The Nick's Life
Letting Go of Longing

Time has shown at nine o'clock in the evening. The atmosphere in the Ridho residence was already in a desolate state. All the occupants have entered their rooms. Nick helps Iza lie down, after driving her to the bathroom earlier. Then he crawled up onto the bed and laid down beside Iza.

Nick tilted his body to face Iza. His hand pulled Iza's waist, until his wife's position was facing him. Nick's brown netra looked at Iza's face that he never got tired of seeing. For the second time this man fell in love with his wife. Memory loss does not necessarily dampen the sense of love and unfortunately in women who have managed to make his life meaningful.

Nick's back rubbed Iza's cheek gently. His eyes closed, trying to absorb the warm feeling that hit. She brought her face closer and kissed every inch of Iza's pretty face. From the forehead, eyebrows, eyes, cheeks, nose, chin and lastly, Nick clenched Iza's lips. Gently and soulfully the man vindicated the lips he so longed for.

Iza's heart was pounding, as if she had been thrown the first time Nick touched her. The gentleman's tenderness in each of his touches had not changed at all. Nick grabs Iza's hand and puts it around her neck. His hand slipped behind Iza's nape. She began to deepen her kiss. A puff on Iza's lower lip ended their long kiss.

“Not sleepy?” ask Nick.

“I'm afraid to sleep.”

“Why?”

“I'm afraid that if I go to bed and wake up the next day, I'm no longer by my side. I'm afraid this is all a dream. I'm afraid of losing you again.”

“This is not a dream, dear. This kiss is also real,” Nick again kiss Iza's lips.

“Mas promise never to stay with me again?”

“Iya darling. I promise I'll always be next to you.”

Iza's hand grabbed Nick's waist and then tightened his body. The woman thrust her head into the chest of the husband's field. Inhaled her deep scent of Nick's body that could always calm her down.

“Zi. tomorrow we meet Rega's doctor. Said bang Ridho, there is an eye donor for you.”

“Really? Thank God.”

“Tomorrow I also have to meet with doctor Rafli. I have a counseling schedule tomorrow.”

“Counseling?”

“Iya. From the moment I woke up from my coma, I had to go through counseling. It helps me to adapt to my situation. At first I was very frustrated with my condition. Can't remember anything, can't even remember myself. I was directed to be able to control my emotions if a memory appeared in my head. I was trained to sharpen my intuition to remember the people around me. Until I find you.”

“Thank you, don't give up on remembering me. Thank you for not being tempted by other women.”

“Who?”

“Women who were in the hospital at the time, who helped you.”

“Bila? He's Rafli's assistant doctor. He's the resident doctor Rafli asked me to help.”

“What is she beautiful?”

“Why do you ask that? Are you jealous?”

“Can't I be jealous? She must be beautiful, a doctor too, her physique is perfect, it seems like she likes it the same way. Do you really not have the same taste?”

Iza waited for a response from Nick, but not a word came out of her husband's lips. He was stunned when he felt Nick's hand in action unbuttoning his pajamas one by one.

“Mas.”

“From talking about When. How about I carry out my obligations first which I have not run for several months.”

“What obligation mas?”

“Give you an inner living,” whispered Nick in Iza's ear.

Nick's lips again greeted his wife's ripe lips, sipping them alternately at the top and bottom. Then his lips entered Iza's oral cavity, looking for the opponent's tongue then pulled and twisted it, making their kiss deeper and more demanding.

It's been since this afternoon Nick tried to hold back. Seeing the beautiful face of the wife, being close to her, craving the scent of perfume mixed with her scent really makes Nick can not control his desires. The desire to touch Iza was so strong. And tonight, he can't hold it anymore.

“What used to do it often?”

“Hmm.” Iza tightened her arms around Nick's neck.

“How often?”

“Why did I ask you about that?”

“I want to know, how we used to relate.”

Iza did not answer. He was ashamed to answer honestly. Her husband who sometimes can not resist if close to her. The man could be asking for rations from her every night. Especially if he finished coming months, Nick can ask for rations doubled. Considering it was a success to make Iza's cheeks blush.

“Why your cheeks are red hmm.”

“Ng.. nothing.”

“You haven't answered my question.”

“Questions that ma.na..”.

Iza stammered as Nick began to kiss her neck. A des*han escaped her lips when her husband's hand began to crumble one of her twin hills. It was undeniable that he missed this moment so much. Sometimes Iza imagines that Nick is still alive and is touching her. And now, what happened was neither a dream nor a wishful thinking. Her husband is peppering with her. Unable to be held clear circles flowed from the corner of his eyes.

“Why dear? Why crying?” Nick wiped the tears on Iza's cheek.

“I just missed you. I miss our togetherness.”

“I miss you too. Miss you very much.”

Nick buried his lips around Iza's neck and sipped her slowly. His hand slipped behind the wife's back and opened the link of her twin hill cover. Slowly, Nick took off the clothes Iza was wearing until his upper body was not covered by anything. Iza's head looked up as Nick began to kiss and sip his twin hills.

