
A hotel in the middle of the city.
“Hei women quickly clean yourself”, the command is rude.
“What do you want, I do not want to be touched by disgusting creatures
like you. Just be careful if you dare”, I put the horses to kick it.
“Don't dream of you anyone who wants to touch used goods
like you. Remember yes even though we are husband and wife I will not be willing to wear
items that have been touched by people”.
“Good then, so I don't have to bother serving
obscure creatures like you”, I briefed.
“Where does he have such thoughts”, my inner self. “Aah let it be
indeed I thinkin”.
“Blaaaam!” room door slammed.
Jay walked out of the room with reddened eyes and clenched
hands towards the sofa in the middle of the room and dropped his body. His fist
repeatedly directed to the bearing of the chair in front of him.
“Buk....buk”, the sound of the punch collides with the padded padding.
Unconcerned. Just clean the makeup on the face and take off
hair ornament, I immediately lay down on the kingsize bed and fell asleep
pulas while reviewing this little smile on the lips. Satisfied.
The esokan day.
“Truuuut...truuuut”, phone call repeatedly.
“Halo, yes ma. What's up early in the morning calling?”
“You're home today Jay?”
“Iya ma, later after lunch”.
“Good, mom wait ya”.
“Oke”, sahut short as a sign approve request.
Hearing that rushed me to the bathroom to clean myself up,
I know Jay who is busy answering his mother's questions. Waterworks
warm from the shower I enjoy with all my heart while humming Adele song
titled ‘Someone like you’ so as to erode my annoyance at him.
It didn't last long when I heard a bang from the door,
“Suti quickly out I also want to go to bathroom”.
“Bentanggung nih”.
“You're taking a shower what's sleeping anyway. It's noon I'm hungry. You want me
starve to death here. Wear all singing, crisp sound also”.
“Still mending my voice is from your Marcella it”.
“Don't bring him in this case Suti or...”.
“Or what Jay, I'm not afraid”, my challenge.
The Cartwright residence.
After the drama at the hotel this morning. This is where we are now in the mansion
the Cartwright. Not surprised by all the indoor and outdoor decorations
there, I seemed to enter another dimension of the dejavu space. Familiarity with all
things that are in front of the eyes. Makes me chuckle slowly.
While Jay just observes all my movements with a spotlight
his sharp eyes, as grim as the eyes of a giant snake in my dream. Tak
ignoring me, I asked one of the housekeepers
welcome us near the second floor stairs,
“Where is my bedroom, what's in the corner of that hallway?” lift up
chin pointing.
“Wati, take young mistress' suitcase upstairs!”, said Jay suddenly.
“Iya tuan”.
“Eh”, my jolt is in shock. Slowly align the steps to Jay
and whispered in his ear. “We don't sleep in the room, right?”
“Remember during this house there is a mama, do not try to escape to
other rooms. We have to show affection as a real husband and wife,
understood”, firmly Jay.
“OK, alright”, sahutku limp. While following Wati who started
climb the stairs one by one to the second floor.
At dinner in the dining room.
“Good night dear. You're so fresh. Enough rest?”
hugging me possessive.
“Ehm yes aunt. Good night”, I say politely.
“Oh no, don't call me aunt. Call mommy like that
done Jay. Because you are now part of this family. Isn't it Jay?”
he said while kissing Jay's cheek dear.
“Sure mom, should it, right honey?” jay answered while hugging
waist tight.
“Heem”.
“Let's eat”, Jay answered while pulling a chair for me. “Mau
eat what dear”, bargain again while kissing my right cheek affectionately before sitting down
in the chair after.
“Anything dear”, sahutku.
“You want what menu Indonesia, Chinnese what Continental. All
it's available here. And it tastes like the cuisine of the horizon hotel chef place
I used to pentas”, netraannya glanced at me full of intent.
I can only afford to gawk.
“Jay don't nosy about your wife!” mediates.
