The Passion of a Student
Chapter 1: Breaking up from Rahmawati
Were it not for breaking up with Rahmawati, Warman would probably never have known Sarwati. Warman is a final semester History Science student, Semarang State University. His graduation was delayed, because in addition to his guidance counselor who resigned, and he had to find a new guidance counselor, he was also busy healing the wounds in the heart after breaking up from Rahmawati.
Breaking up from Rahmawati was the most bitter moment of his life. During this time, Rahmawati is a woman who always supports her in everything. What Warman liked, never once made Rahmawati object. Warman of course in a good boy, his favorite is never strange. His favorite time on campus was reading a book in a corner of campus. By ourselves. Even if there is something that can be called strange, maybe only one, he likes to daydream in the crowd. All of that remains Rahmawati's favorite.
But don't tell me, actually Warman is a porn video addict. It's the only thing Rahmawati doesn't know. Once you know, maybe it won't be a problem. But Warman kept it hidden. According to him, it is a disgrace, because there is a stereotype that men who like porn videos, but without ever touching women at all is a disorder. Incidentally during the courtship, Warman never touched Rahmawati at all. Warman does not want to be considered to have abnormalities, so it should remain secret.
“Wati, will you promise?” Ask Warman.
“What's the problem?”
“Life with me! Whatever happens later. I want you to be my life partner.”
“Alright, I promise. As long as you want to be open about anything, and share stories together.”
Warman was very confident, because all this time, he was very open about anything. Anyway, where there are secrets, all about Warman, Rahmawati knows. Even Rahmawati actually secretly also knows, Warman porn video addicts. But since it was indeed a kind of disgrace, he appreciated Warman trying to cover up. But what's the real reason that Warman won't touch Rahmawati?
Before Warman was officially a student, his grandfather once told him how he should keep himself in town. “Now it's a big city, son. Don't you act recklessly!” Grandpa's Advice to Warman. The advice was really held by Warman until now. The matter of touching women is reckless. That's a taboo to him. Small touches can lead you to a bigger touch. That's obviously frivolous.
“I don't want to be wretched, Darling.”
“How to?”
“That's you!”
Rahmawati was confused, she had no answer at all. Why wretched? People are dating, it should be friendly. We are both adults. This is Semarang, not your village. Others will not curse us for making love before marriage. After all, we're just gonna make light love. We may not**** or anything like that.
“Warman, we've been dating for months, lately I've been feeling lonely. I want to enjoy my youth but you never allow it. Okay, did we just break up?”
The sentence finally reached Warman, after almost a week of Rahmawati contemplation. Too many considerations. Rahmawati still loves Warman very much, but her desire to enjoy youth is stronger than that love. Pure love can be put off, but making love at a young age can't. Youth should be enjoyed, before old age. I'm just gonna break up. When I'm ready to get married, I'll come back to you, Warman.
“Dear my dear, what can not be thought of again? I still love you.” Warman replied with great clarity.
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