
With my incantation steps towards the courtroom, there were three lecturers who
ready to clear my thesis. Shaking this sense of body, “fear? Of course”.
I feel like a kitten doused in water, frail and
wrenching. But everything went well, the questions were
submitted by the examiner, I answer with arguments that affect.
Till ******* a sigh of relief came out of my tiny lips. When my testing lecturer
say,
“Alright you can leave this place, wait for the results in
front room!”
“Thank you sir”, my nod is polite.
At five o'clock in the afternoon, I received the announcement with great joy
friends who happened to be one session with me. The letters of happiness
emanated from their faces. Complete our task, after it is a heavy burden
which we have felt all this time. Redeemed by one word “lulus”.
As I was jumping around in excitement in the corner of the second floor near the space
the trial. He passed by, the man who had been filling my days and dreams. I
stunned when inadvertently netraku berhirobok with him. Even time
he pokes sideways and exhales loudly, as well as his jaw
tightening perfect.
“Is he still angry?” my inner. I also looked down when he
passing in front of me like the wind. As if I didn't think I existed. “Why
what's my fault?”
(one month ago)
“Suti, there are tuh” guests, my boarding mother's son calls from behind a mosquito net
chamber.
“Who, mbak?”
“Don't know, he said he's your classmate”.
“Already asked, whose name?” answer me with
rubbing witty eyes.
“How to know, I don't think it's your classmate. If so
kan I know and know all”.
“What men women”, askaku again with a sense of laziness.
“Male, quickly meet there. I think he's impatient. Tuh
just look at his expression. Confusion and fidget”.
“Hah! . “I don't feel like I'm signing with someone. Especially
college friends. Not like yesterday?” my feelings are not
koruan imagines what happened yesterday.
When someone claims to know me even claims
himself sweetheart. As well as his edging again he said “lover from my past”.
“Wire!” at a time when my relationship with Mas Hendri did not run with
seamless. Because of the presence of ‘Selly’ odd girl from the morning class. Which continues
they destroyed and destroyed our relationship. Especially when I was netraku
accidentally saw the girl spoiled in Hendri's arm after the hour
lecture underway. Very friendly.
While he who claimed to be my lover reciprocated with
smiling sweetly, as if giving the geeken a million hopes.
“Shameless actor basis!” my hard drive is in my heart.
My eyes are red, my hands are clenched. I want that moment too
those pretty face claws. I kick it with my silat. Until he
slumped and bled. But what is my day. This is the campus environment and
I can't act recklessly. Or the good name of Hendri smeared from
best student and the institution where he works.
“Yaah.he took the afternoon lecture because the morning had to work as.
an engine technician at an airline company. He has revealed a little
his identity, if the lecture he is currently living is only a prerequisite
to get to a higher level of office. I maklum”.
I met Hendri in the living room. He looked agitated many times
look at his watch. I who was uncomfortable with his behavior snorted
rude and asked,
“What's Hend?”
“Can you meet me later tonight at Horizon hotel?”
“Eem is important to me. The office held a family gathering event
and the bachelor is asked to bring his future wife”.
“Is it mandatory?”
“Should Suti I do not want to be humiliated with my solitude ini”,
the door is hopeful.
“Baiklah”.
“I'll pick you up, okay”.
“No need, just tell me where the show will be
organized”.
“In the hall Orchid, second floor”.
“Heem”.
A month later.
Stop by the evening graduation art stage, get into the ears. Ika, ike,
my best friend, already mangut-manggut shake left right to follow the rhythm of the song
her favorite, if only I hadn't tied her belt with a dance scarf
what I brought from the boarding house this afternoon, maybe he was prancing around
like an infidelity person.
My netraku glanced at every move of my bestie.
“Wow”, really have not a single lara in his life. Happiest
keep getting old! Just a month ago, he broke up with the boy
that arema's heart. But strangely not the slightest bit of sadness was printed on the face
semi Arabnya beautiful charming.
I get a view to the corner of the hall and every corner of the room
nan is dimly lit, but I can't catch the silhouette of “Hendri, where is he?” my inner.
When tiredness seeps into my body and soul, I can only look down
and keep the crying in the heart.
“How stupid am I, who every day every ******* my breath, my breath,
still hope and depend on him”.
“Woii, you are going crazy ya”, Ika shouted near my ears.
“Hadeew, can't use that shout. I'm not deaf tau!”
“He....he...thank you, Kirain is crazy. After mengedumel alone
from earlier. Why not, mayangin si Hendri again. It's not to be thought of, though,
enjoy some entertainment tonight. Dudem, girl! When can we enjoy
this fun night. We will soon be preoccupied with
jobs and careers”.
“Oh come on, Suti, don't cry, please! Move on! There are many
tuh the idle guys out there for us to scowl, okay”, he said
any more.
“Lazy, ah! Most like him, nyakitin liver”.
“If you're lazy just sleep sono! Make as many eyes as possible!”
“Sleeping on stage, crazy you yes. Can throw my tomatoes, same
onlooker. Especially the FPOK child, on the grim if you hear your favorite song
them. You see, over there! Si Yono equals Hari, haduuh, his wobble
to the extent. Left-right corner, it's good that they're one class otherwise,
already thrown into the room next to the child”, I shudder in horror at imagining it.
“Udah, don't think about it. Enjoy a girl, our last night
on campus nih”, Ika said again while ringing to follow the music in the
stage.
“Eh, Suti, look who else is performing. Neeek's idol! Wuuuuh!”
“Oh, basic immoral creature”, my curse in heart.
When the figure appeared on the stage. My first love in college. But
strangely, there was nothing memorable in our three-year relationship.
The years are full of jokes and laughter with conventional dating styles.
That is walking together, eating and there is never free** as appropriate
another couple of lovers.
I smiled a little considering the moment. As if understanding
with the signal I sent. Jodi stared at me for a moment before she
started show.
Hysterical screams from ciwi-ciwi majoring in Language and finance
filled the room with his appearance. “Really true idol”.