
In any case, grandfather was still the most important person in Warman's life. Be it Rahmawati, or Sarwati, it is impossible to replace the position of grandfather in the Warman life. And so when Warman died his grandfather, his world changed significantly.
For a month in his hometown since his grandfather died, Warman seemed uninspired to live life. From the look on his face, staring blankly, it looked like he had lost everything in the world.
After all, it was Grandpa who nurtured and educated him until he was as mature today. Studying in Semarang is also of course on the orders of grandfather. He was the only family left at the time, after a mass slaughter by deranged bastards citing political stability.
Warman was very young back then, so there wasn't much memory of the old man. Precisely up to a dozen years of growing up, he keeps more memories with grandfather. But grandfather has gone, what he wants to do, other than let go, is not there.
Letting go of death may be easy for some, but not for Warman. He did not want his grandfather to die, more so because he was killed. How many more lives will be sacrificed for the political interests of a particular elite? This is not fair. Injustice is the enemy of humanity. This can't be allowed.
To my knowledge, Warman's grandfather was indeed the only key witness to the mass murder tragedy. He knows best who is responsible for the human tragedy.
That was the reason why grandfather was killed so vilely. No one killed grandfather, except a political scoundrel who still wants to keep his power. Warman cursed him so loudly!
the incident cost Warman his good life. He is no longer eager to live life as a good person, as should be the wishes of grandfather. He's back at the University. In Semarang he no longer lives in a special cost only men, but the cost of mixing men. He no longer cared about Grandpa's advice.
"Why do I live like my grandfather, and Grandpa is no more in this world?" warman said to himself, hoping grandfather heard it too.
In that state, Warman only remembers Rahmawati. He needs a place to escape. Only Rahmawati's body can give her warmth, happiness, and satisfaction.
The absence of Rahmawati made Warman think mischievously. I just need satisfaction, not necessarily with Rahmawati's body. Sarwati is just as beautiful. But it looks like Sarwati is a good girl, does she want to make love to me? Warman canceled her intention to contact Sarwati. Even though he had already decided to become a bastard, he still did not want to damage anyone.
There is no other way, ordering workers*** must be expensive also not necessarily clean and healthy, the alternative: watching porn and masturbation, not bad too, he thought. It is enough to imagine having sex with Rahmawati. It must be almost as delicious. His college friends often tell that.
Finished with masturbation, the feeling of slump back attack the psychological Warman. It turns out that the satisfaction of orgasm alone is not able to replace the satisfaction of the female body, nor does it eliminate the slump. I have to find Rahmawati.
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Rahmawati has been away from Semarang since the breakup of relations with Warman, according to him there is nothing more interesting from Semarang. He chose a research focus for his script outside Semarang. Rahmawati's research is about the influence of **** on work productivity.
It was this research that made Rahmawati sacrifice her body for many men to enjoy, which she researched.