
This hospital I'm in, it's clean, and the plants are neat, but surprisingly all the nurses are ignoring me, even walking like the undead.
"Lani, don't you feel like there's something weird here?", I asked lani
Apparently a pirate, has the same feeling as me.
"Ssssttt, we should find a way, so we can get out of here" said Lani.
"Yes deck", my fear became so when I saw, the patients who were near me were like the undead.
"Papaaa banguuun" said lanimenggonggang shake papa's body
"Well, why is his body stiff", said Lani to me
akuoin got up limped, carried the burden on my stomach, meant to wake up papa.
"Father wake up, please don't scare us" I said in a panic.
"Papaaaaaaa!", I shouted
"Hanaa, you're having another nightmare, son" said papa
He then gave me water in the dipper, as a repellent if having nightmares.
"Pa, my stomach is heartburn again" I said
"Lani, look for rickshaws, we have to go to the hospital immediately" said papa.
5 Minutes later came. The rickshaw picked us up, papa himself and me both with lani.
"Duhh!", I moaned I thought my legs could no longer step
My hips hurt so much, when I stepped into the hospital, my water suddenly broke.
The nurses immediately acted and lifted me into the delivery room, it did not take long to give birth, finally I cleaned my baby after going through a quite difficult process.
"Any, your baby didn't cry huh han" said papa
"That's common, sir" said a nurse who handled the hana
"Your husband knows not yet, if you have given birth?", asked papa.
"Udah kok pa, so we video call" I replied.
I looked at my son's calm face, born when his father was on state duty.
[Give him the name of Abdi Setya Bhayangkara deck] Kak anwar message
[yes sister] reply me
After that there was no news from brother Anwar, up to months.
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"Have you heard from Anwar yet?", asked Edo who called me.
because every time there's a problem, it's where I confide.
"Not ed, I'm so worried about this, kak anwar what's going on" I said
"Patience is hana, it could be that there is only an important task" said Edo comforting me.
But I was still worried, even though my feelings felt something was not right.
"Sorry sir, I want to ask you about my husband who is on duty to natuna island?", I asked my husband's boss when I visited his office.
"Their news is good, ma'am, it's probably that Anwar is very busy" said the commander.
Honestly, that answer doesn't calm me down.
"Take to your rabb, when you face problems" said an ustadz while giving tausiyah.
My heart was a little calm, when I heard that tausiyah, it was cold to fill my heart making me sure, everything would be fine.
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Brother Anwar feels more and more away from my life, even the news is not heard anymore.
"Hana, let's just say son, it may be true what muhrim said, if anwar family nemandang lowly our tribe, it could be news about the rejection of anwar's parents is right son" said papa.
"No pa, brother anwar's family can't be that way" I said in disbelief.
"No, brother Anwar loves me so much, there's no way he could have just left me" my heart said.
Because I did not want to hear the news that is not clear, I drove myself to meet anwar kak family who are in one of the districts in sulsel.yg famous for its very high customs and culture.
My journey had to go through ferry crossing overnight, and still had to travel a few hours, until arriving at the hometown of anwar.
"Sorry, I'm looking for anwar's house that TNI AL, where's the house?", I asked a group of young men who were hanging out on the side of the road.
"O yes, thank you" I said.
"Yes ma'am, the same" said the young man.
I also stepped into the house with a raging feeling of wass, between the feeling of doubt, anxiety and fear.
"Assalamu alaikum", I said fearfully
"Wa alaikum salam, please come in", replied the woman who greeted me with a full glance.
"Sorry, who are you looking for?", he asked as he stared at the man in my sling.
From the way he asked, I can draw a conclusion, the owner of this house is very arrogant.
"Did anwar never tell mom?", I asked in a slow voice.
"Oo so you're the tolaki's wife?", asked the woman who I thought was Anwar's mother
"Yes ma'am", I said.
Then he went inside for a long time, making me tormented in my solitude here, while the servant began to fidget in my arms.
"Cup cup cup, be patient son" I said
Faintly I heard the voice of people chatting from inside with a language that I did not understand, they still continued to chat.as if forgetting if there are people who come to see you from afar.
"This is the culture of those who claim to worship, but do not appreciate guests", my father.
I'm leaving this house when a man comes to greet me.
"You're anwar's wife?", he asked
"Yes sir", I answered briefly.
"This is anwar's son?", asked the father again, who also seemed to dislike my arrival, his eyes very clearly rejecting my presence.
"Anwar did not tell me if he would marry a tolaki girl, which I think is very taboo to marry" he said again.
"So when did you come?", he asked again
A question that does not consider me a son-in-law, even touching my son they are not willing, even though the servant is their grandson.
"So noon sir", I replied calmly.
"Your color comes from far away, you can stay here but sorry only last night" said his father Anwar.
At least there was no hospitality in his face, making me even more sure I would never be able to enter the Anwar family..
"Sorry sir, I just wanted to ask Anwar, because he never told me again?", I asked.
"You don't need to know anwar anymore, he must choose between his parents or return to you again" said his father Anwar
"Yes, it's in vain that I send anwar to reach his title, then marry a girl like you who is not cultured", said anwar's mother really felt lightning struck me in broad daylight.
"Sorry sir, my mother did not come here to listen to the insults that had a tubi, but wanted to know the news" I said.
"Anwar has been betrothed to a noble girl, so understand, stop wishing again on anwar" said his mother Anwar.
I immediately stood up, and carrying my bag, this house does not deserve me to live in again, even if only to stay overnight.
"How are you?", asked a woman in a PNS uniform who ran into me at the door.
"Yes", I said, forcing a smile on him.
"Let's go back in, you can't go" said the woman, then took the man from my sling.
He half forced me into his room.
"Sister", I said
"Don't payeni them, I'm anwar's brother" he said again.
The woman laid the man on her bed and then invited me to chat.
"Why did you arrive here, then where is Anwar?", asked him which made me very surprised..
"I myself do not know brother, Anwar has been 2 years no news" I said.
"Kok can, as far as we know, Anwar is with you", said brother hafsah, he said anwar.
"He went to Natuna kak duty permit, after that Anwar brother lost contact, but said his father and mother brother earlier, he said he had been betrothed to another woman" I said.
"Hussshhh, don't listen to them, they are just hitchhiking here, they are distant relatives of the late mother" said brother hafsah
It turns out that my two in-laws are dead, and the family who hitchhiked here seems to hate me a lot