THE OWNER OF MY HUSBAND'S HEART
Love That Hurt

"I should understand, I should realize, throughout these 10 years of relationship, there has never been me in your heart, Mother." Nara said with tears that have not stopped since.

"Pha_

" That's enough!!I don't want to hear anything from your mouth anymore. I don't need it, because I know, it's all just comforting words for this wound, there's no honesty in every word you put out. Nothing, not even during this marriage. I don't know, I'm too stupid because of this love, or indeed you are too good at hiding your true feelings." Nara said quickly before Fatih - her husband - spoke.

" Let's give this relationship a break, Mas. So that each of us may understand what our hearts desire." Nara continued again with increasingly heavy tears streaming down her cheeks.

Fatih froze, staring fixedly at the back of the wife who stood behind him from the beginning of the debate.

While Nara was still at home standing back to her husband, looking straight at the twilight sky that began to spin rain as if to feel the pain and tightness that she felt.

"Don't do this, Ra. I love you, from the past to the present, I always love you." said Fatih Lirih, deciding the silence created between them a few seconds ago.

Nara screeched, turning her body to look at her husband with the look of her injured eyes. Ah, damn the tears seemed endless even though he repeatedly wiped them with the back of his hand.

"What's the dearest, Mas? if my darling never hurt. If it's dear, it'll always be appreciative and understanding."

Nara let out a long sigh looking at her husband who was standing down in front of her.

Their distance is too far away, he who always tries to understand and maintain the feelings of Fatih, he who always relented many times even though undeniably often hurt.

Nara sighed as she combed the black mane. This relationship just feels complicated, even though it has been running for 10 years.

If only this afternoon they had not crossed paths with the woman of the husband's past, he would not have realized, or maybe he did not want to realize, if in fact there had never been her in the heart of her husband.

Nara stepped slowly, sitting on the edge of the bed, the tightness of disappointment was not only hurting her heart, but also making her physically tired. Though he had promised himself, he would not cry again if the husband returned to playing with fire, trying to betray as his husband had tried to do two years ago.

Fatih lifted her face slowly, looking at the now messy wife. There was pain in the corner of his heart when he saw the teardrops from the corner of his wife's eyes.

He himself was at a loss for this complicated atmosphere, even to understand his own heart. But, he felt unable if he had to give pause as his wife wanted, he would not be able to if he had to hold himself away from his two sons.

"Pha_

" Stop right there, Mas. Don't touch me. I was tired of arguing, too. Please, we better give each other time. Go clean yourself in the guest room. If you're hungry, you can order online, I'm tired." Nara looked at her husband.

Ah, the pain grew even more as his eyes skimmed with Fatih's eyes. The flash of the incident this afternoon came back to the picture, when with no idea of the shame of the husband's ex-lover greeting while hugging her husband.

Nara was fed up, the wound again felt like it was pressed deeper, causing more pain in her heart.

"Go, Mas, please. Each of us needs a break from this debate" he said, turning his face back to the increasingly heavy raindrops behind the bedroom window.

Fatih let out a long sigh before stepping towards the wardrobe to pick up clean clothes and towels before moving out of the room.

True said Nara, they need a break at this time, the quarrel that occurred almost two hours ago drained and made tired.

Let him give up this time, obey the wishes of his wife, hoping that tomorrow he can speak well again.

"Mas out, Ra." said as he opened the door to their room.

Nara did not reply, nor did she intend to even just stare at Fatih's steps that went out of the room.

Fatih sighed again before exiting the room while closing the door.

Nara collapsed on the bed, re-sobbed while hitting her chest, hoping to reduce the sense of tightness that exists.

"God, why does this love hurt?"between the sobs.

The twilight went away, but the rain was getting heavier. Tonight there will be no stars, just like Nara's feelings for Fatih are no longer the same as before.