The man straightened his body briefly to remove the t-shirt that wrapped around his body. Iza's hand was then carried to her chest. Iza's palm traced the chest of her husband's field. Then his hand moved around Nick's neck. With her husband's neck on as a pedestal, Iza lifted her body slightly then kissed Nick's chest.

“Sayang..”.

Nick's desire is burning along with the kiss Iza gave him on his chest. He kissed behind the wife's ear and then gave a small bite to her ear lobe. His tongue also traversed Iza's neck, shoulders and chest. Nick's kiss continued to descend tracing the smooth body beneath him. Several times the man kissed his wife's flat stomach.

Iza's body sank as her husband played down there. His hands crept tightly to the end of the pillow, his head held up several times. He was like he was stung by electricity when Nick continuously gave a touch to him. Shortly after, his body shook violently as a warm wave hit him.

The air around Iza's room was increasingly hot due to the activity of two people who were struggling with pleasure. Nick keeps moving to give satisfaction to his wife. He was also trying to reach the heavenly peak which he would soon reach. Sweat points filled his back as his movements accelerated and finally at the end of Iza's long moans and Nick's moans.

“I love you, Zi. love you so much.” Nick kissed Iza's face drenched in sweat.

“I love you too mas,” replied Iza with a stingy breath.

Nick is still on top of Iza. His hand rubbed the sweat on his wife's face, then ended their union just now with a long kiss.

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Ridho looked at his phone after he finished replying to Mina. He reported on the eye surgery plan that Iza will undergo in the next two days. The man was stunned when Mina reported that her ashes would be coming to Bandung. There is still reluctance in Ridho to meet his father. Nick is back with Iza. Somehow Rahardi's reaction later.

Meta went into the room with a cup of warm tea in his hand. She had a cup of tea on the nightstand before the woman sat down beside her husband. Ridho squealed as Meta touched his hand.

“What's bang?”

“Abang new news to ummi about Iza operations. Ummi said, abi also want to come.”

“What brother is still angry with abi?”

“Honest.yeah, brother is still disappointed with abi. Had abi not been stubborn, all bad things would not have happened. Maybe at this time Iza and nick are waiting for the birth of their child.”

Meta hugged her husband's body from the side. She could understand the disappointment her husband felt. A father who is supposed to be the protector of his son actually causes havoc. Meta knows very well how disappointed Ridho is.

“In the eyes of abi, maybe brother is a child of insubordination.”

“I'm sure, abi has realized his mistake.abi also understands brother's disappointment to him. By letting the ummi back on the abi, it shows that there is still affection and care in the heart of the brother for the abi. Abi must be grateful to brother for taking over his duty of guarding Iza and giving him protection.”

“What is wrong if you still can not accept the presence of abi completely?”

“I believe, brother will be able to forgive abi. Brother just still needs time to get rid of disappointment.”

“Because my husband is a good man. My husband is not one who will continue to wallow in disappointment and hatred. Husband, cold outside but warm inside.”

“Your words are so ambiguous.”

“Ambigu how?”

“Cold outside but warm inside. Why do I mean something else from your words.”

Meta who realized the direction of her husband's conversation hurriedly let go of his embrace. The woman stood up then walked towards the nightstand where she placed the teacup. Ridho chuckled at Meta who looked nervous, making him even more happy to tease him. The man stood up and approached his wife. Meta turned around just when Ridho got nearby.

“Drink first the tea, bang,” Meta thrust a teacup on Ridho.

“Let's go, it's still hot. Let it cool for a while.”

Ridho again put the tea cup on the nightstand. Meta held his breath as Ridho's body docked to him in order to reach the nightstand behind him. Just by inhaling the scent of Ridho's body has made Meta lose his mind. She always wished Ridho had touched her. Moreover, it has been four days Ridho did not touch it. That woman was so longing for her husband that he floated. But he also did not dare and was embarrassed to ask first.

“Already night. Let's go to sleep,” take Ridho.

“But the tea is bang.”

“Still hot.”

“Yes later if brother overslept, even not drinkable, mutazir.”

“Ya wait 5 minutes is enough right?”

“Enough. But brother do not fall asleep, later even true sleep. Say... mmpphh.”

Meta's words were cut off just like that as Ridho snatched his lips. Although surprised but no doubt Meta returned her husband's kiss. Now the woman is no longer ashamed of her lips. Ridho's tongue entered and then collided with Meta's tongue, pulling each other, twisting and sharing saliva.

A kiss pauses for a moment to fill their lung cavities. The two continued the lip. The longer, Meta the more skillfully serves her husband's lip game. His hands tightly hugged Ridho's neck, making their kiss grow deeper. Ridho ended his kiss with a light kiss.

Ridho grabbed the teacup while sitting himself at the side of the bed. Drawn Meta to sit on his lap. Slowly the man took a sip of the tea that still felt warm, then pointed the cup of his lips on Meta. While staring at her husband's netra, Meta sipped the warm tea.

After sharing the drink and finishing it, they climbed on the bed, preparing to go to sleep. Meta tightened his body at Ridho then wrapped his hands around his waist. Ridho fixed Meta's hair that was a little messy because of his actions earlier.

“What's your condition? Is it still limp?”

“Alhamdulillah is better, bang. Yesterday I caught a strong wind.”

