not quarrel like this morning
'' This brother why the hell, grandiose emotions, I will only ask God, the rest is one, like a wife as soft as a sister-in-law, am I wrong anyway bang.'' upset Ihsan looked at Kahfi
'' yes.. Not like Abang's wife is also.'' said Kahfi sewot
'' idih.. I'm just asking for her tenderness and beauty.'' said Ihsan still sitting in her place.
I really want to get his second head, and I want to beat his second, my patience has run out because they both
'' can't ya, don't quarrel.'' My teeth are already struggling staring at the two of them.
if I had been like that, the two of them would have been quiet and obeyed what I said, and sure enough, they both just kept quiet and lowered their heads not daring to look at me
'' Ihsan... Sit here.'' My jolt hit the bench next to me.
Until the priest was shocked because I hit the seat next to me too hard
'' surprised me.'' said mas imam.
mama just laughed amusedly looking at the priest who was surprised because of my anger at my two sisters who were in front of me
'' move no.'' asked me again in a heavy and loud voice
'' yes brother.'' said Ihsan lowered his head.
He moved the place right next to me, where the seat belonged to Aisyiah and next to her
'' loh bang, why sit there..'' Aisyiyah looked at the confused Ihsan who was sitting on the porch of this house
'' you move to sit in front of your brother, let him be satisfied.
While Ihsan and kahfi no one would dare if my voice was immediately angry with the two of them
This is our daily life, if one of them quarrels, sometimes I am the mediator between the two
Even so, I am still spoiled when there is time and his time is not always fierce and gluttonous
Although sometimes I am spoiled in front of them, but they are afraid also when I am angry
***
until a month had passed, the priest was still as usual, more silent noiseless
Sometimes it makes me careless about the priest, his body with me, but his mind and heart are everywhere
What's more after getting word, that Karin has married someone else, mas imam is no longer like himself
" What keeps you up this way." I asked annoyed
How not to upset the heart of a wife, I want to separate, she does not want, I stay with her, she does not consider me beside her
" Hem.." she looked slowly at me
" what keeps mas going like this, try to say honestly, I'm tired mas, I'm not strong anymore if you keep this up... I'm a woman mas, at least at the wedding I want to have a husband that's like out there.."
" at dear, in spoiled husband, in understand husband, when husband works and comes home, hear his complaints, this. look mas, raga mas is indeed with me, the husband, but my heart and mind are out of nowhere, I'm a normal human being, I also have a limit of patience, not all of which I can be patient, if mas continues like this I better get out of the life of the mas priest, I give up the mas face mas.."
" it's not that I don't want to defend our relationship, but look... Look at yourself mas, do you feel like you have a wife, even though you live in a papa neighborhood, I see mas here like a very constrained with me.." I said firmly
I'm tired of everything, tired of the mind body and soul, I want certainty, not like this that even a lot of silence and rarely speak.
" i. I. am still confused." said the priest nervously.
" what you are confused about, just say mas, I will hear you and I will listen to what you will say later." answered me quickly
" because sooner or later, the breakup is bound to happen.
I don't know who will leave first.
Either Me.
Either the priest.
Either we both."
" You know, time together can't be created? if not to be enjoyed together."
" Preciate each other.
Mutually remind.
Take care of each other."
" Let's not let our togetherness be broken because of ego. Because other things may not be more important than anything else, including our current relationship. Because of unconsciousness, that time together might just end at any time."
" Sometimes and often, regret comes when it's over, I don't want it to happen."
" if that happens, maybe I choose not to go back to the same time, I don't want to repeat it mas.."
" Before there's regret, when there's still a chance, and maybe now there's still time to fix it all.."
" don't let regret bring the mas to the deepest abyss, because maybe at that time I won't want to go back to the mas, because once a mas loose me, I am, that's where I'm going to go away from the priest, because I feel that I'm the one who is not good to be a wife when together with the mas.."
" maybe at this time mas do not love the people present in the life of mas, may mas More appreciative.. but I never know how I'm next to you, I close my eyes more than open your eyes wide.."
" Because we are married is not a coincidence, I and you were met maybe because of our destiny and our soul mate together"
" It is no coincidence, if the time has come. Me and mas must have been separated by space and time.."
" maybe it's because this matchmaking brought the natural, distant mas closer to me."
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