THE OWNER OF MY HUSBAND'S HEART
Let me Treat This Wound in My Own Way

Kinara blinked her eyes, trying to adjust to the situation around her. It was pitch-black, it caught his sense of sight.

The rain is no longer as heavy as the twilight, only a slow trickle watering the earth.

Nara sat herself down, her head slightly dizzy from crying for a long time. He set his foot slowly, tried to stand up and limped to feel the wall looking for a room light switch.

Click!

A view across the room. Silent and empty, that's what he felt. Looking towards the window whose curtains are still open.

With a sigh he walked over locking and closing the window curtains.

Tok tok!

There was a knock on the door of his room.

"Mother..Mother, can brother and sister come in, Bun?"

There was the sound of Bagas - his eldest son - as the door was knocked.

"In a moment, Bang.Mother to the bathroom first." he said.

Then he rushed into the bathroom, observing his face on the glass of the sink.

Ah, he's a mess.his eyes are reddened and swollen. Hair's tangled.

he quickly turned the sink and washed his face. She didn't want her children to know she was crying.

After feeling his face a bit fresh, Nara came out of the bathroom and changed her clothes with clean clothes in the closet.

While combing his black mane with his fingers, he stepped open the door of his room.

"O Mother's children who are sholeh, have not prayed?" he tried to be as serious as possible.

"Had Bun. Mother is sick?" asked the elder while closely observing the face of the mother.

"No, Mother was tired earlier, so fall asleep deh." he replied.

" Weirdly, usually Mother never overslept until almost isya gini, Bun."

Nara smiled, This eldest child is indeed a good observer, it is very difficult to pretend in front of him.

He turned to the wall clock in the room, ah right it turns out, it's 7:30 p.m.

Nara cleared her throat trying to behave and speak as calmly as possible.

"Yes, Bang.Bunda tired, this afternoon a lot of work at the office, his return was almost afternoon. Brother and sister have not eaten yet?" he asked while stroking his son's head.

"Not Bun, at the dinner table there are only omelet and sauteed kale cooking mbak sri this afternoon." the 6-year-old Bagus youngest replied.

Ma'am Sri is a part-time ART who works at their home. Usually he comes at 7 am and comes home when Nara is home from the office.

"Emm.if so the mother delivery aja yes, the mother is tired.if the cook will be long after" said Nara to her two children.

" okay deh, Bun. Brother wants rice field side dish chicken rendang, the sauce is overloaded message ya Bun."

"Dadek also rice padang, but the side dish fried chicken seasoning aja Bun."

Nara nodded and took her phone to order their dinner.

"Bun, where's dad?you didn't see dad. You're still sleeping, aren't you?" Bagas asked as he lowered his head into the room looking for Fatih.

Nara paused for a moment and then stroked her son's head while smiling stiffly.

"Maybe I have some business and get out again. Brother and adek learn first gih, later if the food is nyampe, mother call." he replied.

Bagas and nice nodded then rushed into their room to study.

Nara sighed, she felt lazy to leave the room, still not wanting to meet Fatih. But her kids need her attention.

"Bye,"

Nara was silent to hear that voice.

Fatih stood looking at the back of his wife who was pouring drinking water taken from the refrigerator.

"Have you ordered food?"

fatih asked after a quick glance at the table in the dining room. There were only two omelettes and a pinch of kale sauteed the rest of the day up there.

"Ra." call her again after a long time no response from Nara.

Nara took a sip of the drinking water she poured in the glass, then closed the refrigerator and put the used glass in place of dirty dishes.

She was silent and had no intention of telling her husband. Let's just say, let Fatih know once in a while that it doesn't feel like there is a little.

"Ra!Mas again talking to you, dong answered if asked by husband." joked Fatih with a high tone.

Nara snorted before turning her body to the man who was her husband.

Husband?Nara laughed bitterly in her heart. Is this man in front of him still able to be considered a husband after hurting his heart so many times?

Fatih froze looking at the sharp gaze Nara gave her.

Throughout their marriage, no matter how angry Nara was with her, she had never seen the sharp and cold gaze that Nara was currently in.

"Didn't I tell you this afternoon to deliver your own dinner?do you become amnesiac in a few hours even if you don't hit your head, Mas?" sindir Nara while straddling staring coldly at her husband.

"I just remember the drama that happened between you and your ex this afternoon, pahatan_"

"adequate,Ra. Can we forget about that?I'm lazy to have to fight again because of that." replied Fatih.

"forgetit?that easy, Mom?ah, yes, you have never taken seriously any problems that occur between us either trivial or heavy." said Nara fiercely.

Forgetit?it's easy that the man's mouth said asking to forget about the problem after they had an all-out fight this afternoon.

Fatih snorted softly, she rubbed her face violently.

"we'll meet him accidentally Ra.not because of his mutual agreement" he said.

"I know." answered Nara quickly.

"I know it was unintentionally, if you made a deliberate agreement, you might not be sure of me. But I don't like that attitude, call you brother, keep running to hug you without seeing me beside you. I don't know how embarrassed." again.

"but that's not what I want, Ra. He who suddenly ran and hugged me." replied Fatih in self-defense.

"Yes, it's not what you want, but you're enjoying the moment he hugs you, so that even when I'm gone you're not aware.

You have to remember, even before this you and he tried to play behind me" said Nara angrily.

"that's what you're talking about, Ra." Fatih complained in frustration.

"of course, because until now even the disappointment that you gave at that time was still felt, then this afternoon you added again. I said many times, right, Mas, you guys used to break up not because of infidelity, but because of obstructed blessing, so the sense between you guys it must still exist even a little." said Nara half-calling.

"Mother, father?"

The voice of their eldest son.

Fatih and Nara turned to look at their two children who were standing on the side of the kitchen door.

"Mother and father fight?" connect Bagas back.

"No, Brother invite adek watch tv first yes, the delivery is still on the road now." pinta Nara on her eldest son.

Bagas nodded and took his sister to the living room to watch tv.

"Here you go, I don't want to talk about this anymore. For the hurt and disappointment you gave me earlier, let me treat it myself. You don't have to explain anything, you don't have to apologize. If you think I overreacted it, just prove it with your attitude so that I believe if all this is just my thinking.no need to promise again Mas, just prove it." tukas Nara while passing from in front of her husband.