The Mystery of Tolaki Girl Beauty
miscarry

Hana rubbed her increasingly bloated stomach the result of her illegal relationship with Nawir.

He imagined how difficult his life would be to have a baby out of wedlock, he must get gossip from people who feel strange about the birth of a baby without a husband.

"Mama, are you pregnant?", the servant arrived.

kontan Hana quickly covered her stomach with a towel.

"Mama's not pregnant, just a little fat" said Hana covering up her pregnancy.

Abdi looked at his mother with a sense of wonder.although he was only 6 years old, he was quite understanding of the condition of his mother who was pregnant, because he had heard his mother's chat with a man who impregnated him.

"By you sleep first yes, mom wants to go out for a while" said hana

Abdi was silent to look at his mother who just left, just like that,in the heart of the servant was astonished to see the change of his late mother who often vomited.he also often left his mother until late at night just alone with his little sister, who was still a child,sometimes the man who had to make his sister milk because his mother seemed to not care anymore.

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Hana POV.

I feel more anxious, because my pregnancy can not be covered again, here and there I find a shaman who can remove the fetus in my stomach.until late at night I am still at the shaman's house.

"I'm sorry I never did that again" the shaman said, rejecting my request.

"Please ma'am, no matter how much I pay you if you're willing to abort my womb" I plead with compassion.

The mother still refused my request subtly because she felt she could no longer persuade the mother, I finally returned empty-handed.

My two children were sound asleep, while I was still thinking about my future fate.

Remembering both my parents who had gone to another realm, as well as my sister who had all left me for so long, I felt so missed for those who had been in my life.

"Father, your son is in big trouble" I said in tears, not feeling I was asleep.

In my sleep, I saw as if I was in such a big room, there was papa, mama, lani, and the woman who always came to me who turned out to be my real mother.

"Hana, drink this water son" said the woman, giving me water in a shell.

The water I drank once gulp, the water felt very cool, so it made my whole body feel cold.At a few minutes later, I felt nausea nausea nausea in my mouth, over time the pain became more unbearable, more unbearable,to make me wake up from sleep.the pain is even more felt, so that it makes me feel like I want to defecate

Immediately to the WC to throw hajat.yap in the Closet, the whole fetus fell all, making me very sad, however the fetus is part of my life, which I very much imagine falling into the Closet just like that.

With my lunglai body, I dragged my body into my room, which might lose consciousness, because my eyes were open, when my servant and youngest child were hugging my body.

"Mamaa, don't leave the servant!".

"Mamaa, if my mother dies who lives with me?", I sayup I heard the sound of the cries of my two children, making me realize.

I embraced my two children with great affection

"Mama, won't leave you son", I'll take the heads of my two children.

After that, I tried to get up and clean my blood-soaked body.

I am grateful, can escape from shame, another acquisition, my heart is very sad to part with something that means so much to me, but is a disgrace, the color of not having a husband.

After that incident, I chose to stay away from men, I don't want my life back in trouble because of promiscuity.

My desire is only one, wanting to let go of the bad influences in my life that often come to harm others.