“Thank God. Don't be so tired. You find someone who can help you take care of home.”

“Our house is not big, bang. I can still take care of it myself.”

“You sure?”

“Huum.. better the money saved for our prospective children later.”

Ridho lifted his body and then revealed the pajamas worn by his wife. Three kisses were given in Meta's stomach which was still flat followed by a swab of his hand.

“May our baby be here soon.”

“Aamiin.”

Ridho again laid his body into its original position. Meta was a little disappointed, he thought that Ridho would make himself. Unknowingly Meta frowned and it was caught by Ridho.

“Why? Kok manyun.”

“Ngga. Just ordinary. If you are rich in gini,” Meta advances his lips to make Ridho laugh.

“Sayang.”

“Hmm.”

“Pada yuk.”

Ask Ridho to make the eyes of Meta sparkle. The woman knew very well the worship that the husband meant. His head nodded vigorously and it succeeded in making Ridho dumbfounded.

“Such excitement. Nungguin yes,” goda Ridho.

“And it's been four days, bang. Tumben aja, gitu.”

“Yesterday we were sick. Brother does not want to worship. Though if you want, say yes, dear.”

“Shame, bang,” Meta pops his head on Ridho's chest.

“Why should I be ashamed? Brother even seneng if you ask first.”

Ridho touched Meta's chin and pointed his wife's face toward him. Then the man put his lips together and put his tongue in it. Meta quickly welcomes Ridho's tongue then pulls it. A hot kiss is created between the two.

Meta's body does not stop moving when she feels the touch of her husband that starts from the top to the bottom. Her husband's game is getting wild and makes himself seem to be thrown into the clouds. Des*han and moans incessantly came out from his lips. Her hands cut her husband's hair, as much as possible to hold strange waves that make it unpleasant to stay still.

The warmth in the next room seemed to rub off onto this room. This married couple also does not want to lose with the CLBK couple next door. They also share the sweat and pleasure. Removing hot air around the room and making the walls of the room absorb des*han and roar their breath.

The expression of love Meta this afternoon made Ridho more excited to work on his wife's rice field. His strength seemed to double, plus four days he had not been to a warm cave where his relics were usually parked. Meta is powerless to stop his raccoons as Ridho continues to give pleasure to him. Even her husband had also started trying other styles of lovemaking. Not just the classic style, as before.

Meta's body began to get tired of serving her husband's game, but she was still not willing to stop feeling this pleasure. Meta's hand gripped Ridho's back tightly as he was again struck by the warm wave. Ridho who is still not up to his peak continues to pump his own.

Meta is getting crazy and drifting as Ridho uses different styles to satisfy him. The roar of her husband's breath was clear along with his increasingly rapid movements. Finally Ridho can get his satisfaction along with the achievement of the wife for the third time.

Ridho's body fell to the side with a breath of breath. The romance tonight is so draining but also so satisfying. It could be because a burden in his life has been lifted. The man turned his head towards Meta who was still trying to regulate his breathing. The wife's clean white skin appears reddish after their hot struggle.

Slowly Ridho straightened his body. He reused his clothes scattered on the floor, as well as Meta. The two then went out of the room to clean themselves in the bathroom outside. Looks like Ridho has to make a bathroom inside his room. The position of the house at the end, making it have excess land that can be used to expand the house.

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Maira grimaced feeling pain in her stomach while upholding after performing the shabuh prayer. Trudgingly he went to bed and sat himself by his side. His hand folded the face used earlier and laid his body.

Maira could not sleep overnight because of the pain that continued to afflict her. He survived because he did not want to make his mother anxious. He thought the pain would gradually disappear, but it did not. His hand felt the nightstand next to him when he heard his phone ring.

Maira's hand rubbed the green icon when she saw Fahrul making the call. As usual, after every shubuh, Fahrul always contact him. Her husband always recited the holy verse of the Qur’an for their future children. Maira brought the phone to her stomach.

Finished with his level, Fahrul changed the call from a voice call to a video call. His face immediately filled the screen of the phone. The man was surprised to see the wife's pale face.

“Mai.. Why is your face so pale? You sick?”

“Ngga, a. Maybe because I didn't sleep well last night.”

“Why? Does your stomach hurt?”

“Ngga, I can't sleep well because kangen wants to sleep in your arms,” lies Maira. She didn't want to worry her husband. If Fahrul knew the pain she was feeling, her husband would definitely come straight away. And there will definitely be a commotion between Fahrul and his brother.

“Aa missed you too. Patience is dear. Aa will keep trying to melt your heart. Please help with prayer.”

“Iya, a.”

“Now you sleep again. If there's anything, call aa. Assalamu’alaikum.”

“Waalaikumsalam.”

Maira put the phone next to her pillow when the call ended. He tried to close his eyes. He closed his eyes for a moment when the pain returned. This time the pain was accompanied by fluid seeping out from the bottom.

With great difficulty Maira straightened her body. The woman's eyes widened when she saw a clear liquid mixed with red mucus seeping out from between her legs soaking the sheets.

“Ummi.. UMMY!! UMMI!!”

Meta😱😱😱