
" for what else is the legal wife next to her husband, if there is already a loyal actor to be beside her, there is already an actor, so the legal wife does not mean at all." my chirps
Making Karin's pupils dilate when I get my innuendo blatantly in front of all of her
" you're talking about Hanum... Why do you say I'm an actor." asked Karin as if to cover up her mistake
" oh. turns out to be self-conscious if you are the actor... Good deh.. don't be tired I'm taking care of a husband who never considered a wife, and prefer the actor.yeah, already, you take care of it's your heart lover.." I said relax
I will not give a man tribute, because for me a man who can not be loyal it can not be used at all
Don't ask the priest's gaze to me, it's like looking at the other side of me right now
Unconcerned. The tired look of the priest, I was about to pass away again from here
It was very hot to see the two of them did not consider the existence of mama and papa there
" where else are you Hanum." asked Mama when she saw I was about to go out of the room that I thought was stuffy
" want to find the husband of a dear person like Karin to the priestly mas." chirped me to mama
Whether mama will hurt me or how I don't care, papa can only shake his head just staring at me
" Hanum.." call papa when I want to turn the door handle
For a moment I stopped my steps and turned to look at the papa who was staring at me with a gaze I could hardly understand at all
" yes. papa." I said to papa
" you speak the right thing to your mama, it is not good to be involved in one problem and make your mama hurt, papa never gets angry if you yell at your mama in front of papa, papa, but speak the truth in front of your mama. Because your mama is the one who beat you, your problem is where, do not involve mama for your heartache.." said papa gently
It made me turn a lazy eyeball, and stare at the two people who had been watching me
I had to turn my body back and step towards my mom and dad,
" i'm sorry ma.. I didn't mean Hanum to hurt my mom.." I said sincerely to my mom
" yes. mama knows. How you feel, mama has forgiven you really.." said mama smiled broadly at me
" oom.. Aunt, I say yes, and you who, soon to be healed ya.." said his farewell to mama and papa and also to the mas imam.
What he said earlier, Yang. made me want to throw up, there is no more dear call other than that word.
" yes. thank you Karin. already want to look at the priest," said Mama smiled widely at Karin.
Seeing the smile on Karin's face, made me upset and wanted to scratch her face
After Karin's departure, mom and dad also went to find food for us to eat dinner
" Ma. I want to go home." I told my mom
" you say what the hell.your husband again misfortune.you want to go home.." said papa staring at me not believing.
Makes me sigh long when papa has spoken to me
" doesn't want to go home or stay here." asked papa
" Hanum here pa.." I said briefly
A heavy choice in my opinion, because I was actually lazy both in the same room with the mas imam
After the departure of papa and mama, I chose to sit on the sofa provided here, not wanting to approach the priest mas
'' Hanum.'' call the priest slowly.
I pretended not to hear it, I turned myself over by taking the phone in my bag
'' Hanum.. Here.'' said the priest again told me to come closer to his direction.
I do not want to hear the priest, and obey his request, let him alone there, I do not care anymore
I gave a glimpse of the priest descending to his two feet from the top of the bed, and drew an infusion pole not far from him
After successfully pulling his infusion pole, it slowly walked towards me limping
actually, I also pity the current condition of the mas priest, but want to be like any more, I can not change my current feelings that have been burned with anger
'' may I sit.'' said mas imam lirih.
made me shift to the side to set aside a seat for her without making a sound at all
'' I apologize for my treatment all this time, I admit I was wrong with you, my fault is so much with you, so it is not mentioned again..''
'' now it's up to you, I'm resigned to your decision at this time, the more resistant you are tormented to be by my side, maybe the best way for us is to separate..'' his words let out a long breath
For a moment I looked at his face looking straight ahead, with me staring back at the empty bed
'' after I get out of the hospital, and I choose, I will say my intentions to my mom and dad, and I will take care of everything, you don't have to bother coming to the trial later.'' he said again staring at me.
'' how do you think.'' asked anyway.
I was asked only to be silent, had to answer what I am, in fact I also want to separate from him, because I can no longer afford to see the priest mas continue alone with Karin
'' hey.. Do not be silent, please answer me.' said mas imam poking my chin.
'' it's up to you.. Because I can't stand to see you with Karin.
'' sorry, I was wrong from the beginning, I was too selfish from the beginning, now I am self-conscious, if you mind taking care of my son later, then, you can take him well to me.. I also won't forget to give her a living.. Because it is my duty to him, '' said the priest again.
when I was about to answer, said a greeting heard from behind the door of the mas imam's hospital room,
Simultaneously we turned to the door that slowly opened, it was mama and papa who came
Mom and Dad brought the food we were going to eat tonight