THE OWNER OF MY HUSBAND'S HEART
How Should I?

The sun has begun to move further and further away towards the western horizon. Fatih glanced at her watch which already showed at 3pm. Dusk was coming, but they still did not intend to go home. Neva rests her head on the man's shoulders with her hands still clinging to each other. Their gazes were straight looking at the waves chasing on the beach.

"I don't want to go home, Bang. Because if we go home, surely we will be separated, adek will be quiet again at home." said Neva without looking.

Fatih smiled, "If you don't go home, then you have to find a house here dong, all of you move." he said.

"Ihh.adek seriously, Bang." Neva said scowling as she looked at Fatih.

Fatih chuckled while tidying up Neva's hair that was blown by the beach breeze. "Who are you at home with, Dek?"

"alone. There is ART, but only until 5 pm, the abis came home." he replied still looking carefully at Fatih's face. His hands raised touching the cheeks of his former lover, stroking them slowly with eyes looking at each other.

Fatih stared fixedly at the woman in front of him. Tracing every inch of the look on the face of the former who used to be so adored, maybe even today. Every time he tried to shake off the taste that existed for his ex when his wife teased him when they were joking with each other. But finally he realized, the feeling was still there, the debate was still the same as when they were still dating first.

Slowly Fatih brought his face closer while pulling on Neva's head, eroding the distance between them with a kiss on the lips. Ah, it turns out there is still a miss for this woman.

Neva turned her blushing face after being shocked to receive a kiss from the former.

"Sir, Abang misses." said Fatih again before pulling Neva into his arms. "Don't be sad again, Dek. Brother promised, as much as possible will always be there for Adek." his promise in the twilight of the afternoon along with the tight embrace of Neva.

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"Where the hell is it, Bun? From morning until now it was not visible." asked Bagas to Nara who was arranging their dinner on the table.

"Work, Bang. Out of town, soon you may go home." replied Nara. Before long, the roar of a car stopped in the garage. "God, dad's coming home" he continued, staring at his eldest son.

Before long there was a nice cheer from the front room along with the greeting that Fatih said. Bagas moved and passed from the kitchen to the front room.

"Dad just got home? Where's dad from? Said Mother from outside the city, yes, there are no souvenirs?" leaning on the firstborn while approaching his father.

"Yes, Bang. There was work out of town, but sorry, I didn't have time to buy souvenirs, because I went with my boss, it's not good to stop by here." kilah Fatih while stroking the head of the eldest child. " Which mother? Brother and sister had prayed maghrib earlier?" tanyanya again while stepping intending to climb the stairs followed by her two children.

"Udah dong, Dad. Mother again preparing dinner in the kitchen. Today's mom cook crab oyster sauce Well, adek likes." Good story while following the step of the father.

"Oh yeah?yummy dong, yes already, now adek same brother wait below first yes, dad want to take a shower, later dad followed, okay?" sahut Fatih while randomizing the hair of his youngest son.

"Okay dad." said Bagas and Nice in unison and then ran back down the stairs.

Fatih stepped into the room and directly picked up a towel to then clean herself up.

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The family was watching television after dinner. Nara focused on observing Bagus who was coloring while occasionally seeing his favorite tv show.

"Well, tomorrow I still have Bang's work, it's unfinished" replied Fatih while glancing at Nara a little.

"Yaaaaaah, what's the job again Well? Usually I never work on weekends" said Bagas disappointed. "Abang wants to go to the amusement park Well, tomorrow Dito and Rian are also there." he whined again.

"Can't Bang, I have to finish my job this afternoon, next week ya." persuaded Fatih to his eldest son.

Bagas looked down pouting.

Nara sighed softly, "Abang sama adek enter the room gih, wash the accomplices continue to sleep. Tomorrow morning Mother invited a marathon around the complex." he told his two children.

" Really, Bun?" tanya Bagas and Bagus the spirit possessed by Nara. "Yeayyy, okay, Bun. Brother equally adek sleep first yes, let tomorrow not bad luck." said Bagas while inviting his sister into their room.

Fatih went up the stairs to the room after getting a message from Neva who wanted to do a VC with her. Nara looked at the back of her husband who stepped up the stairs without saying a word to her. 'You even ignored me, Mas.' his mind ached along with the tears that fell in the corner of his eyes without him noticing.

Nara recalled her conversation with Via this afternoon before her best friend came home.

The flashback

"What do I do, Vivi? Now I feel uncomfortable. Always filled with suspicion, plus Fatih apologized impressed ogah-ogahan." he said to Via while looking at the face of his best friend.

"You look at the next few days, Ra. Well, the hope is that what you suspect is not happening. But if you think Fatih has changed since your incident two days ago, you find out before making a decision or accusing. All charges can be easily broken if there is no evidence. Find and gather the evidence, and then we think about the next step again." Via lengthened.

"But if the attitude is still as before, it means that everything is just your suspicion caused by your pseudo jealousy" he continued.

Nara looked at the sky that afternoon which was so hot. The wind blows occasionally, but still not able to keep up with the heat of the day.

"You must not guess and think that is not what you used to be, Ra. You must keep your emotional stability, do not let your children be sad to see the mother sad for no apparent reason. Don't worry, Ra, if Fatih messes around, let me karate him until he's battered no longer handsome." Said Via half-jokingly while stroking the shoulders of his restless friend.

Nara laughed at the words of her best friend. His heart was a little calmer after talking with his best friend, he was grateful to be blessed with a friend who understood his grief well like Via.

Flashback off

'Does this attitude of yours indicate that what I suspect is true, Mas?' mumbled wailing.