
With my incantation steps towards the courtroom,
there are three lecturers ready to berate my thesis. Shaking this sense of body,
freaked out? Sure oes. I feel like a cat doused in water,
frail and painful. But everything went well, though,
the questions asked by the examiner lecturer, were exhausted with
the arguments that hit. Until ******* a sigh of relief comes out of the lips
my tiny. When my kilerku lecturer said,
‘Well you can leave this place,
wait for the results in front of the room!’
‘Thank you sir,’ my nod politely.
At five o'clock in the afternoon, I received the announcement
with joy even friends who happen to be a session with me. Scratch
happiness was radiating from their faces. Our job is done, it's over
the heavy weight we felt all along. Redeemed by one word ‘lulus’
When I jump up and down the corner
second floor near the courtroom. He passed by, the man who had been filling up all this time
my days and dreams. I was stunned when I accidentally netted
vented him. Even when he went sideways and exhaled
his breathing was hard, and his jaw tightened perfectly.
‘Is he still angry?’ my inner. Me too
down when he passed in front of me like the wind. As if I didn't think
I don't exist. ‘Why is it my fault?'
(one month ago)
‘Suti..ada guest tuh’, son of my boarding mother.
calling from behind the bed.
‘Who, mbak?’
‘Don't know, he said he's your classmate’.
‘Already asked, whose name?’ answer me
with witty eyes.
‘How to know, I don't think he's a friend
deeh's class. If so I know and know all’.
‘What men women’, more me with
laziness.
‘Male, quickly meet there. I think he
I'm already impatient. Just look at his expression. Confusion and fidget’.
‘Hah! My answer. ‘Things I didn't make a deal
with somebody. Especially college friends. Not like yesterday?’
my feelings are too bad for not imagining yesterday's events. When there is
someone who claims to know me even claims to be my lover. As well as
edan again he said ‘lover from my past’.
‘Wire!’ at the time of my relationship with Mas Hendri
not going smoothly. Because of the presence of ‘Widya’ odd girl from class
morn. Which continues to destroy and destroy our relationship. Especially when
netraku accidentally saw the girl spoiled in Hendri's arm
after the lecture hours. Very friendly.
While he claimed to be my lover
replying with a sweet smile, as if giving the odd man a million
hopefulness.
‘Shameless actor basis!’ my hardik's inside
hearts.
My eyes are red, my hands are clenched. Want time
it was also my claws of that beautiful face. I kick it with my silat.
Until he fell down and bled. But what is my day. It's the neighborhood
college and I can't be reckless. Or Hendri's good name is smeared
from the best students and the institution where he works.
‘Yaah..’dia took the afternoon lecture because of the morning
had to work as an engine technician at an airline company. Ever
little did he reveal his identity, if the lecture he is currently living
only as a prerequisite to go to a higher level of office. I
A month later.
Stop by night performing arts graduation,
into the ears. Ika, my best friend, has been mangosteen shake left right
following the rhythm of his favorite song, if only I hadn't tied him up
with the dance shawl I brought from the boarding house this afternoon, maybe he's already
prancing around like a doormat.
My netraku glanced at every move of my bestie
these.
‘Wow’ really doesn't have the slightest lara in
her life. Happy until old age! Just a month ago, he broke up
with the lover of his heart that arema. But strangely, not a little bit sad
imprinted on her beautiful semi-Arabic face.
I get a look at the hall and
every corner of the room is dimly lit, but I did not catch the silhouette ‘Hendri’,
where is she?’ my inner. When tiredness enters my body and soul, I
only able to duck and keep crying in the heart.
‘How stupid am I, which is every day
every ******* my breath, still hope and depend on it’.
‘Woii, you are going crazy ya’, Ika shouted close
my ear.
‘Hadeew, can't use that shout. I
not deaf tau!’
‘He....he...thank you, Kirain is crazy. Discharged
ngedumel was alone from now on. Why not, mayangin si Hendri again. Already
don't think about it, just enjoy the entertainment tonight. Dudem, girl! When will we again
enjoy this fun night. We'll be preoccupied again
with jobs and careers’.
‘Oh come on, Suti, don't cry, please! Move
on! There are still a lot of idle guys out there for us to bluff,
okay’, the rayunya again entertaining.
‘Lazy, ah! Most like him, nyakitin
liver’.
‘If you're lazy just sleep sono! Make eye tails
as much as possible!’
‘Sleeping on stage, crazy you yes. Could
thrown my tomatoes, same audience. Moreover, the FPOK child, on a violent if
listen to their favorite song. You see, over there! Si Yono Sama Hari,
haduuh, shake it all the way. Left right hand, fortunately they are one
class if not, already thrown into the room next to the child’, I shuddered in horror
imagined it.
‘Udah, don't think about it. Enjoy a girl, though,
our last night on campus nih’, Ika said again while shaking
follow the music on stage.
‘Eh, Suti, look who else is performing.
Neeek's idol! Wuuuuh!’
‘Oh, basic immoral beings’, umpatku
in heart. When the figure appeared on the stage. My first love in college. But
strangely, there was nothing memorable in our relationship that was established for a year.
The first year was full of jokes and laughter
old-fashioned and conventional dating style. Walk together, eat
and there is never the same affection as a couple.
I smiled a little remembering the moment
those. As if I understood the signal I was sending. Jodi stared
it'll be right at me before he starts the show.
Hysterical screams from ciwi-ciwi majors
Language and finance filled the room accompanying her appearance. ‘Really
true idol’.