“What the hell mam, I just reminded him of our sweet memories, yeah
right sweety?”
I kicked Jay's leg under the table while whispering, “don't be pretentious
friendly deh lu”.
“Remember Suti our initial agreement as long as there is mama”, reply Jay
“Ha..ha you're right Jay”, I pat her cheeks slowly.
Mom just smiled at the behavior of both of us.
Soon all the waiters in the dining room started
serving food on a plate according to their taste. I
who does not really like the continental menu just ask to take the menu
chinnese and Indonesia are my favorite capcays and hodgepodge. For dessert, though,
fruit pudding becomes this awkward dinner cover.
Netraku glanced at Jay's plate, he chose a complete European menu
with appetizer, main course and dessert. Cleared in mind, “dia
his taste has changed”. Still remembered in memory if we used to like
one meal of gado-gado neng Hindun on the roadside of Arjuno, near the campus
‘Bens’.
Although there are so many menu options that are friendly in the pocket, no
he once changed the food that was my choice. In other words
what I liked Jay followed him. He is very loving and loving
as if I were the center of his world.
“It's done dear”, ask suddenly.
“Ehmm su-sudah”, I replied stuttering.
“Good, want to go straight to bed what was the movie in the home room first
theatre”.
“You have that space Jay?” many enthusiast.
“Of course”.
“Jay bring Suti to know the room in this house one by one, so not
lost!”, mama's orders.
“OK mam, I'll take him around”.
“Alright, you young people have fun. Mama rest
used to be in kamar”.
“Good night mam, sweet dreams”, I said while hugging her.
“Good night baby, you too. Happy adventuring”.
“Thank you mam”.
After Laura Cartwright's death, we were the only two in the room
these. The silence ruled for a few minutes, as I began to ask,
“We are touring around the house?”
“Hem”.
He is a great tour leader, no room inside
the mansion was left behind to be explained clearly. When we arrive at an
the room was covered by a Japanese carved teak door, Jay said that it was
is a family museum where the storage of family historical items, the,
a thousand year old collection of antiques.
“Em...we will enter it Jay?” I wonder when language
his body did not appear to be about to open the door of that space.
“No, I didn't bring this space key. And you can't
sassy entered. Not even everyone in this house can. Except mama
and two employees of our family trust who usually clean up
kamer”.
“Why?” I'm still curious.
“Aaah, you will not understand”.
“Yeah it's up to lah”, I said indifferently.
While in the bedroom.
After brushing my teeth and taking ablution water, I prayed isya’
a little late because of the tour. I held the prayer mat in the corner of the room,
offering prayers that never get bored before God. Begging for mercy
all sins and ask for salvation.
On the bed Jay just looked at me in silence as if coming along
dissolve in prayer and say, “amin”, in heart. His eyes soften
eroded already the cruelty that he had always shown all this time. I'm a little
smile at that.
“You didn't sleep”, asked Jay suddenly.
“Mau, I've sleepy”.
“Then why just stand there, come”, command him while
patting the pillow next to him.
“Oh....oh”, batinku. “No I don't want to happen things that
we don't want”, I replied instantly.
“Things we don't want”, says Jay start rough.
“Emmm, the husband and wife relationship”.
“What's wrong with that. Aren't we the couple who are syah”.
“But Jay didn't you promise not to touch me
until your heart is willing to accept me back to what it used to be”.
“Ah is up. Anyway, where do I want to receive used goods
use someone else”, he replied ketus.
“What does it mean?” my nadaku started to rise.
“No need to shout, isn't what I said true?”
“Your difficulty is”, I said exasperatedly.
Lost was the natural familiarity that occurred between us some
just a moment ago. The night grew and I finally chose to sleep
jay's temporary sofa was resting rough on a kingsize bed
that's.
Sleeping in a gouge, I blinked my eyes many times
trying to remove the uncomfortable feeling, how difficult.
Until finally imagined my real mother's face in the mind, my smile reviewed on the lips
while falling asleep.