
The end of my story, not so long as the matchmaking lasted well, the example was just the two of us
Ending with the farewell, mas imam had embraced me for the last time when the word farewell was really broken
The priest asked for one last request when parting with me, do not limit between him and his son, I accept it all
With the record mas priest can only visit his son later only alone without joining his new wife later
'' actually I have not been willing to let go of you, but this is all for the common good, I have to let you go...? His words in the arms of our peace
Actually I was the same, but I could not reveal it properly to the priest, just this hug that I feel warm
The priest seemed sincere in embracing me, the love in my heart seemed broken when the priest decided to let go of me
my mom and dad can only support the decision of the priest as well as me
" keep your womb well I will always be there when he needs me later.'' he said as he took off our arms.
The priest let me go, and he walked without looking back at me, even though I still hoped for this relationship
But what power, when my soul mate line with her has been cut off until here alone not for as long
'' let's go home, brother.. Don't stay here alone..? invite your mother to embrace me with affection
'' but I still want to be here ma..? I also said to my mom
it was not her intention to refuse my mother's invitation, but I still wanted to stay here for a while
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Three months when my separation between the priests has passed, my Iddah period is also over now
But this longing still exists for him, even though the priest does not appear to me
But I'm getting cranky all the time, sleepless work is not restful the mind drifts somewhere
It turns out that it is also heavy to release someone we already love, even though our love is never reciprocated by it at all,
The real feeling of love is deeper for her, although sometimes I think that I am like a fool
" sister.. There is an invitation." said mom thrust a piece of paper invitation into my hand
I lazily grabbed a piece of the invitation letter, I slowly opened it and put on the face of the priest and Karin's sweet smile there
making me even more scratched by this piece of paper, I immediately rubbed slowly onto the back of the sofa that I was sitting on earlier
" you why brother.." ask .Ama looks panicked looking at my fiance
" ma." said I gave up the sheet of paper to my mother
Mom immediately grabbed it from my hand and saw it,
" yes.. God sis, sorry mom, you don't know if it's from Karin.." quickly she threw it in the kitchen of the invitation letter
" lady.mama... I shouted quickly
mama immediately ran in panic approaching me who was stunned to look down
" why sister." asked mom anyway
" Astagfirullah.kak, you want the birth." asked Mama.
I just shook my head, a sign I didn't know what it was like
" papa.papa ..papa help this child.." mama looks panicked with my fuss
papa who was just wearing a towel ran towards us who were in this living room
" what's the matter." asked Papa when he was close to us
" iiss... Papa, don't even pack clothes.. Spout over there put on his shirt first.. Look at this child, want to be born.." said mama looks annoyed with papa
" how much papa wants to wear clothes, mama shouted so much that papa panicked.." papa passed away to go back to his room
mama rushed my death towards my room, maybe mom would take my equipment and also my baby candidate
" ma.. Papa's got this shirt on.. Let's get you to the hospital." said papa approached with a key in his hand
Mama came in a hurry carrying a large suitcase I deliberately provide for a place of clothing to the hospital later
" this is pa.. Pick up the child." said mama
With a swift papa lifted my body from the sofa carrying me out of the house
" pa.. Brother can still walk.." said I refused in the carrying by papa
" oh.. Yes kah.. Papa thought he could no longer walk." said papa chuckling
" uh.. In fact laugh there anyway pa, the serious one was lifting his son ntar fell down.." said mama look annoyed staring at us both in the middle of the way out the entrance
" yes ma.. This brother asked for his own way.'' said papa decreased me slowly.
'' lifted up anyway pa.. Let's quickly leave her.'' mama's nag.
'' no need to ma.. Let brother walk slowly.'' said I broke the debate between mama and papa.
this morning everyone was not home, while the others chose to stay in their homes
only sometimes they come home and go again at night, when their stomachs are empty
'' in papah pa.. Not in the fire.. Later fell his son how.'' mama's nagging again heard when papa wanted to open the car door for me.
'' papa is always wrong in your mama's eyes.. Dizzy papa see your mama it.'' said papa at a glance look at the mother who entered the suitcase into the back of the trunk.
'' it's just papa love half-dead same mama.'' I chuckle grimacing.
enduring the pain and seeing papa's funny expression when it went awry in mom's eyes
'' his sister your mama has a lot of love papa offspring anyway.'' said papa smiled broadly looking at mama.
'' it's just mama panicking here.. Why do you two look relaxed so.'' mama's eyes look at us red as if to pounce on us both with papa.
'' the patient ma.. His brother again just the entrance, in wait aja anyway.'' said papa staring at mama with Patience.
I slowly got into the car followed by my mom, when I was sitting right, then papa closed the door well
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